Sunday, June 11, 2006

   hello, isnt it a beautiful day?not!!!
hello ppl,
i havent been on in a while. what has evry one been doin with their summer. so far mine has been pretty shyty. nothin much has gone on. i went to string camp. yes i said it im a nerd and proud of it . most of them were stuck up snobs. i hated it. there were some preppy girls following this ass hole type guy whose to damn talented for his own good. it was hilarious to watch my friend kept talkin to nestor to get them mad. lol>_< it was funny anyways it pretty much sucked. o this glorious invention of the internet has finally brought me and my friend stephanie together. (she moved away) anyways im bored....i think im gonna try and put up some of the drawings ive made although most of them my friends say are horrible and so do i. but pleaz if u do see them pleaz dont be 2 harsh. anyways i will leave u with the words i put on my site my "haiku" of the day. "what would happen if ugly was beatiful and beautiful was ugly?"
>_< kanabi-san
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

   HELLO STILL SURFING THE NET

What Kind Of Anime Fairy Are You?::anime girl pics:: by angel_drifter
Name/Username:
Current Feelings:
Favorite Place:
What You Look Like:
Where Can You Be Found:	Staring At The Cresent Moon
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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   IM GONNA PUT PICS AND STUFF OR AT LEAST TRY TO

YOUR FRUITS BASKET LIFE (for girls) with pics! by Aki_chan
Name
Age
Who will love you
Who will hate you
Who will be your best friend
Who will marry you
You will get married on	February 22, 2042
You will have this many kids	10
Will Akito approve?	Nope.
How much you love him: 17%
How much your hubby loves you: 20%
How happy you are: 43%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Friday, May 26, 2006

   my life sucks 5
~~~ the wierdest thing happened to me yesterday. i was eating at whata burger, and these 2 highschool looking guys were sitting a couple tables down from where i was eating. for some reason they kept staring at me. i really wasnt paying that much attention. anyways they were leaving and while they were walkin my way one of them says hi to me. he was really cute!!! and all i did was look at him as he left. i was so embarresed. thats never happened to me i was so shocked.~~~
anyways whats going on with everybody else. im so worried about me getting onto algebra 1 and english 1. i dont qaulify for algebra so im sorta on edge. anyways i have bigger problems. im worried about my friend because she cut herself which i thought was really stupid. im very upset because ive known her since the 2nd grade. im afraid their gonna take her away. im really sad about that. the only thing i have to look forward to is the activities goin on in the summer. im gonna go and do stuff.
pieces,
>_< kanabi-san
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Thursday, May 25, 2006

   my life suck3
im so furious!!! today alexxa accused me of testing for isamar and its all isamars fault! i cant believe it . she ( isamar) told alexxa that i tested for her for 3 dollars!! i hate her!! if i wasnt a good student and everyone didnt think i was a good little girl i would kick her but!!!!!! anyways i wanted to know if anyone could offer their advice. anything besides that was just minor. i went to the childrens hospital for a tour. i hope i can volunteer when im older. sometimes i feel like im losing my friends. why cant everyone just not think im deppressed i dont wanna be considered one of those teenagers that have mood swings. i feel really alone. i dont want friends that say their there but arnet that stab u in the back or put on a fake smile because im around. but thats all ill ever get
pieces,
-_-
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

   my life sucks 3
well here i am not much to say 2 day still feel the same . i feel like im never included in anything. everyone is better than me (mishy or anyone else from school ) i thought micheal(red head) was stupid!!! now even hes better than i am!!! now i feel really depressed anyways im just hangin out at home at 10 at night typing my heart out and no one listening to me. O.o 6th graders are idiots and very immature!!! just thought i should put that i got a crappy award for getting a stupid 18 on my act test. woo ho im jumping for joy-_- im the lonely flower on the hill. i hate my school and im never goin to be able to get past my lowliness everyone will pass me and in gonna be workin at BK spitting on burgers. omg i never wanna be like that. im glad i can post and no one read
pieces
>_<
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Monday, May 22, 2006

   my life sucks 2
hey people
my life so far hasnt reached its peak yet. its sad to feel sorry for urself but its even worse if people feel sorry for u. anyways =^_^= ive been feelin sorta depressed. everything is always my fault for some reason. everyone in my family says im special that im different. maybe thats y im always alone? i guess people r afraid of me. im not so sure that my friends r actually friends and they care. sometimes i just wanna be someone else someone whos better than me. (i dont care if ur readin this kelsey, or whoevr from school) i nvr see myself with the guy i like because i know that mostly evry one hates me. some people may say otherwise. the only thing holding me back from taking a plunge was my family , especially my mom, and my long life friends that i love.
wow ive basically told u most of my tragic tale .
pieces,
katrina -_-
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

   sometimes you just wanna say"screw the world"
i had a good week so far. i did really well on my exams so im really happy^_^ but then again im sad because im still thinking about those guys i said i liked. i have to have an an escort for my quiencenera (a dance in honor of ny 15th b-day) i have to choose 1. so im in a pickle. anyways i wrote this poem well its not that much of a poem its wierd and it sucks so here it is:
afraid to....
im afraid to tell you i love you because if u dont tell me you love me back ill be crushed
im afraid to hold your hand because u might push it away
im afraid to look you in the eyes because u might see the secrets i hide in my heart
im afraid to kiss you because you might look at me and think what is she doing
im afraid to do all these things above because im afraid to lose the thing that keeps me going
id rather be alone then be left alone by someone else
i know its a really wierd poem but i thought of it know you know it really is stupid
anyways i got a cell phone finally. for some reason i feel more responsible and reckless at the same time o.O. thats all i have to say today
pEAcE OUt
>_<
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Thursday, May 4, 2006

   my life sucks 1
i know no one ill read this so im just goin to write whatever. im sort of worried and i know i shouldnt be . my only real friends moved to austin and they said they would message any chance they could but its been a couple of weeks so i dont know whAT tO Do. I SORT OF LIKE my friends brother but what do u excpect ive known them since i was little so hes sota grown on me. i dont know what to do. she already has a boy friend so she used to talk to me about him but now nothin. i still think its sort of weird to just look at him because theres another guy i sorta like that ive known since about the same time. i have a kyo vs. yuki thing going on. i dont know what to do im not very good with talkin to guys. i mean there was this guy that i liked but he moved to another school and two years later he recognizes me and all i do is say "oh yeah u moved ,right?" im such a dork!
anyways got to go do something with the my pathetic life see ya >_<
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