Saturday, February 9, 2008

   hmmm.....
Yes, I gave my site a new theme since it's almost Valentine's Day. I don't know, have you ever listened to a song and it makes you feel like saying something, but you only really think about it when you hear that certain song? Well, everytime I listen to this song that's playing right now, I always want to say "I love." but it's just that, maybe it should be "I love (insert here)" haha, but it's just those two words, that I'm really tempted to say everytime I hear this song...
Well, life (in general) has been ok...in a romantic type of way ;-)
It's kinda hard to explain, in a way, it could be referred to as a forbidden love, one that's not meant to be, but should be, but the whole world would not accept it and you yourself, somewhat fear it...but it's not exactly like that...once you get more in-depth into it, it gets complex, so I'll just leave it at that.
Well, I hope you all have a great week and a good Valentine's Day. Just in case I don't get back on here by then, Happy Valentine's Day!!! I love you like the good friends that you are, haha ;-P muaaaah! <3 <3 <3
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Sunday, January 20, 2008

   ummm...how-dee-do-dee??? LoL...
Hi everyone! How are you all doing? Life has been pretty interesting...all these people are coming to me for advice. It's so weird, because usually, I just give girls advice and stuff, but now, guys are coming to me for advice too! It's kinda fun and I feel happy that I can help those in need of it ^_^ My mom is beginning to say that I should start charging people or something, I thought that was kinda funny, but for right now, I think the only thing I seem to be gaining is their trust and friendship, which is totally ok with me. =D It's funny though, some of them are really proving to me that they literally tell me everything and trust me that much, those people are beginning to become some of my really good friends =^_^=
Well, I also had some temporary sad news...my older brother's xbox got the red ring of death, so no guitar hero for awhile...so sad. One of my guy friend's were getting concerned, asking me how I was going to live, haha, don't worry, I'm not one of those addicts...hahahahahha
Well, yep, for some reason, the songs "Collide" and "Open Wounds" by Skillet were playing on and on in my my head at random times today for some unknown reason, LoL.
Well, that's basically all I have to say, I hope that you have an awesome day everyone!!! :-)
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Saturday, January 5, 2008

   Sorry it's been awhile
Ya, well, I've been pretty busy...if I'm not cleaning, I'm at church, surprisingly, things have finally started to calm down...but now it's back to school, and semester exams are coming up, so I predict that the next few weeks are going to be pretty crazy...
Anyways, yep, so Merry (late) Christmas, Happy New Year and happy birthday for me, yes, I know, there all a little bit late, but you know, I've heard that it's never too late. So, ya, I'm fifteen now, everyone seems to be so excited about it, way more than me. I don't know if I'm supposed to feel special or anything like that, actually, I just feel the same, like I did when I was forteen, oh well. So, how is everyone? What's going on? Well, that's all I can really think of to say right now, so, I think I'll end it here. Have a nice day everyone!!! ^_^
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Saturday, December 15, 2007

   This song, I can really relate to...





Can I ask you a question please
Promise you won't laugh at me
Honestly I'm standing here
Afraid I'll be betrayed.
As twisted as it seems, I only fear love when it's in my dreams
So let the morning light come in and let the darkness fade away
Chorus:
Can you turn my black roses red?
Can you turn my black roses red?

Drowning in my loneliness
How long must I hold my breath
So much emptiness inside I could fill the deepest sea
I reach to the sky as the moon looks on
One last year has come and gone
It's time to let your love rain down on me

Can you turn my black roses red? (x3)
Cuz
I'm feelin like I'll blame it on love (x6)

Can you turn my black roses red? (x3)
Cuz I'm feelin like I'll blame it on love
I'm feeling like I'll blame it on love (until it fades)

