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Friday, June 24, 2005

   Sadness is my life
I hate this life
Ihate the people who come into it
Guys tell me things to make me like them and when i fall for them they push away.
myEx wonts me back but...i do not know after he fuked another girl and waited 3 weeks to tell me, buy hewas not going to tell me at all.
I love my ex but i wont to date others i love him
he hurt me badly and it still hurts.
i like a guy yes, ilike many guys but like i said yesterday who whould wont to be with me?
No one trust me i know
i let people in and they hurt me
i m so close to stop leting them in and close my self up to were i can only hurt myself.
Why am inot ment to be loved like i wont to be.
Loved and told by the one that loves me and i him that i am beautiful, talented, and not be hurt r play childish games.
Anthony u r great i know but look at us!
we r different and not the same
i wish i couldcome back but...
u cheated on me and if u cheat once u cheat agian like my dad did to my mom..
he knows now...about u fucking that girl he agrees i should move on.
Iwont to
I have an eye on one guy who seems nice and cute, but
he would never notice me
to wraped up in his own stuff with his GF.seems she left him r somthing and he wont her back somthing about girlsidk

But i have been writeing my thoughts and i do not care what u think.because i am not done.....

I am a no body to guys they look at me and think 2 things. if u read my other post u will see what i mean.
Why whould he wast his time with me why whould anyguy.
Grandfather sick
grandmother sick
mom sick
dad sick
and me....i am dieing inside from this ain which i hide from otehr so they wont know...i act happy to make them happy, not wonting to see them cry imove on with life as nothing has happend untill i am siting in the dark alone in my room i cry to myself and sometimes i cry meyself to sleep...
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