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Thursday, June 30, 2005


   hmm..yup..


Well I will write more of the story, around 12am tonight.. I stay up usually till 5am, so yeah..I made a button ^__^ its a little to big though, so i have to resize it hahaha..



I dont know if any of all celebrate 4th of July [Independence Day] But its the 4th or July weekend comming up!! YAY FIREWORKS, BON FIRE, FIREWORKS OVER SMITH LAKE, COOK OUT, PARRRRTY!!!! I cant wait lol. Nahtan has been calling me a lot lately..but I am 2 scared to answer the phone..For almost 2wks I havent..and..yawl wannak know why? I ll tell you why..ahem first I am frightened that he'll tell me he loves me likes always, second I DONT WANT TO DATE HIM AGAIN AND END UP GETTING HURT, OR HURTING HIM. Third, I love him like a friend and nothing more so I wish he would realize that!! Ahem anyways..My artwork sux a$$..excuse muh french :(..but it does lol..anyways I think I will write a poem now..

Here I am laying on the floor.
Where I have been tossed many times before.
Uncared for, and hated by all.
I lay there and start to bawl.
I think back to a time where you said you loved and cared for me.
But as I lay here on this cold dark floor I began to see.
See that I was all apart of your little mind game.
You played me like a toy soldier, until I became lame.
Then you tossed me away, like a broken toy.

OH YEAH!!Someone asked me the other day, why is your s/n Lone Vampiress. One I love vampires, two because I am alone, in a crowded room I feel alone, i am always, forever utterly alone. Some people doesnt like to be alone, but me on the other hand, it would be better for me to be alone, so i cant get hurt..or hurt anyone..ahahaha..anywho!

Yup it sux, but I just wrote right from my mind 5 secs. ago lol. Just like my story, I dont think about it before I write it..I just write it. lol. yeah anyways. Yawl take care now yawl hear!

XOXO

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