Angely i demony kruzhili nado mnoj
Razbivali ternii i zvyozdnye puti*
Ne znaet schast'ya tol'ko tot,
Kto ego zova ponyat' ne smog...

Angels and demons were circling above me
Breaking the hardships and starry ways*
The only one who doesn't know happiness
is the one who couldn't understand its call

I am Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she...

I am Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
To stay myself longer...

Stand alone... Where was life when it had a meaning...
Stand alone... Nothing's real anymore and...

Stand alone... Where was life when it had a meaning...
Stand alone... Nothing's real anymore and...

...Beskonechnyj beg...
Poka zhiva ya mogu starat'sya na letu ne upast',
Ne razuchit'sya mechtat'...lyubit'...
...Beskonechnyj beg...

...Endless run...
While I'm alive, I can try not to fall while flying,
Not to forget how to dream... how to love
...Endless run...

Calling Calling, For the place of knowing
There's more that what can be linked
Calling Calling, Never will I look away
For what life has left for me
Yearning Yearning, for what's left of loving

Calling Calling, For the place of knowing
There's more that what can be linked
Calling Calling, Never will I look away
For what life has left for me
Yearning Yearning, for what's left of loving

Soboj ostat'sya dol'she...
Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she...

To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
To stay myself longer...

Sunday, October 8, 2006

and the world keeps spinning.
i'm all shaky
i'm really worried about a friend of mine... he's..let's say... not exactly getting along with his parents... and it's really freaking me out
i can't STAND psycological warfare
i don't care if i've never even met the person, just NO.

so for the past week i've been all shakes and nerves.
i took some advice another friend of mine gave to help me relax
and it worked for a little while
but then they came back
and i'm getting really worried
because he lives like...six hours away by anooother friend of mine
and i haven't heard much of him....

i hate this and it sucks TT_TT

Tohru-chan: "have some composure"

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Thursday, October 5, 2006

breast cancer awareness week! ...do you really wanna know what the joke is? hehe let's just say it all started with a poster that showed some hands reaching toward the breast cancer ribbon...... XD
....that's it.
i'm taking my camera to school on a regular basis now.
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Monday, October 2, 2006

i'm not short, i'm fun-sized!!
hehe
you know
like the candy bars that you get on Halloween...
still all the chocolate-y deliciousness of a real-sized candy bar
but less tall and more liked by little kids.
stop thinking THAT, you know what i mean!
"what?! a fun-sized candy bar?! the only fun i'm gonna have with THIS is smearing it all over your door when i leave."


okay!
so!
winner get's some fanart! (but i'm getting to lazy to put up the one's i've made for pillo-chan, sorry) XD

contest: [stolen]quovak[/stolen]
i have eight songs on my current playlist
what are they?

rules: sorry Kaze-chan, you know too much and you must be neutralized--er *cough* can't enter...
comment and tell me if you enter!!! grargh
send your guesses in a MESSAGE!! or a masage, i could use a masage.
you can make more than eight guesses, you know. make as many as you want. you could guess three. or even twelve. just don't go insane and guess fifty songs.

to help you out!
-i like techno
-rap sucks
-songs in other languages are usuall much better than songs in english.
-there's no comedy skits on this playlist
-mashups are awesome
-i love to dance, and so i listen to music i can dance to.
-*dances*
-hey, look, here's one that's a theme song to a tv show.
-this one song title makes no sense...
-i betcha ten bux that none of you will get this one song.
-greetings, it's me, an outlaw.
-wow, this one is completely retarded. why am i listening to it? *plays song* oh yeeeaaaaah! *dances*
-fetta cheese is wierd.
-*nosebleed* yaoiiii
-this one song reminds me of spoons (the ones you eat with, not the ones you award). i have no idea why.. but it does...
-video games have some of the best songs
-kitties!! X3

have at!
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Sunday, October 1, 2006

o.o.... okay, i'll go along with this. hehe XD

your anime [for girls] (anime pictures) by Foxtrot
Name
random word
you look like this
your anime genre is:	SciFi
you live in:	house (duh)
you have the power to turn into a second self that
your lover is:	your next door neighbor
you lover does/did look like this
yur best trait is:	your kindness
your worst trait is:	when you become hyper you REALLY become HYPER.
the villin looks like this
your anime was rated out of 10 stars:	9 stars

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

as you all should know, song of the day is Numa Numa
hehe XD

i thought i'd post lyrics today.

- Chorus 1 (4 times) -
Ma-ia-hii Ma-ia-huu Ma-ia-hoo Ma-ia-haha	Miya-hee Miya-hoo Miya-ho Miya-haha [These are just sounds.]
- Verse 2 -
Alo, Salut, sunt eu, un haiduc, Si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea. Alo, alo, sunt eu Picasso, Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic, Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.	Hello [on a cellphone], greetings, it's me, an outlaw, I ask you, my love, to accept happiness. Hello, hello, it's me, Picasso, I sent you a beep [cellphone signal], and I'm brave [or strong], But you should know that I'm not asking for anything from you.
- Chorus 3 (2 times) -
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei, Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei. Chipul tau si dragostea din tei, Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.	You want to leave but you don't want don't want to take me, don't want don't want to take me, don't want don't want don't want to take me. Your face and the love from the linden trees, And I remember your eyes.
- Verse 4 -
Te sun, sa-ti spun, ce simt acum, Alo, iubirea mea, sunt eu, fericirea. Alo, alo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso, Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic, Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.	I call you [over the phone], to tell you what I feel right now, Hello, my love, it's me, your happiness. Hello, hello, it's me again, Picasso, I sent you a beep [cellphone signal] and I'm brave [or strong], But you should know that I'm not asking for anything from you.
Chorus 3
Chorus 1
Chorus 3

fabulous.

so today at NIIINE i went to rehearsals
which was basically getting organized and crap
we got "breakfast"
and then got our measurements taken and our headshots
mine looks like utter crap, of course. i'm not photogenic in the least.

so i get to work on constumesss
((haha lan, i steal))
we cleaned out the costume bin
and when i say bin, i mean heavy duty STORAGE BIN
and reorganized it
much work
but VERY worth it
i love clothes XDD

blarg
Tohru-chan


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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

next time you look up at the stars, remember what you see.
sorry, fooma-chan, i know i'm repeating myself XD

buuut
as soon as my life gets better....

everyone else's seems to get worse or fall apart.

i'd rather that someone else have a better day than me.
so next time my life sucks, maybe yours will be a good day!
that'll make me happy, because you NEED more good days -.-
but...if i'm happy, then i'll be having a good (if not better) day, which means your life will suck? @_@ agk!! but i don't want that to happen! so if i'm happy, then i make myself be emo so i'm unhappy to make your day better... *head explodes*
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Monday, September 25, 2006

stolen from Pillo-chan. minus the words.

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

0.o
what the hell?!
my number of gb signs is going down! it went from forty-six or something something to 43, to 42!!!
>.<
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