Friday, April 27, 2007

Well, yesterday sucked, but at this point... I'm happy again.
I've been having really weird dreams lately.. but last night I didn't have one.
Weird, huh?
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Seriously. I'm really pissed off right now. I'm about to start crying.
I pissed off my parents...AGAIN. What the hell is wrong with me?
Anyways, my aunt is here visiting.. I haven't seen her in like.. four years. My step-brother, whom I will not name, is continuously talking about nothing other than himself. Sure, he's smarted than me, we all know that. But whenever we have company or anything... though they are part of my family... I'm depicted in a negative light. I think I'm just going to stay away. There's not much else I can do.
Oh, and how I pissed my parents off. I asked my dad if I coul have like.. ten dollars so I could eat dinner tomorrow night before going back to school. [If I don't eat after school, I will have to go without eating pretty much until after 11, and I can't physically so that.] Anyways, he said "No, it doesn't take ten dollars to eat, the 99 cent menue is cheaper."
What he doesn't realize, is that I wanted the ten because like.. if I ran into problems and needed extra money, it'd be there. I bet that if my older brother asked for money, he'd get it on the spot. So much for being treated equal, huh?
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Monday, April 23, 2007

I'm tired today. :3
But I'm feeling in a relativly good mood.
Tomorrow is Tuesday, another boring day, but still.
:3
I don't know what else to write. xD
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Saturday, April 21, 2007

Woo hoo. Jen ad I are going to metal fest tonight in Kissimee. <3
We were a "the loop" [lololol] and the drummer from the band just... jumped out at us and started talking. It was awesomeee. So we're going to that. RAD.
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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Ah, I'm soo tired right now. xD
Today is the annual ROTC inspection, so I get to skip three classes because I'm in the part of the band that's going to it.
Rad.
&& Tomorrow after school, Jen is coming to spend the night and we are going to go hang out in I think Kissimmee, though I haven't checked the city.
Living on/near city borders sucks, because you never know where you are. xD
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Monday, April 16, 2007

I'm sorry, I don't have much good to write about today.
Ever since we moved, my family has been giving me the cold shoulder. Ignoring me. And if they have something to say, it's just yelling at me. I don't know what I did wrong. I can't stay happy for more than a few hours because of that SOMEONE who always has to be there to ruin it.
That someone is my brother.
My family praises him all too much. I wish I could get some positive attention, but no. He gets it. I've told my parents flat out that I'm sorry I can't be like him. That I'm sorry I don't get good grades, that I don't have a boyfriend, that I'm just... me. I just don't know what to do. I feel so lost lately.
Does my family not want me here...? Because... I'm kind of getting that feeling...
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Saturday, April 14, 2007

Haha. Oh my god, I am sooo tired right now. I keep clicking on the same things like.. 50 billion times and when it comes up, I"m like.. "Oh.. I was already here." -insert insane laughing- O.o
I need sleep. But if I try sleeping, I won't be able to because I have butterflies in my tummy. =o
I can't sleep with butterflies in my tummy. But I don't know why they're there.
Anyways, yeah.
Stayed home from school today. Amazingly bad stomach aches. So bad even walking and breathing was hard. Hope I didn't miss too much.
Uhhh.... Played some old school Mega Man.. numbers six and seven. Couldn't get past the second boss on either of them, so I decided "screw it, I'll play later." xD
Uhm. Hm... that's about it for today.
Will post more laters maybe.
<3
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Thursday, April 12, 2007

Gah. Alright, so I moved yesterday. Now I have to wake up at like.. 5 in order to leave by 5:50 to get to school before the bell. D:
Not fun.
I don't feel like going today, but I'm forcing myself to.
How's everyone been doing?
Good, I hope.
Some people I know havn't been doing so good... he doesn't have a site on here, but he's one of my close friends. I hope he feels better soon.
Anyways, I have to go to school now. 45 minute drive. D:
Ciao. [I hope I spelled that right. xD]
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Monday, April 9, 2007

My head hurts so soo bad right now. I just feel like crap.
Anyways, I started writing another fanfic for Jen, though it's only partly done.It will indeed take a while to finish, just like the last one, which took about a week and a half or so. There were five part to it I think.
Anyways, today was kind of slow, and right now it seems as though time in just.. not moving at all.
It could be the pain, it could be something bothering me. I don't know, and I am not really sure.
I hope you all are doing well, though, and that you all had a good easter. :3
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Friday, April 6, 2007

So.. frickin.. tired. But I refuse to go to bed.
I'm waiting for someone. So I can tell him good night. Then I will sleep.
How is/was everyones night? Good, I am hoping.
Mine was good. We ate food and watched Date Movie. Earlier today we went to Burger King. i got a little crown. XD And I played in the slides, even though I'm a foot to tall. : D
Uhm.... I think that's about it for updates now..
My grandma is still in the hospital. They did tests today to see what operation they were going to do. Open heart surgery or surgery to give her a stint. All we can do now is hope for the best and whatever the outcome, it happens for a reason.
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