Sunday, February 26, 2006

Life After Death
Have you ever wondered what heppens to you after you die? Do you continue to live? Wondering the earth possibly mindless or knowing exactly what you are doing. Mabey we are resurected into another life after death. I have felt, many of times, like I am a total different person, like I have been somewhere I have not ever been before. Has anyone else ever got that feeling before? It is like that me from the other time is wanting to get back into that old life it was in before but I can't. I am stuck here, I want to go back so badly, but I am stuck here in this hell of an era. I don't even know what it is that I am wanting, but yet I do know what it is and I know that I want to go back. I wish I could fulfill that feeling, but I know I cannot, but I will still keep trying and I will succeed in my journey to my old life and live in peace...
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Where Did the World I Created Go?
I sit there in the desk at what is called a school, loud, crowded, I cannot stand it! I need peace in this world but I do not get that so I have created my own world away from all others where all is enjoyed! But the large crowds are taking me away from my "fun" it is so loud and obnoxious which makes me unable to think. I must be able to go back there and be free again, free from all this world, life, the noise all...some may think this is wrong or something like but if they were me they would understand why I have locked myself away from the real world it is all so unbearable...I must get away somewhere, somehow I must live the like I want to live... and that is within my own mind.
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Tuesday, January 3, 2006

Humans Are Hell
As you "hear" humans are made by the "holy" one, but I really think they are made by the devil himself. Humans are supposed to be good to eachother but not yet have I seen one being good to anyone. You see very few humans that were truly created by the holy one. I myself, was cerated by both sides so I am capeable of doing more than just good or bad but I would never do anything to actually hurt someone. I guess thats whats good about me and why I am how I am. My soul lives in the darkness but my heart is within light.
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Saturday, December 31, 2005

An Unlearned Emotion
How do you react when you don't know how to react? Is there really other emotions that have not been learned by the human race? When you get asked or told something the person expects to get some kind of reaction, but I did not know how to react. My mind just went blank with thoughts about "what am I supposed to do? How do I react to that?" I could feel their eyes easing over toward me slowly, then, my face just twisted oddly and a fake, flat toned, laugh came out, I had to do somthing so that they knew I cared. I knew they could see my bewilderment so I had to act quick, so thats what came out and if such a thing were to happen to someone else, I know not what to do for I was bewildered myself. Just act quickly is all I have to say. They'll think oddly, I'm sure, about your reaction but at least you tried.
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

   The Real World
Mabey you think you know the world, but it has not yet casted your soul into the darkness...my soul has been sleeping away in the darkness for a long and painful life, by the sorrow, hate, pain, love. I can't live here forever, or...can I? I do not yet know what has happened to the world, it use to be a wonderful place untill all this hell created cars, gasses, electricity and all those odd things. It is taking all my pride and happyness away, it all needs to stay away from me the new world and everything that has casted my once peaceful life into a dark and lonley hell...
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