Saturday, September 11, 2004

   I steel dont know how I feel about this.
my friends think that im insane that my past lives are a lie. Last nite I thout we worked it out but today it is hiting me hard.My friends the ppl I care about the most in this life dont trust or understan me and I am starting to thank thay never did. That all along ive been the tagalong, the peeon,the guy in the back of the grop that no one lesenes to! And now thay say that I have to be careful what I say about my belefs infrount of them. I know Ive lied about shit in the past and Ive already said Im sarry,so y wood my freinds hold that agenst me. Man I jest whant to be takein for how I am and what I beleve in and not be tolled by ppl or my friends how I can or can not expess it! I dont tell ppl how thay shoud expess them selfs. Im sarry its jest killing me more than anythang Ive ever went throu befor, help me plez. Ive never fealt so alone.
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Tuesday, September 7, 2004

   HAHAHAHAHAHAH!! thats right fear me

Which Horrible Affliction are you?
A Rum and Monkey disease.
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   well....I guess thats me, OK OK that is me it is my fave color

What color are you? (Anime Pictures)
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   ITS ARE TIME!!!!
Fello wolves! MY PPL! It is are time to rise! To break the leash that this Ara forsakein world of man has put on us! For 900 years the wolves have proteced man form evil,not haveing a chouse in the mater. We did not complan, we did what the gods of man asked us, only whating to live in peace. BUT DID MAN CARE! DID HE CARE ABOUT THE BLOOD ARE PPL SPELT TO PROTECT HIM! NO! HE INSTED HE CUTS DOWN ARE HOME AND KILLS ARE PRAY SO HIS COWS CAN EAT. AND KILLS US WHEN WE EAT HIS COWS BECOUSE THERE IS NOTHANG ELS TO FEED ON! I ask you is this right? Shoud we let man push us tell there are none of us left? I SAY NO!!! THE GREAT GODESS ARA HAS MADE ME HER CHOSEN ONE AND I CAN HEAR THE CRYS OF ARE PPL AND I WILL NOT TARN AWAY! ITS ARE TIME MY BORS AND SISTERS! RISE ARE PPL!! RISE! RISE!!! REMABER YOUR PRIDE AS A WOLF AS AND OOKAMI! THE FATHER GOD, MOREO IS WITH YOU! ARA IS WITH YOU! I AM WITH YOU! WE CAN NOT FALL!!!! LONG BE ARA!!!!!


HAIL MOREO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, August 30, 2004

Time for some of that heavy subject matter I was telling you about...
This is a song that I heard today that best describes my feelings about certain things in my life. Well, I do mean my existence that is. WARNING: this is heavy subject matter and I do ont mean to offend anyone. This is simply how I feel and the feelings that are expressed in this song can not be spoken lightly. Therefore this song WILL NOT be censored that way you all can understand the true way I feel.

This song is addressed mainly to the person(s) who took my pack away from me and in other portions of the song are what I feel on a day to day basis. So... here we go.

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An appropriate title... this is "Murder is Masturbation" by Nothingface:

I'm not awake
But I'm not dead
The drugs are late
Lost my money again

They never gave you anything
You think you'd get the fucking point
I'll laugh until I'm fucking killed
I can see the point but I can't fin my way out of this FUCKING MENIAC HELL!
YEAH!

pre-chorus:
I'm not alright
But I'm okay
I'm not alright
But I'm okay

ALL HAIL THE PESSIMIST
ALL HAIL THE ANARCHIST
ALL HAIL THE REST THAT NEVER GAVE A MOTHER FUCKING SHIT
IT'S A KILLING SEASON
TIME TO CELEBRATE
WHAT BETTER WAY THAN TO RID THE WORLD OF ALL THE WALKING WASTE
WANNA SEE IT
I'LL SHOW YOU SOMETHING
A MIDDLE FINGER WITH A BARREL AND IT'S FUCKING COCKED
I'VE GOT A NEW WAY
SO YOU CAN FUCK YOURSELF
KILL THE MOTHERFUCKER
ALL I THINK ABOUT NOW

pre-chorus:
I'm not alright
But I'm okay
I'm not alright
But I'm okay

SOMETIMES YOU'VE GOTTA VOICE YOUR REVENGE
OR YOU'RE BETTER OFF DEAD
YOU LOSE YOUR FUCKING MIND
SOMETIMES YOU'VE GOTTA LOOK AT YOURSELF
AND SEE THE WORLD INSIDE OUT
AND SCREAM OUT LOUD

Chorus:
THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
AND IT'S ALL THAT I THINK ABOUT
THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
AND IT'S ALL THAT I THINK ABOUT NOW

I found the easy way to die
Just educate myself and pretend
All I've learned's untrue
And yet I know that all I'll lose is you

Have you ever loved something that seemed to have a face at all
It just screams out loud Yeah
It always cures the pain that would never leave and then causes even more
It just screams out loud
BUT NEVER GOES AWAY!!! YEAH!!!

