Friday, June 23, 2006

   whoah.
Me & Paris found out Slade moved...befpre we could even tell him=[[

We graduated last nite.
We were sitting there. My row sat down.Next row went. The next one, with Paris in it was about to go when i looked behind me & saw Amanda, sitting next to Marciel, with teary eyes. Then i said to myself dont crack, everyones here watching.
But how could i not?? Seeing Amanda there, little crazy hyper amanda, all quiet & sad looking really hit me. She is moving, & i wont be able to see her in high school. I love my friends so much, but Amanda is one of the best. So yea, i cried. I told Tati i wouldnt but i did. when we got outside, my sis was being hella rude & was sticking a video camera in my face..HELLLO?? does it LOOK like i want a camera in my face?? My mom was taking pics of me with all my friends, but i was crying in all of them..& when i couldnt take anymore of it, my mom made me do more cuz she said i was making my dad feel bad..so she took the picture of me standing there with my dad, bawling my eyes out. Everyone looked so beautiful..Ive seriously never seen them all look so amazing.I was standing there crying with like, amanda or someone, & Lelauni came & hugged me, crying kinda too, saying "its okay we graduated!!"

During the ceremony, as soon as i sat down, i saw evelyn crying. evelyn is such a skank, but it was sad.
Janelle was giving a speech..janelle miss ghetto loud but everyone loves her..and when she got to the part where she especially wanted to thank Mr.Fultz & Mr.B for always caring about her when she was ad, she lost it. It was the saddest thing ever. It was one of the worst, yet one of the best days of my life.


And today was the last day of school. I didnt get my diploma cuz i "lost" one of my books. Bull shit they lost the fuckin book & im not paying for it. So the little assembly ends & 8tyh graders get let out early. me & paris stayed in the gym & i took a pic of her with Mr.B..but after i took the pic i started crying. And paris had tears in her eyes too but she said dont cry. We were saying goodbye to everyone, & she had lots of tears but wasnt bawling, & she asked if we could say goodbye to Mr.Bradford. Me her & Jessica hugged him goodbye, but as we were walking to him, i heard paris break down. then we went to hug mrs. mckinsey & she's like why are you guys crying & paris said "cuz im never gonna see you again" & she said we would & that she'd come to our high school graduation..

We will see our teachers again. We'll see them all again, when we visit, when Mr.B subs at the high school, all the time. I never thought id miss the teachers this much=]]
but i have the best. even if i didnt hav a 4.0 this year, i have the best.im gonna miss everyone so much...even tho i hated everyone so much=]]


the worst part was...paris was wearing a t-shirt that siad DONT YOU[forget about me]
with a pic of the Breakfast Club..and was listening & sisnging that graduation song by Vitamin C...
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