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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
So yeah.
So, today was the last day of school. I thought last period was horrible, because Josh bothered me for two hours. I wanted to stop him... but I couldn't. Stupid teachers and stuff >.> After I got home, however, I realized it was going to be the last of.. well... what seems like alot of things. Alot of my friends I won't be able to see over the summer. Leaving the work is great and all too, but.. somehow I feel I will miss it. I don't know, this has never happened before, but I feel this void...deep inside me. It has been growing the past few days, and school ending is only part of it, really. I feel like I've been trying so hard at life.. and everything, and it is just.. not working.. falling apart. I know this dosen't make alot of sence, but it is how I feel. I feel as though I am being slowly taken apart.. piece by piece... I don't know how long this is supposed to last, I want it to stop. Now.
Well, let's look at some positive aspects of life right now. I am still going out with my beloved, Dylan. I love him, he is my everything. Seriously, if I hadn't met him when I did, I would probably be with some jerk.. because of low self-steem. But now that I have Dylan, everything is alright, you know? I have a higher level of self-esteem and I feel there is someone out there who cares about me and actually loves me. That is such a good feeling.
Another positive thing.. let's see...well...I have my friends. =) And I am so far doing a pretty good job of convincing my parents not to move to Kissimee. If I can swing it the way I want, we will be staying in Casselberry or Winter Park. <3
That's all for now, really.
-Rebecca XOXO
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