Tuesday, September 19, 2006

   Well, Becca is content right now. Yes, yes she is.
=D
Well, I'm listening to my favorite song right now and just chilling out for now. Band practice starts at 5:30. We're working on the first movement tonight. Making it perfect. I mean, we already know our whole show, but we are changing a few things. Out football team actually won our homecoming game, and during third quarter, I knocked down about three flutes, other than my own. (Shhh, don't tell the other band members. XD) And yeah so, our game this friday is against... Seminole High, I think. Dunno.
That's it though, so.. yeah
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Monday, September 18, 2006

   Okay so I'm happy right now. I finally discovered my favorite song that describes me and my life at the moment. That song is Wonderwall by Oasis. I don't know, I love it though.
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Thursday, September 14, 2006

Okay so last night at Powderpuff, the Juniors won against the seniors. Or at least, that what I think.. I wasn't paying much attention to the score board. XD It was fun though.
Anyways, I am leaving for band practice in about 15 minutes, so I will have to write more later if I get the chance.
Woot, Robert might be coing over tomorrow, I really hope he can! \^o^/
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

   Woot
Okay, so I am just sitting here, waiting for time to go by. At 6:30 I will be leaving to go the powderpuff football game at my school. I'm meeting my boyfriend there, and I'm sure it will be fun.
The guys will be cheerleaders(Yes, dressed up like girls. Talk about transvestites. XD Just kidding.) and the girls will be that football players. It's a tradition I suppose, seeing as they do it every year.
Well, I will post later maybe to let you all know how it went and such.
Other then that... I'm out. <3
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Wednesday, September 6, 2006

   Okay, awesome. The homecoming dance is next weekend, and between then and now there are two football games. =D
The last two games were not that good for the band, marching wise, so during practices alot of problems have been worked out and fixed. I, myself, have pushed myself very hard and I am trying my best to get better faster. I hope the game on Friday is better, and maybe if we are lucky, our football team will win this time. XD
Other than that things are going quite well, and I am rather happy lately. The only things that have been bothering me in a negative way lately are just really small and unimportant things. So I have been quite happy for the past week or so.
Woot.
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Monday, August 28, 2006

   I know this is bad..
But I've been depressed inside for quite some time now. I feel as though I could never measure up to be as good as anyone wants me to, and I feel I will never be good enough for myself. I don't think I deserve the nice things I have right now, my friends, boyfriend, etc. but I am thankful I have them. I am very stressed about alot of things this week, and it isn't just because this is a monday. I've been doing alot of things wrong lately and I have actually come to accidentally hurting myself to the point where it hurts to move my right hand. I can't exactly remember what I did, it seems like a blur now, but all I know is that it really hurts to use it. I think I may need mental help, because I thing something is phsycologically wrong with me.
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Thursday, August 24, 2006

   Okay.. so I blacked out today. I think it is probably because of malnutrition, you know? Because I haven't been eating much in the past two or so weeks. Don't know why, really.
But yeah. So... that's it.
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

New AMV
Okay, so I got bored and made a new AMV. The song is This Time Imperfect by AFI. The video clips and such are from Final Fantasy 7 [Advent Children.].
Enjoy, and please let me know what you think.


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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

   Alright, so life sucks right now, not only for me, but for alot of people. Friends especially. I just got cheated on and dumped, though I am pretty much over it now. My other friends are going through some tough times, and I wish I could help them. Unfortunatley, I have thought of no helpful ideas.

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Friday, August 11, 2006

   ........
Alright, so I don't know what to feel right now. I feel part fear, sadness, anger, and even some happiness. Strangely enough. After all the events, I am rather happy it happened. I am upset that I was hurt, and still don't know all the facts, but hopefully soon will. I feel like I knew this was coming, and feel I could have better prepared myself for its arrival. Now that it has happened, I can let it go, and look to the future, hoping it be bright. Some of my friends here know what I'm talking about. [Ichigo, Sakuranbo] They have helped me alot, just by being there. Thank-you guys, and I will let you know if any changes in this little problem occur.
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