Wednesday, January 17, 2007

   Yesh. i am at school right now... something is on the TV... an old guy. LOL it looks retarded....They are putting things in green stuff. I'm not even paying attention, but I don't want to because it looks stupid. Plus class ends in ten minutes. Bleh. Band next, yayyy/
<3
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

It hurts. I've been trying to hold back tears for most of the day. I almost couldn't stand it this morning when my friend hugged me, but during the day, I managed to stabilize my emotions at least for a while. Now I feel shattered again. The only time I smiled in the past hour was when I was sending my ex a message, saying that I am really happy that I am with Sean. I love him, I do. Haha, okay, I have to stop typing, I'm starting to get emotional again.. >>;

Days like this suck.

~Me.
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   Happy birthday to me.... I guess you could say happy. I woke up feeling useless, and I still feel it now. I'm trying not to show it, but it's hard. Hopefully this feeling won't last..
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Sunday, January 14, 2007

Okay, wow. I have NO life what so ever. I just spent three straight hours playing Kingdom Hearts, and yeah. I sealed three keyholes, beat four bosses, and yeah. It was really fun. :D
So yeah, I have no life.
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Saturday, January 13, 2007

Well, I just got home from dinner. We went out to a chinese resturaunt to celebrate my birthday, and I actually decided to true sushi. [Which s odd, because for those of you who don't know, I don't really like fish.] Anyways, the sushi tasted wierd. It wasn't like.... a bad taste, but it was kind of bland. But yeah. :]
Oh god, yesterday.. well... last night, Jen and I were getting slurpees at a 7-eleven, and the machine was being retarded, so we kind of forced the thing over so slurpee would come out, and it went wild! It was like "FOOSH!" and if it weren't for the lids on the cups, it would've been EVERYWHERE. LOL
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Friday, January 12, 2007

Haha I sprained mein thumb in class today. Damn volleyball. Oh well. Haha, YAY three more days! :)
I wonder if anyone will remember [besides Jenn ^^] because if they don't, I will run around singing happy birthday XD
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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Okay I went from feeling somewhat happy and hyper to feeling scared, hopeless and lost. My stepdad and step brother are fighting about his ex and I am just sitting here, feeling at fault. I feel as though I am at fault for most of the fighting that goes on around here.. I'm scared, really. They're yelling at each other, and though I sometimes don't agree with them... I can't help but feel that I should get the blame for it....
I don't know... I'm an emotional wreck, I know.
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The day is approching. Quickly. ><
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

OH NOES I'M PREGGOS.
O.o
What the hell?
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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

   This isn't a joke..
At this point I feel like I am at my breaking point. I feel like I'm just going to fall apart, like the world doesn't need me. I know this sounds crazy, but when my siblings are suffering pain, I feel it inside me.. building up.. waiting until the proper time to expload. I feel useless, forgotten, and pathetic. I don't know what to do.. I just feel so low..
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