Friday, January 7, 2011

   Running away from myself
I never really wanted anyone to know I guess. In a way, letting other people know that side of me...the very thought uneases me. I'm scared. The reality of the matter is that I'm scared to let anyone get too close to me. I'm afraid that they won't like what they find, and end up destroying me even more inside. To be real? Is there really such a thing? What is reality anyway? How do we even know that what we know is real? In order to classify something as "strange" we must have knowledge of what is "not strange." Therefore, we can only see what is real based on what we perceive to be reality. It's true...I don't like to hurt anyone, and it kills me to see someone sad. This is why I would go as to masking my true feelings just to see the other person smile again. Honestly, you don't need to worry about me, I'm doing fine. Everyone has their own way of dealing with things, this way is just mine. You don't have to know everything about me, right? I certainly don't know everything about you. Just accept and leave, and I will come to learn of myself, too.
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Thursday, July 22, 2010

   forgotten
I feel as though I am truly alone. Learning to depend on myself, to defend for myself, to be everything by myself. Why does it seem that the friends who I thought had my back have all diminished? Is there really anyone? All they ever do is run away, that's all anyone ever does. People think that a person like me doesn't have any problems, so I suppose that justifies them to tell me about theirs. I listen of course, I care about you. I know you care about me too, but I suppose you show it in a different way. Whenever I'm the one with the problems, who is there to listen?
Other people have taken my image, leaving me to my nothingness. So I lay here, wallowing in my misery, my forgotten self. I suppose, people can't help but forget about me, which proves that I'm not as significant as I had hoped to be.
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

   follow up on the end
Ok, so first off, for those few who actually read this, hiya, long time no see ^-^ anyways, I was just skimming over my previous blog about apocalyptic movies...haha...everyone has been saying 'ahh its the end of the world! Look at what's been happening arounf the world!' Or something of that relevance. Honestly, how would they even know for certain that its supposed to end on 2012? People have been predicting the end of the world dince generations before our time and guess what? We're still here. I guess what I'm trying to say here is there's no point in worrying about what could happen in this case, especially since we don't even have a definite proof of what may happen.
Anyways, I just felt the need to say that considering I've been hearing a lot of that and remembered that I had written that previous blog of mine hehe. Well, life's been pretty good, mainly just trying to survive everything, especially chemistry LoL Well, that's all I've really got right now, so ttfn! =^-^=
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   follow up on the end
Ok, so first off, for those few who actually read this, hiya, long time no see ^-^ anyways, I was just skimming over my previous blog about apocalyptic movies...haha...everyone has been saying 'ahh its the end of the world! Look at what's been happening arounf the world!' Or something of that relevance. Honestly, how would they even know for certain that its supposed to end on 2012? People have been predicting the end of the world dince generations before our time and guess what? We're still here. I guess what I'm trying to say here is there's no point in worrying about what could happen in this case, especially since we don't even have a definite proof of what may happen.
Anyways, I just felt the need to say that considering I've been hearing a lot of that and remembered that I had written that previous blog of mine hehe. Well, life's been pretty good, mainly just trying to survive everything, especially chemistry LoL Well, that's all I've really got right now, so ttfn! =^-^=
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Saturday, September 12, 2009

   Why I find apocalyptic movies interesting
"The Day After Tomorrow" or "The Day The Earth Stood Still" for example are great movies. I can see why they would freak people out, but if you pay attention closely, it's like as if movies like these are trying to tell people something. For example, "The Day After Tomorrow" helps us to be aware of the environment. Yes yes, I know what you're thinking, and the answer is yes, I am a total tree hugger. LoL
But even though it may seem totally bogus, some of it is based on theories of things that may happen if we continue to pollute the air and damage the Earth. The Earth is all ready damaged, and some people find that there's no use in trying anymore, but I think different. I want to give it a try, I'm not going down without a fight. Recycle! Save water and energy! I mean really, do you want the things that happened in that movie to happen in real life? I don't think so.
The next movie which I absolutely love is "The Day The Earth Stood Still". It teaches us that our world is dying. People's actions aren't just causing other peoples' sufferings, but the environment and world as a whole. Where have the common sense, compassion, caring, and many other things gone? That relates so much to reality. War and senseless killings everywhere. Then, there was something that hit me in the movie. The professor said that usually people don't see what's wrong until they have hit rock bottom or are near the end. They have a realization point. And he was saying how this is our moment, let us have our realization point. That usually is true. Then I got to thinking, have we had our realization point yet? And if we have, or when we do, what will we do to change what's wrong? Will we know that it's our doom and do nothing about it? Or are we willing to change?
With this thought, I began contemplating on another topic. People are always saying that "It's time for change" and a lot of people agree. But what it really that needs to be changed? If anything is going to be changed, then it should be for the BETTER and NOT for the WORSE.
Most of the time apocalyptic movies have a great deal of things that society should really look into and think about, what the big things are, but also the small things. LoL or maybe it's just me and my over-thinking. :-S
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Sunday, April 5, 2009

URGENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CALLING ALL PRO-LIFE PEOPLE!!!!

Are you aware that the conscience protection rights to health care might be taken away? These rights are for medical doctors who, if someone were to ask them to perform an abortion, the doctors have the RIGHT and FREEDOM to say "NO" because it goes against their conscience.

Obama is planning to terminate these rights. That means medical doctors will lose their ability to choose. All of our pro-life doctors would rather go to jail than be forced to perform any type of abortion or euthanasia.

Please help these doctors, and help our nation get rid of this culture of death.

The US Department of Health and Human Services (HHS) is inviting public comment on a proposal to rescind an important December 2008 federal regulation that protects the conscience rights of health care providers. Help protect the rights or our pro-life health care professionals and institutions. Please visit www.usccb.org/conscienceprotection to access links to make a comment and find more information. COMMENTS MUST BE POSTED BY APRIL 9, 2009.

Instructions:
1. In the address box, enter www.usccb.org/conscienceprotection
2. click on the box containing "E-mail HHS now"
3. Scroll down and fill in information requested
4. Hit send and you've voted

Please, I am urging you to do this.
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