Monday, August 30, 2004

Time for some of that heavy subject matter I was telling you about...
This is a song that I heard today that best describes my feelings about certain things in my life. Well, I do mean my existence that is. WARNING: this is heavy subject matter and I do ont mean to offend anyone. This is simply how I feel and the feelings that are expressed in this song can not be spoken lightly. Therefore this song WILL NOT be censored that way you all can understand the true way I feel.

This song is addressed mainly to the person(s) who took my pack away from me and in other portions of the song are what I feel on a day to day basis. So... here we go.

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An appropriate title... this is "Murder is Masturbation" by Nothingface:

I'm not awake
But I'm not dead
The drugs are late
Lost my money again

They never gave you anything
You think you'd get the fucking point
I'll laugh until I'm fucking killed
I can see the point but I can't fin my way out of this FUCKING MENIAC HELL!
YEAH!

pre-chorus:
I'm not alright
But I'm okay
I'm not alright
But I'm okay

ALL HAIL THE PESSIMIST
ALL HAIL THE ANARCHIST
ALL HAIL THE REST THAT NEVER GAVE A MOTHER FUCKING SHIT
IT'S A KILLING SEASON
TIME TO CELEBRATE
WHAT BETTER WAY THAN TO RID THE WORLD OF ALL THE WALKING WASTE
WANNA SEE IT
I'LL SHOW YOU SOMETHING
A MIDDLE FINGER WITH A BARREL AND IT'S FUCKING COCKED
I'VE GOT A NEW WAY
SO YOU CAN FUCK YOURSELF
KILL THE MOTHERFUCKER
ALL I THINK ABOUT NOW

pre-chorus:
I'm not alright
But I'm okay
I'm not alright
But I'm okay

SOMETIMES YOU'VE GOTTA VOICE YOUR REVENGE
OR YOU'RE BETTER OFF DEAD
YOU LOSE YOUR FUCKING MIND
SOMETIMES YOU'VE GOTTA LOOK AT YOURSELF
AND SEE THE WORLD INSIDE OUT
AND SCREAM OUT LOUD

Chorus:
THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
AND IT'S ALL THAT I THINK ABOUT
THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
AND IT'S ALL THAT I THINK ABOUT NOW

I found the easy way to die
Just educate myself and pretend
All I've learned's untrue
And yet I know that all I'll lose is you

Have you ever loved something that seemed to have a face at all
It just screams out loud Yeah
It always cures the pain that would never leave and then causes even more
It just screams out loud
BUT NEVER GOES AWAY!!! YEAH!!!

FUCK!!!

Chorus:
THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
AND IT'S ALL THAT I THINK ABOUT
THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER
AND IT'S ALL THAT I THINK ABOUT NOW!

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And I can see you all right now... sitting at home in your own little world in front of your computer, your jaw wide open, causing some of you to drop a cigarette into your lap, or maybe a spoon. I have one question: why is it whenever somebody does what I just did, lets out what they need to: what they feel and what they think, raw and uncencored, real life, that we react like this? I think it's because sometimes we all feel that way. I look forward to your sure to be interesting comments. Lots of love...

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