Saturday, April 14, 2007

I'm in a really good mood.
i am really happy even though i was treated like i was nothing yesterday, I just want them to know that I DONT CARE! Ah that feels good to say! well anyways im listenting to superstar by toybox and i feel really energetic.
I just came from picking up trash for the trash bash. It was fun! Well some of you know what I'm talking about. We picked up trash it was really interesting, I didn't want to leave!
Ha HA HA...Harii adn kire did not see my house!
well anyways Im jsut feeling reall ygood today! I want to know whats on everyone elses mind so post.

Questions.
1. Do you like to party?
me: I like to party, i like i like to party
2. Have you ever been to a rave?
Me: sadly, no. But i wish i could!
3. Have you ever seen Breakin', Breakin 2 electric boogaloo, or you got served?
Me: Helss yeah, Im inspired to break dance. *tries to do a move adn almost gets shot* Woah.
4. have you ever heard a X japan song?
ME:Hells Yeah!
5. Do you really like to answer questions like these?
me:undecided
And lastly
6. Do you like my music?
ME: I loves it cuz its mine >.<

post sbout whats going on with you

kanabi
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

   hey...this is gonna be long... sorry plz read
what is up all my homeskizez O.o
that was sufficiently awkward. anywyz i don't think i gots time enough to write much i is at my parentals office so you know how that is. at this point no one has posted yet so i guess i is all alone. The one day i finally decided to come and post TT.TT Well guess what? My mother got rid of all my t-shirts and now i have none. Right now im feeling a mixture of anger and sadness. anger because i cant belive she did that those were my things another reason why im mad is cuz we got into an arguement and i said " I guess im never giong to be able to enjoy my teenage years huh?" and she said "yup. Cuz im such a horrible mother" I feel sad 1 becuz she had to stoop that low just like when she took away my converse and vans and left me with no shoes!and and another becuz she doesn't understand what i like! We always go to San marcos to go get clothes. And me when she asks me what i think of something that may be horrendous, if i say no then she gets all mad, if i say yes she s gonna be mad in the future becuz im never gonna wear it. And then my father gets all mad cuz my mother is mad and then we never have a good time. I Hate it! Im so afraid to tell her what i do like but at school ive gotten myself into such a big rut of never dressing up it's crazy, its not htat i care what ppl think its just that i want to wear what i want like the millions of outfits that i could put together ut i dont have the money. and she would proably say it looked BAD. i dont know what to do anymore.
another thing is is that im sad becuz nothing ever goes my way.

i hate everything i just wish that all the love could stop becuz i feel guilty for taking it
i just wish that the fake love would stop becuz i dont want it.
i just wish that i could take the love i spread becuz i dont want to pollute hearts.
i just wish that i had someone true that doesn't play with my heart, becuz im so confuzed
and if im wrong stop me now but to the one that never came back to say the way they feel they know that im not wrong.
and know fo r some questions
1. Have you ever been in love with a memory?
Me:Yes. and I will always be.
2. Do you hurt when you think of someone?
Me:YEs.
3. Do you ever think of someone you really wish you didn't
Me: Yes.
4. Has any person that wasn't related to you or people close to the family told you they love you?
(That someone that you think about mostly)
Me: No.

thats all that i can think of

k

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

   Hey!
Im so happy i dont know why in reality I should be sorta down but the tunes that i is listening to has gots me all happy ^.^ yay! I'm listening to "satisfaction"by: Benny Benasi the music vid is weird but i LOVE rAVe! aww...not much is goin on with me...i still suck at tennis...yeah so anyways wahst going on with all of u out there i really want to know..
Oh aso im trying to punish myself for not coming on so much...*hits myself*
Aww..i wish i could downloads me that song...

Im going to ask a series of very intense questions

1. Do u like cookies?
Me: Hells Yeah!

2. How much do u love anime?
...

3. Do you like Pocky?

4. If i was to say how many chucks would a wood chuck, chuck if a wood chuck would chuck wood?
O.O

badee badee badee thats all folks

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Saturday, March 3, 2007

hey...
hey evryone , im just on doing nothing...im sorta deppressed, i didnt go to the tennis meet today, they won if thats any conselation...they say i shoulda gone but are they just idle lies to make my confidence go back to zero because chat like that really never gets anyewehre or to actually assume that i have talent in tennis...i cant even beat marcy... well things never go my way...another thing i dunno how im going to pull off going to north...im at the border of the rezoning...there's no hope at all for me... i hate being me...
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Monday, February 26, 2007

   I IS ON HERE ILLEGALLY...>.
SO I FEEL SOOOOOO WEIRDED ...o.O I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ....* INNER ME: U SHOULD BE DOING YOURE HOMEWORK!* shuuuuuutttttttt uuuuuupppppp!!!!