FUCK!!!

Chorus:
THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
AND IT'S ALL THAT I THINK ABOUT
THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
AND IT'S ALL THAT I THINK ABOUT NOW!

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And I can see you all right now... sitting at home in your own little world in front of your computer, your jaw wide open, causing some of you to drop a cigarette into your lap, or maybe a spoon. I have one question: why is it whenever somebody does what I just did, lets out what they need to: what they feel and what they think, raw and uncencored, real life, that we react like this? I think it's because sometimes we all feel that way. I look forward to your sure to be interesting comments. Lots of love...

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Thursday, August 26, 2004

thats right me in a nutscell


theOtaku.com: What Wolf Are You?
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004

One of the songs that meeds a lot to me
this is a song to moreo the father wolf im sick of being your puppet
fuck my destaey

::: Going Under by evanescence

Now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
Maybe i'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So i don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So i can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me i'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe i can't keep going under

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Monday, August 23, 2004

   And as it starts to rain I thak of my lost pack
This is a song that is vary imported to me this is how i see life its called New Design by Motograter

I woke up today
Didn't feel like I had slept at all
Just another reckless night
Such a reckless life
I wish that I could take it slow
Live it simple day by day
But there's always something new
SOMETHING IN THE WAY!

chorus:
I'd like to change the hands of time
Start over... someone hit rewind
Break ground and build a new design
Start over... leave this all behind

Thumbing through the paper
It's the same old black and white
One man gets to live
And a dozen have to die
The realities that we create
We cross the lines we love to hate
It's something we see everyday
BUT WE ALWAYS CHOOSE TO LOOK AWAY!

chorus:
I'd like to change the hands of time
Start over... someone hit rewind
Break ground and build a new design
Start over... leave this all behind

The times have changed
but we're still the same
The cycle just repeats itself
It goes on and on
But the times have changed
And we're still the same
The cycle just repeats itself
It goes on and on and on
On and on and on

Creeping down the boulevard
Among the walking dead
They're numb to nearly everything
ACCEPTING WHAT THEY'RE FED!

chorus:
I'd like to change the hands of time
Start over... someone hit rewind
Break ground and build a new design
Start over... leave this all behind

And the times have changed
But we're still the same
The cycle just repeats itself
It goes on and on
But the times have changed
And we're still the same
The cycle just repeats itself
It goes on and on and on
On and on and on
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   Dous anyone come here any more
god ppl I only git coments for like the same two ppl(thank you you know huo you are)what is the deal? Is it me? God im not that bad or is it my spelling? Make a deal with you, you come to my site and coment and i will come to yours and do the same. But if you are not going to visit than I will not add you as a friend. I need a resin to post so the more feedback i git the more i'll post and then we are all happey

thank you for all my real friends out there, THAT ALLWAYS COMENT even if i dont git back to them all the time. I'm going to tri to keep up more

PS heres somethang cool

If you were on a battlefield right now, versus everything...
Name
Gender	MaleFemaleAnimalUnsureRather Not Say
Age
Lover or a Fighter?
Fight for good or evil?	For GoodFor EvilFor Neither
Battle Cry
Weapon of Choice	Mace
Appearance	Your Favourite Clothes, sneaking in on foot without being seen
Your Battle Cry...	Is a reason for them to surrender
Foes slain upon first strike: - 99%
What you fight	Undead
You fight....	Because the only wasted ammo is the ammo not expended
This fun quiz by Ferggs - Taken 50977 Times.

New - Dating Advice written by YOU!

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Friday, August 20, 2004

   HA HA HA HA !!!! I HAVE YOU NOW!
I know there one of the dasterds from my past live is(dont ask how I know I just do), and git this he was reincarnated as a rabbit how fiting. He He I thank its time to go hunting. I'll post the gorey details later.
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