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Friday, January 7, 2005


   -click click- goodbye -bang-
Yesterday I found out at 12:45 a.m. that my girlfriend went to the movies with her father and I was like kool. I didn't pay any attention you know he wants to spend time with his kids. Well I waited for her to call me at nine like she usually does but she didn't so I went to sleep and didn't think anything of it. Well when she calls me at 12:45 a.m. She says that after the movie they went to Dave and Busters. It's like a Gameworks but better way better. After that I felt crushed. Because I know I'll never be able to take her anywhere like that and I just wanted to die. I cried me I cry but only if she gets hurt or because I'm really happy with her but I felt so bad and I still do that...hang...on...-dries eyes- I can never give her that much happiness because I live in Orlando. There is no Dave and Busters here or Gameworks.I love Her SO Much but I have no way to express it I need to ask you guys something because I might just end it all not our relationship something worse. Please guys if there is a heart out there please. I need some support. But wait it gets better you know she was supposed to come back 2 days ago and now shes coming back on sunday. I have 2-3 days left of this hell and I don't think I'm gonna make it. Guys don't tell her any of this because if she finds out she might break up with me and I don't think I'll be able to handle that much pain and this. So please post a comment or ideas, something.
This would've never happened if she were to have come home on fucking time, god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -breaks down and cries- I just want her to be happy and now I can't make her happy. Thats it I can't fucking take this anymore. -grabs knife-

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-Adrian- ouch...the..pain..hm
-Your friendly vampire hunter-

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