well anywyas!how is everyone doing? i went to the orientation for edinburg North high school... that was a laugh ...but im trying to imagine what my old buddies from dela vina would say?hmm....they would probably ignore me...

dont u evr wish that ur life could go the way that some fan fictions go? I dooooooo!!!
not the ninja part but ya kow everything else...>.<.....well i got nothin really going on in my life as many know*sniff* just a sitting by the phone scenario waiting for someone to call me and say"whacha doin?"...

this post shouldnt just be about me! tell me wahts on ur mind!

l8r my peeps and homies>.<
k-sizzle (thats my street name dont wear it out!>.>)
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Saturday, February 17, 2007

I REALLY WANT TO DO IT
I REALLY FEEL LIKE DONG WHAT I TOLD KEL I WAS GOIN TO DO...LEAVE AND NOT COME BACK...I'M SERIOUS THAT OR SOMETHING WORSE...I'M JUST SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING
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Sunday, February 11, 2007

   i just wanna say...
I just wanna say...your mom *runs to flee from any flyng objets or bith slaps from kelc*
anywho, sorry about that I couldn't help it...

o yeah I went to the valentne's dance. t was uber boring...they made me dress up!and do my hair...I looked horrible!
well ill take a moment to fill ya in on evrythng that happened at the valentines dance...
*flashback(me:looks off into distance)*
well I got there at like 7 or 7:30 uz I had my hair done...o.O
anywys I gots there with kel uz I went to the dane together uz went to go pik her up.
well I got there and there were a bunh of peple and stuff and everyone looked really pretty.
list of everyone that went
michelle
kelc
rosalie
me
fern
hyllari
pernell
stephanie
a bunch of other peeps

o yeah and nestor heh heh
nestor and angie didn't danceTT.TT
I wonder if they'll geteah other valentines ill go back to the dance...

aw... I just remembered mishells took a pic with ryan that was cute they make a cute couple...

I only danced like 3 times...

o yeha ya know what I thought was retarded ppl were being piked up like @ 8 and 9 in limos...ots like where the hll were they gunna go? IHOP perhaps? or maybe there was an after party that we didn't know about...cuz that's not cool...not inviting me>.> those butts! they s just jealous!
anywys nothin muh really happened...
o wait a minute! yes something else did happen!
angela stakhouse gots a boyfriend >.> heheh
its her "cousin" my ass. I want to see her try to say that again!
well illpost

l8r I gots to roll the way gangstas do

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Monday, January 29, 2007

   at my dad's office
Well im just here ya know just chillin, actually its 9:48 at night listeneing to music and stuff. Im also reading fanfiction. I swear Im really into tha stuffs lately. Well nothin much has appened, but i really want to get out of orchestra. I even thought of failing on purpose. well nothing interesting has happened to me except for the fact tha i still need a stupid freaking escort for my quincenera! I dont kow who to ask. I don't really know that mny guys. well I ned to find one.
another thing is that im going to the valentine's dance. I have to be tere i think were going to sell stuff. so i have to sell tuff for the honor society. what a drag. Although i think that we're going as a group, i'm not sure yet but my motherly says that i have to get my hair done, i say once again, what a drag, well im off to see the wizard to see if i can get my heart back.

luv, peace and anime,

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   at my dad's office
Well im just here ya know just chillin, actually its 9:48 at night listeneing to music and stuff. Im also reading fanfiction. I swear Im really into tha stuffs lately. Well nothin much has appened, but i really want to get out of orchestra. I even thought of failing on purpose. well nothing interesting has happened to me except for the fact tha i still need a stupid freaking escort for my quincenera! I dont kow who to ask. I don't really know that mny guys. well I ned to find one.
another thing is that im going to the valentine's dance. I have to be tere i think were going to sell stuff. so i have to sell tuff for the honor society. what a drag. Although i think that we're going as a group, i'm not sure yet but my motherly says that i have to get my hair done, i say once again, what a drag, well im off to see the wizard to see if i can get my heart back.

luv, peace and anime,

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Sunday, January 21, 2007

   i feel like...
I'm on my dad's pda one agan...I feel like shit. I feel like all I do is let people down all the time. i hate everyone. to evreyone that reads this it's not a hate towards some people...
well,I'm quiting uil, for reasons that are unknown to many people but I dunno I guess its just that hate all of the people that actually go to uil meets...o and I'm trying to figure out a way to get out of orhestra cuz I suk at it, I'm not afrad to say it...yeah everyone is going to kill me. well I say let them, I wouldn't mind the pain...8 hate my school...I wanna go back to houston. well anyways I'm just getting on here to vent, uz I really won't feel like talking to anyone for the next few days...8 feel like just disappearing to see if anyone will miss me

ill try to put more of my pathetic life
ya know I'm sorta doin everyone a favor, I'm making all of u feel good...o.0
l8r
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