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Saturday, December 8, 2007

   reflections...of my working future
Well, I don't know, but for some reason, thoughts of my future just keep coming to my mind and refuse to let me forget. Up to now, I still don't know or even have the slightest idea what I'm going to be when I get older. My parents are really pushing for me to be in the medical field, or something of that sort, but I don't really know. I do know, that I want to be someone who helps people but, I don't know if I can be someone who saves lives...physically. I can't handle the fact that someone's life or death could possibly depend on you, what if I fail? I know I would never forgive myself no matter how hard I try. But I still want to help people out, I'm not sure what I wat to be, and you know, it's funny, you know how, even when you were little, you said that you always wanted to be something like a fireman, or a princess, well, I don't think that I've ever done that, and all I can really say is "I don't know".
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Saturday, November 24, 2007

   Thanksgiving is over, now it's time for Christmas!!!
Wow!!! Time flies by really fast! Almost Christmas!!! I need to seriously start Christmas shopping, and figure out what I want for Christmas, because I have no idea, got any ideas??? I just have to make sure I don't get carried away, but it's so hard not to, I just get so caught up in the Christmas spirit! I think I'm going to make my otaku all Chistmassy, ^^ Well, I hope that you guys are excited too :D Well, that's all I have to say right now, so, I hope that you have a great day every day ^_^
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Saturday, November 17, 2007

   Hello everyone!!!
Winter is coming and I am so excited! My birthday is getting closer and closer as well, soon I will be 15. But life can take it's time, I'm in no hurry. I am glad though, that winter is on it's way, and the winter brings snow. Snow has already visited us, but it didn't stay long, that's fine though, because I know that there'll be more to come. I'm happy that it's coming back, like a friend whose come back to visit me. Well, that's all there is to say from me for now. I hope that you all have a great day and weekend!! ^_^
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Saturday, November 3, 2007

   Please just be honest....
Hi everyone! Do you like my new theme? It's Petite Princess Yucie, I love that show ^^ Well life for me has been pretty interesting, I've had to help my two friends deal with there sad and unfortunate situations...I'll just tell you one of them. My best friend's boyfriend broke up with her. Before they were going out, they were best friends. And while they were only best friends, he had been in a relationship with another girl, but later on, she broke up with him and lied just so she could date someone else. He was crushed, and my best friend helped him get through it, then later later on, they started to go out and yada yada. But then, he broke up with her saying because a lot of his family members don't like her, so he HAD to. The next day though, he was going out with the same person who had crushed him before! And then, my best friend found out that EVERYTHING that he had said to her, even when they were only best friends, had been a lie. I feel so sorry for her, because I mean, she and I both know that guys can come and can go, but what hurt the most, was the "true" friendship that had meant nothing to him. My best friend feels so betrayed, and hurt, and it really pains me to see her this way. She and I have so much in common, and I used to say that "GOD made us best friends because he knew or moms couldn't handle us as sisters". LoL, so, I'm helping through it. So, I guess for me, please just be honest, don't pretend to be someone your not, because if you just be yourself, I'm pretty sure that the friendship between us will be closer.


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Friday, October 19, 2007

   ...hmmm...
Remember the post about me smiling? Hmm, well, I guess I spoke too soon. On Monday, I wasn't sad, I was only tired, so tired, can you believe it, that I wasn't smiling. Everyone, even one of my teachers was concerned about me, they thought that something was wrong, becuase they did not see my smiling. Rachel, one of my best friends, went up to me and asked what was the matter, I simply said that I was only tired, and she was relieved, and said that I looked so sad when I'm tired. It's nice to know that they were concerned and cared for me.
I have another thing to talk about as well. What would you do, if you had to decide between the one you love, (and you know very well that they love you back), and the closest, dearest friends of yours? Which would you choose? I was just wondering, partly becuase I was watching the last episode of Petite Princess Yucie, and it made me think. I don't know what I would've done, and I think either way, if I had to make a decision like that, I know I would have regrets...
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Sunday, October 14, 2007

   When you're not smiling I...
Don't you just love those words? I do. And though people don't really tell me that, I just know that they want to(don't look at me...I just feel all romantic and loved and fuzzy right now I guess...). Some people I know, when they miss me, I think the thing that they really miss about me is my smile or my laugh...aren't they just sweet? There are some people I know who get upset when they see me not in a good mood. That's why and where my talent comes in, unfortunately. I just thought I'd share that with you. ^^ Have a nice week.
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