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Birthday
• 1988-12-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here..
Member Since
• 2005-05-12
Occupation
• SENIOR!!!
Real Name
• Mandy

Personal

Achievements
• Find my true love..
Anime Fan Since
• Since forever!
Favorite Anime
• Dont have one. I LOVE ALL ANIME!
Goals
• Tons to many to list.
Hobbies
• Mainly Drawing, Writing, Playing Guitar and Singing.
Talents
• Guitar, Singings, Writing, making people laugh, and being a true friend.

myOtaku.com: Lone Vampiress

Wednesday, July 6, 2005

*cries* omigaw!

I am such a nervous wreck, I threw up, and I have been crying for like ever now. Yeah people I am soft hearted when it comes to friends. One of my friends on the net (I know I know worrying about someone you hardly know..pathetic ><) Cut himself (I really have no room to talk -____-) and wrote a poem that is..uh..suicidal..Now I am so worried, I just dono what to do. I mean you can come up to me say hey my name is mr.bob and then die the next die, and I would cry for weeks, and come to your furneal. That is how soft hearted I am, that and I worry and stress to much. Oh god I am such a wreck I hope he is okay I feel horrible ><. Have you ever felt like its your fault, but really it isnt? That is how I feel, I am blamming myself for my friends suicidal thoughts. I feel like maybe if I could of been there more, or if I would of listened more, or maybe if I wouldnt of always had my walls up and wouldnt let him get close enough to me so he could express himself maybe just maybe this wouldnt be happening..oh god..i feel..so bad...*cries*

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