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Friday, January 7, 2011

   Running away from myself
I never really wanted anyone to know I guess. In a way, letting other people know that side of me...the very thought uneases me. I'm scared. The reality of the matter is that I'm scared to let anyone get too close to me. I'm afraid that they won't like what they find, and end up destroying me even more inside. To be real? Is there really such a thing? What is reality anyway? How do we even know that what we know is real? In order to classify something as "strange" we must have knowledge of what is "not strange." Therefore, we can only see what is real based on what we perceive to be reality. It's true...I don't like to hurt anyone, and it kills me to see someone sad. This is why I would go as to masking my true feelings just to see the other person smile again. Honestly, you don't need to worry about me, I'm doing fine. Everyone has their own way of dealing with things, this way is just mine. You don't have to know everything about me, right? I certainly don't know everything about you. Just accept and leave, and I will come to learn of myself, too.
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