Friday, September 24, 2004

   Revange is sweet ....but somehow i feel so cold
I killed one of thouse basterds from my past life today(no he was not reincarnated as a human so dont wery). I shoud be happey,one step closer to ending it,but some how it makes me fill less...alive. Hmm oh well I cant change that so why care. new quote

"What dous a samuari do win there is no war to fight"
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Thursday, September 23, 2004

   aaahhh GOOD DAY
not much to say ather than ITS GOOD TO BE ALIVE! so i gess i will gust give you my new quote ,

"Your past can be 2 thangs a wight that drags you down or a anchor of strangth and hope for the future that holds you to the corse in hard times"
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   SOOOO! how is every one else doing
sarry about all the porbals in my life thats all I seem to post about nowa days anyway some good news the clan is being rebelt form the ground up. Its gona be somethang completley new form last time! and oh Ive net someone ;) are reashonship is what some of you mite call differt but hay! want ever makes me happey! But enuf of me how about you tell me how you guys are doing! Ok talk to you later
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

this is to my freinds in paola so every one elis dous not git cunfused
I know sarry dous not cut it anymore. And I know you thank that ive have not changed. so there is your pruth. I steal care even after all the hatefull thangs you siad (wech were justafide) you know the old me wood have told you to git lost but not now. I not going to be the one to end the freindship we have had for 12 years over this! If you want to than thats your chouse but I will steal care about you even if you dont want me to that i cant change. all I can ofer is that I will do my best form now on that i promis! but im not perfict and you aint ether so we need to git over hopeing for that! this IS the last post over this. if you want to TALK to me about it you can but if your going to yale and cuse at me and not even try to leson to my side of the story than I wont talk to you. the ball is in your cort on are friendship end it or keep it is up to you.

my quote, I am like the river, constent, but always changing

And a quote that I live by,There is no point in lesaning to someone that will not lesaon to you
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

I steal care for my freinds! Oh and that last one was for the friends in paola I need to tell you all that win I post
I went over to ryans house last nite and charley was over to, Now me and ryan have gotin over it and siad we all are sick and that we will have to deal with it. But charley is steal mad at me(I cant blame him, I am fucked up)and i stel dont want to be around him untill we git thangs fixed betwen us. Man it was werd, we didint say nuch! Ha Ha but then he has never been one to talk even when hes happy. But at lest i got to say im sarry, dont know what good it did but at lest I did my part. I meen thats all I can offer and if he wants more than I gess I not the only childish one. But I can say that I am a new person and that I am not giveing up on are friendship. It will jest take time
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Monday, September 20, 2004

   Im feeling happy for the first time in a long time
now that ive let go of my emotions nothang gits to me! I still care about my freinds more than anythang but ive found a new way to live. I what them to be a part of my life but me starting over has changed thangs. I gess we will see if are friendship is strong enough to servive.

Ryan, Charley, I love you guys,and will always love you even if you dont love me anymore.
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Sunday, September 19, 2004

hmmm I thank this is going to be my last post for a waile
Thangs have come to a crossrouds in my life. I know my friends dont want to hert me but thay do and thay did (ryan@charley so you know and so the rest dont git draged into this) guys what hapend to day was not the onley thang that led to this. Its every thang I am not blameing you becuse the falt is in all of us. Im gust sick of all the fighting and drama,and I cant stan and wach this kill me anymore its just to much pain for me and I have to thank about myself now, and today I did and for the frist time I fell good. So untell you guys git your shit figred out I cant be with you for my own good and yours.


I want to see us steal be frends but thats up to you now
Love your old friend, Eric


PS this is to my friends in paola not to my friends on this site
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

That last post was to my friends thear in my home town
Sarry for the confusen
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Sunday, September 12, 2004

   We are flawed, so what!
I dont know about you guys but I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP ON MYSELF OR YOU! We have been through so nuch as ourselves and together that I know we can get through this! I am going to believe in you and let you take care of your own problems and I will take care of mine. I will still give you my experience and advice but wont worry about your ability to get through it. you guys are my famliy and you are stronger than you think so believe in yourself like I already do!
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We are flawed. Is this the end?
the dragon clan broke up last nite. It was destored not by an enemiy but by are weakness, and I fear that are friendsheps are just as weak, What do I do now that Im a roin samurai,the last samurai,a lost wolf,I dieing friend.I feel so alone ive lost the most inportent part of my life I am not nessasary any more.I dont care what anyone says the old Ru,Eric,Maxwell Demon died last nite and is not going to be back! I will make my path with my sword alone like in the beging. I thuot that Ide found a place I cud belong but I dont know now.we will let time desaid.
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