Tuesday, December 5, 2006

   i feel horrible...
im not feeling really good today. i feel like shit. i wish that i could just disappear. i have a 75.77 in english. i hate that bitch. i have and 80-89 in speech i also hate that bitch and i have an 80-89 in spanish...u guessed it i hate that bitch as well. wel today was my orchestra concert and i sucked big time! well my life is going down hill while everyone elses life is just peachy...i ahte everyone.
injuries so far
.my arm.i got a bruise from walking past the bathroom door. i was in a hurry to get to class.
.my other arm. i was pushed into the wall and i scraped my arm...it hurts alot
.my face. i hav a little scab where rosalie throught the book at me and caught me off gaurd.
. my heart. i know that i will never be able to change the way that i am.
things that have gone down hill
. my entire life!
Things that have actually gone right.
...........
nothing really...
things that i have to do
.go to bed early
. try and see if you can volunteer at uil for little kids this saturday.
.do english homework for that bitch.
. try and bring my stupid english, speech and spanish grade up.(i have no idea why i have a 75.77 in english i have mostly 100's two ninetys one eighty and one 30!)
.buy christmas gifts for everyone even though they dont deserve it!
.work on science fair project! i have to fill out forms because i have human test subjects...its not that bad all it is is that im gonna make them drink a soda!
well i hate life and anyone thats happy so that means i hate everyone!
sometimes i just wanna lay down and never wake up!
im really depressed
kanabi

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

   ...
today im feeling sorta...depressed...no...sorta down...well no i just hate everyone around me right now. well on a lighter note im working at my dad's office right now so i can earn money to get all of my friends good christmas presents...im risking the chance of not getting a good present from my parents. im planning on buying a bunch of stuff on the internet that will probably be pricey.
note:raeza if u see this tell me what ur fav. stuffs like anime so i can see what i can find just dont be to disappointed.
well anywyz asides from that i havent been on "vacation" while on my vacation its been more like boot camp because my parents found the oppurtunity to use me as one of theri employees and pay me to do it. wakin g up almost as early as i do everyday to go to school! well anywyz g2g using the comp illegally>_< ...

kanabi

ps. happy thanksgiving!
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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

   sry havent been on in a while long winded comment
dear otakuites,
there is so much to tell you! well my bday has come and passed...it was so cool. my dad bought a projector and we were playing ddr on a big screen and watching youtube...o yeah and playing pool. mishy.kelc.nikki.angie.rosalie.ruben.nadia.fern.brandon.angela.melissa.anica.ayla.I'm sorry I feel like I'm forgetting someone...o yeah jc and ashley(theyre brother and sister)and jc brought along a friend.david...I'm sry but he was sorta cute!well raeza and crystal couldn't come and neither could steph.(punky monkey).o yeah and jay came late.well I had fun.well I treid out for all region orch and made it. yay? ill tell u more someother day.g2g parents r arguing
luv peace and anime,
kanabi
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

   hey...
hey evryone im sorta down...i ve had a really shity...i hate evry one especially the ppls at my school...i cant go to the shimakon...that sux cuz i wuz gonna go and buy stuff now im really depprest. anywys triumphant day when that asshole nestor got knocked off his high horse by rosalie.yay...she put him in his place but i owe her 2 bags of hot cheetos-_-...well anywys im deprest for my own reason they had this thing for 8th graders that got really good grades on taks well i did i got examplirary marks on all of my tests but i didnt get called in...that really hit hard because ive been trying really hard and got a composite 18 on my ACT ( i know its not great or awsome but it was my first try and i have nevr taken it before.)anywys thats my main reason for being deprest...i know im a nerd becuz i cares for that stuff but ive been really down becuz ive been surrounded by hypocrites and stupid ppl who dont really care. sometimes i wish i was popular cuz sometimes they are nicer than normal ppl...
love peace and anime,
kanabi
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

   hello
hi...nothin very interesting accept the incidentk(im on my dads pda)
special note to kilwoon: I'm sorry if I have troubled u ...u don't have to read u probably have ur own life...if I've I have troubled u I'm deeply apologetic.
well ill tell u how my day went
I get up early to go to school...end up bein late anywys
watched a crappy video in english
did some borin stuffs in history
graded the algebra homework I got a 70 well a 60 but its a curved grade *sob*
speech was a bore
science was alright
lunch...were do I begin...we went to the orch room as usual and me and rosalie decided to practice our violins. well rosalie told me to go to one of the band practice rooms(they are supposedly for the band ppl)i was a bit uneasy because the band director is a ~!!...anywaystypical of evryone to follow rosalie so now everyones in there with food and foolin around. we see mr.gonzalez walk over to te orch room...that's usually nevr good. well another bad omen is when ms.cardenas...orch director gets out of her chair. (she nevr gets up unless its important or if shes really pissed.) she opened the door (luckily I was playing at the time)and told kelc mishy and angie that they were forbidden to come during lunch again cuz they were just there playing cards...I didn't know at first that she meant not come at all. well now I can't go cuz no one else will. I'm terrified of her. well that's not the end of it. in class(i had her next period)it started out rough then went a little easier but than she just snapped. a stupid 7th grader just had to scream.that's when she lost it.she yelled at us...shes nevr done that in those three yrs I've nevr heard her yell. now we r all being punished. this wouldn't have happened last year. she even called one of us idiots and the rest of us babies, and then she mentioned the card thing...I knew she wasn't going to let us off easy. well let me go on.
my social life
status:I don't have one
well the thing is no one cares to know who I am...not even the teachers they always forget about me! sone ppl r a little nice. I stay out of their way they stay out of mine...practically ignore is more like.
I'm not even gonna start anything else I feel as if I'm drowning. I have the newspaper,homework everyday, studying everyday, National junior honor society, and sooner or later uil is gonna start and I'm involved in 6 or 7 events ,I'm gonna be on the tennis team again and I'm gonna have a quincenera...a 15th birthday party. if that doesn't kill me I don't know what will. that's becuz I forgot aout the science club,ccd,and taking the act...no more popcorn for lunch...
g2g
kanabi
ill post more tommorrow
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

