Thursday, March 9, 2006

   yesterday was great
ok so the begining i was depressed and shit but wen we got to gym i was all jumpy!!!!! i lobe hocky! lol its so much fun and u can b rely angry and play! then after school i got lots of goodies and candy...... i havent eaten all of it though... yea it was fun..... i still need a punchin bag! l8rs!
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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

   still depressed
i cant get happy! even if lik i look happy and im smilin and gigglyin im not happy. im not me. im a souless shell. no emotions. just darkness. i cant get ride of the feelin either. i dont want to b alone but wen im with other ppl im not fun so i feel sry 4 the ppl that r hangin out with me. i kno its rely stupid but i cant do anything abot it. it just wont go away. y cant i b happy again. im so sad and borin and just not fun anymore. ppl r havin way more fun without me. tomoro im ganna just let every1 hav a good day. they dont need me. il just sit alone by the fence. they wont notice cuz there havin so much fun without me. they will b happier....... yea they will. well l8r.
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Monday, March 6, 2006

   suckyness
the last week sucked and im very depressed. i dont wanna leav my rppm or go to school anymore. i just want to rot in this room....... well l8rs
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Monday, February 20, 2006

   this weekend kicked ass!!!!!
ok saturday i went to thid moster truck thing. there were motercycles and monster trucks and flyin disk thingis, gawd it kicked ass!!! then after i went to the movies with rena, raine, mish,and julia. we saw firewall, it was rely perdictable. after i went home. then sunday i went to the movies with rena, raine, and adri. mish, anthony(YAY), javare, angel and calvin showed up. hehe. anthony sat next to me!!!!!!!! lmfao! anyway we saw pink panther, funny ass movie! it was soooooo funny! yea so today i get to do nuthin cuz todays a day off school!!! yay! well hope ur weekend was as good as mine! still need a punchin bag! l8r!
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Thursday, February 16, 2006

   after school was sooooooo fun!!
school was ok but after kicked ass!!!! its raining wait its pouring!!! so we go outside and me and rena r lik we want to stay(acualy rena wanted to stay but after a whil i wanted to stay but only secretly). so we go 4 pizza and get 2 slices and a rootbeer(yummy)!!!! then we go bak to school its still pourin and we decid to go home. so were walkin then we just start stepin into puddles. then we decid to march home through the puddles. so we get home soaked, so we change then rena has to go. then wen i go down to get a coke i find it. Guerin Prep High School. i open it......................... IM IN!!!!!!!!!! PARTY!!!!!!!!! IM SOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! well i hope u day was as good as mine!!!! still need that punchin bag!!!!!!! l8r!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

   hehe
today was cool and fun! i just relized how much i love suicides(runnin stuff). my dads makin me run but its ok. il cope. i love to run. i need to run tomoro. well yea. i need a punchin bag.... l8r!
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

   today was the dance!!!!!!!
omg today kicked ass!!!!!!!! well the dance rocked!!!!! i was shakin my ass off and havin sooooo much fun! then my friends wanted me to go in the middle of this circle and dance and i was lik HELL NO! but then mulan said that she wold do it with me so i was lik fine. so i go in the middle and me and mulan do some dancin and got out as fast as i cold. so anyway i slow danced with demetrius and we talked. i had sent him this valentines day telegram thing that didnt hav my name on it so i asked him about if he got any. he said he got 2 and i asked who they were from and he said 1 was from stephanie in gifted and the second 1 had no name. then he asked me if i got any and i did but only from girls. i dont rely care just as long as i got 1 but i got 2! yay! 1 from my valentine and another from my close friend sammy. so anyway i was getin my flirt on with this guy that likes me!!!!!!! im still in gaga land(yes thats right i said GAGA LAND). im all giggly and stuff. hehe.yea so i danced with him and im lik GAWD HE SMELLS GOOD!!!!! but i didnt say that out loud! i kno im weird! so yea! i rely lik him......... well i need to get a fuckin punchin bag and a pictur of javare(THAT ASS HOLE CAN KISS MY ASS BITCHES)yea so anyway um today i hope ur day was worse than mine so i can say i had a better day then u and b all yippee! so l8r!
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Saturday, February 11, 2006

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional. And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week! Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality. This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil. You are most compatible with: everyone! Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

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How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

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