myOtaku.com: londonfreak92

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Vitals

Gender
• Female
Location
• on my computer...wasting my life and vision on a lifeless friend
Member Since
• 2006-04-19
Occupation
• my job is to make sure evry one is safe from man eating squirrel people
Real Name
• my name is my name...if ya wanna know ask me

Personal

Achievements
• I CAN WRITE WITH MY TOES
Anime Fan Since
• sailor moon on channel 23
Favorite Anime
• fruits basket, FMA, tokyo mew mew, bizenghast, naruto, azu manga daioh, D.N. angel, fushigi yugi, gin tama, hikaru no go, one piece, chibi vampire, and others i cant remeber...
Goals
• to be able to draw better or at least not suck At it
Hobbies
• drawing, listening to music ,acting stoopid, thinking about guys, and plotting ways to take over the world muah haha
Talents
• playing the violin ,being a swift ninja when i wanna be *falls down stairs*,and sneaking up on u ...like this...bet u didntsee me coming

myOtaku.com: londonfreak92

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

hey...this is gonna be long... sorry plz read
what is up all my homeskizez O.o
that was sufficiently awkward. anywyz i don't think i gots time enough to write much i is at my parentals office so you know how that is. at this point no one has posted yet so i guess i is all alone. The one day i finally decided to come and post TT.TT Well guess what? My mother got rid of all my t-shirts and now i have none. Right now im feeling a mixture of anger and sadness. anger because i cant belive she did that those were my things another reason why im mad is cuz we got into an arguement and i said " I guess im never giong to be able to enjoy my teenage years huh?" and she said "yup. Cuz im such a horrible mother" I feel sad 1 becuz she had to stoop that low just like when she took away my converse and vans and left me with no shoes!and and another becuz she doesn't understand what i like! We always go to San marcos to go get clothes. And me when she asks me what i think of something that may be horrendous, if i say no then she gets all mad, if i say yes she s gonna be mad in the future becuz im never gonna wear it. And then my father gets all mad cuz my mother is mad and then we never have a good time. I Hate it! Im so afraid to tell her what i do like but at school ive gotten myself into such a big rut of never dressing up it's crazy, its not htat i care what ppl think its just that i want to wear what i want like the millions of outfits that i could put together ut i dont have the money. and she would proably say it looked BAD. i dont know what to do anymore.
another thing is is that im sad becuz nothing ever goes my way.

i hate everything i just wish that all the love could stop becuz i feel guilty for taking it
i just wish that the fake love would stop becuz i dont want it.
i just wish that i could take the love i spread becuz i dont want to pollute hearts.
i just wish that i had someone true that doesn't play with my heart, becuz im so confuzed
and if im wrong stop me now but to the one that never came back to say the way they feel they know that im not wrong.
and know fo r some questions
1. Have you ever been in love with a memory?
Me:Yes. and I will always be.
2. Do you hurt when you think of someone?
Me:YEs.
3. Do you ever think of someone you really wish you didn't
Me: Yes.
4. Has any person that wasn't related to you or people close to the family told you they love you?
(That someone that you think about mostly)
Me: No.

thats all that i can think of

k

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