   hey ppls
so we had a pep rally today a t my school it was so retarded. now that the old 8th graders left evrything sux. english is still a drag. history is sorta cool but its a lot of junk u gotta do. algebra i get but in the end my homework comes out wrong. speech don't make me laugh its fun in there but its boring, o yeah joseph is gonna be in my class*crying* evrythings gunna change. science rox but its alot of work. LUNCH! *starts to cry for joy* whoevr thoght of lunch was a genious. i took popcorn and thats what i ate for lunch. orchestra...um its ok i guess were playin a new song. spanish is ok i have a 98 in her class. in speech we make fun of her (i have nothin to do with it)and then 2day we had a pep-rally...can u tell that i have school spirit. well it sucked as i mentioned above.
well i have no boyfriend...i couldnt have 1 if i wanted to. and i still havent met marcus! i had a really big dream that he hit on me in front of my parents and that they made me go out with him. now my idea of him is
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Wednesday, September 6, 2006

   hey ppls
havent been on in a while.shame on me...well nothin much has happened, my life is still not worth much. i have algebra I and sometimes im really lost. my mom thinks i should get tutoring. but whatevr im watchin a naruto episode finally ive been havin so much homework i cant even relax. i cant imagine high school and i cant retake algebra it would be a waste. i hate my english teacher. she is so...how can i express myself. hmmm i can say it in 3 words i hate her. i know i shouldnt but she just gets on my nerves.
on a lighter note i think i finnally got an escort. i havent met him since i was 6 i think but all i remember is broken glass *shudder*. ive seenhis pi but i dont like basing things on looks but he is very cute. he's 15. gosh he could help me with my home work ^_^. its weird i was thinkin bout him and what had happened to him and then my mom tells me their moving close by. that is weird.
anything else to say um o yeah sorry i havent been to anyone sites. o yeah please dont take me off ur friends list. i know that sounded a little needy but please dont.
special note to kilwoon:have u written anymore? if u have i probably havent read them so can u pleaz send it to me to where evr u want if its not to much trouble.
Special note to Kire-kun: everything is paid and stuffs so ill have ti ask my aunt when its gonna come. it is comin from hong kong after all.
so thats basically it im hoping i can come back 2morow.

peace, love and anime
kanabi
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Friday, August 25, 2006

   i dont know how i feel
kanabi here
im devasted that kilwoon is leaving...(he rox)
he also gave me the thingy for my background...todays kelC's bday party...im going just because of u kelc if ur reading this. i cant stop thinkin about someone...i cant stop thinkin of marco...yes kelC I know (if ur reading this)i know that he goes to a different school and stuff but i still might see him at uil. im really confuzd...cuz i need to find escort and i hav alot of ppl 2 choose form. all in high school. theres marcus,steven, joel,rolie,JC...but in reality i really want him 2 be it. its not like i can ask him or anything i dont have the corage either...i dont know...what should i do...i hadnt seen him since the 4th grade (weird i know) and then last year at the last uil tournament of the 7th grade he recognized me...it freaked me out so i pretended not to really know him but he was really polite and nice and cute...gosh ive nevr really said that about anyone. anywys i wanted to put that out there.
so how is evryone?
kanabi
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   i dont know how i feel
kanabi here
im devasted that kilwoon is leaving...(he rox)
he also gave me the thingy for my background...todays kelC's bday party...im going just because of u kelc if ur reading this. i cant stop thinkin about someone...i cant stop thinkin of marco...yes kelC I know (if ur reading this)i know that he goes to a different school and stuff but i still might see him at uil. im really confuzd...cuz i need to find escort and i hav alot of ppl 2 choose form. all in high school. theres marcus,steven, joel,rolie,JC...but in reality i really want him 2 be it. its not like i can ask him or anything i dont have the corage either...i dont know...what should i do...i hadnt seen him since the 4th grade (weird i know) and then last year at the last uil tournament of the 7th grade he recognized me...it freaked me out so i pretended not to really know him but he was really polite and nice and cute...gosh ive nevr really said that about anyone. anywys i wanted to put that out there.
so how is evryone?
kanabi
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   i dont know how i feel
kanabi here
im devasted that kilwoon is leaving...(he rox)
he also gave me the thingy for my background...todays kelC's bday party...im going just because of u kelc if ur reading this. i cant stop thinkin about someone...i cant stop thinkin of marco...yes kelC I know (if ur reading this)i know that he goes to a different school and stuff but i still might see him at uil. im really confuzd...cuz i need to find escort and i hav alot of ppl 2 choose form. all in high school. theres marcus,steven, joel,rolie,JC...but in reality i really want him 2 be it. its not like i can ask him or anything i dont have the corage either...i dont know...what should i do...i hadnt seen him since the 4th grade (weird i know) and then last year at the last uil tournament of the 7th grade he recognized me...it freaked me out so i pretended not to really know him but he was really polite and nice and cute...gosh ive nevr really said that about anyone. anywys i wanted to put that out there.
so how is evryone?
kanabi
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