Wednesday, April 11, 2007

where my world turns

oh how true... i made a friend today... guess whats her name, Alter Ego... funny thing is shes not my opposite but my exact same being.

as far as i can soar above the sky
the sky that never ends
but i can try
once again

even though
i smell failure
even b4 i try
cause i'm aiming at nothing

sometimes the day seems long
and my life
is one i hold alone

(quotes from starlightmks.com)
~

Life that wavers
Life that shortens
Life
that
hangs
by
a
thread
This is my Life
a Life i hold
Alone
well not comepletely alone anywau....
- -
My life shortens
As i grow
shortens, as i breathe
every passing moment
as precious as can be

times harden
as i weaken
dreading the end

as the sun rises
and sets, each day
stars come... and go
and yet, the only thing
that keeps me moving
keeps me living
keeps me hoping
is that. . .
I Will See U Again
One Day
______


i'm grateful that my mom and dad ditched me... into an ORPHANAGE!!!! but then again i am grateful for this old faithful laptop^^
[quote once again from starlightmks.com (arent they cute^.-)]
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

u know it seems that everyday i post a whacked out version of a "poem" so today i'm gonna post something else:
hi renolover12^^
yah thats it. . . .



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Monday, April 9, 2007

er... crappy poet here- not rhyming poem

...i sorta like kikyo. . . .


these days of my life
i could live without
for i know
that if i close my eyes

i would be dead

from the days when the wind started blowing
i knew
i knew that if i hurried
she would be there
but when i got there
she was gone with the wind
as free as the wind

but i am earth-bound
by an oath
that can only be undone
by the words of the Beyond
or by simple magic

the magic of the elves
that spins in threads through the air
ever so slowly
winding and unwinding
like a golden globe
melted to fit a thin thread
that flows over the hilltops
mountains and valleys alike

across the meadows i run
trying to escape my lonesome fate
for once i was the hunter
but now i am just the prey

soon my lungs are burning
and i've got to stop

unshealth my blade ever so slowly
and hold my sword up high and face
the mighty dark shadow looming above me
without a fear in the world
but i can still smell death

and when my final attack is done
death feels just right
almost like a paradise
from the living world

why death feels like sleep
not caring nor knowing what happens around u

and as my head hits the ground heavily
my last thought
my last word
was
"Lidia, gone to her own Realm. . .
stay there"
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Saturday, April 7, 2007

life with the wind

the days of mine that allow me to soar
across the azure sky

makes me want to cry

for the days that were just mine

and i
was just as free as the breeze

flowing across the seas
the ocean and the land
all as part as one

before i was captured
shot out of the sky
thought to be a bird

i Cry

to be left to rot
when they found i wasnt one, one bird

so i die
lying on the grass
stained by my own blood

but one word
echoes clearly in my mind
before my last breath
'Revenge'

shall echo clearly through the skies

i am a crappy poet arent i?
sorry about the loss of the comment button down there. my computer erased it or something.
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Friday, April 6, 2007

memory
as u ppl already know, i was broght up in an orphanage. kids there kicked me, punched me and yet, they were my first friends. we didnt really have "true" names there, only a few did if their parents cared to name them, but others like me were called rascals by the ppl who worked in the orphanage. cassidy was the name i chose for myself when i was adopted but in the orphanage, all the kids called me and each other "animal" names. like there was this boy who was part of our secret food-stealers group (they didnt feed us much, often so a couple of us would find a way to steal food for the rest of us), he was called grey fox. mine was black cat, because i only went with him to steal food at night. but there was this girl who was orphaned around the same age i was, and the moment we met we became close friends. her nick name was blue horse because she used to love to run (and would often get in trouble because of that) until that day when she tripped over a brick and dislocated her left leg, of course she got some big brusies. but in those days, the orphanage didnt have a lot of money so she didnt get the proper treatment and has stopped running ever since i last saw her. after that she was always so sad and gloomy. but one day she was adopted and no matter how hard she fought to stay, she was taken away. after that, whenever someone visited the orphanage, i tried to be the best i could, for i could no longer take staying there without blue horse. one day a women along with a little girl, a head shorter than me visited and adopted me. i was so happy at first, but soon it felt as if i had jumped from the fryng pan and onto a plate. that woman treated me as a maid of some sort and her daughter as an "older sister" to me. i sorta wish that i had stayed in the orphanage but at least i have more freedom now... but too bad i didnt ask blue horse for the name she chose when she was adopted.
this is the end of my story so far. . . .

if u're out there blue horse,
then i hope u r well and can read my message to u.
maybe someday we can meet again
Signed,
Black Cat
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   hi... guys

i need help... serious help.
how do u ppl put in bg images i've just got to know so pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaazzzz?!
http://www.animeyume.com/inuyasha/inuyasha1.jpg
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