Saturday, November 3, 2007

   Am I really childish?
Okay so I'm fifteen years old. A sophomore in high school. Pretty normal, right? That's where it stops.

I've never been on a date. I've never had a guy remotely interested in me. Not like my friends. Neko for instance is really pretty and thin. We're both smart. Even if I'm not as smart as she is. I'm not at thin as she is. She doesn't say I'm fat but everyone thinks it. I know I think it.

Neko thinks I'm weird because I also have this weird phobia of men too. I've never had a boyfriend before so I'm not really used to being touched around my waist or shoulders. (In chemistry we had to do something for an example with dancing and Steph put her hand on my lower back and I almost had a nervous breakdown) I hust feel really pathetic. Because of my phobia I become really rude to a lot of guys out of feat that they are just talking to me to tease me. If I'm mean, in my mind, I can't get teased.

I don't really plan on getting married either. I know this is weird. But unlike most humans, I don't want to have sex out of the fear of getting and STD or getting pregnant. I'm a very large prude when it comes to PDA. Even when it comes to displayed affection behind closed doors.

But also a big part of me wants all of it. I just don't think its possible. So does all of this make me a child?
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Sunday, October 21, 2007

   My friends..


My friends are so twisted.

Sharee: Manic depressed, yaoi obsessed, smart, hates school, gets straight A's. She's suicidal. She is my little sister and I love her to death! Her parents are separating at the moment... So I feel kind of powerless since she lives on the other side of the country..

Neko: Aww! Neko! I love her so much! She is smart, ToS geek. We always have arguments over if Kratos or Lloyd is hotter. She supports LloydxColette, I don't. I support LloydxGenis. But she it still one of my best friends.

Blondie: She rocks out loud! I've known her longer than Sharee and Neko. She is my classic rock music loving Christian of a friend! She is extremely smart and also depressed. I love Blondie!!

Ane: My older sister! I haven't got to talk to her in awhile. She is the one that got me on yaoi.

Isaac: My oldest friend of all! I love you so much Ikie! Even though we've liked each other in the past (even due to out four year age difference) it hasn't stopped us from being awesome friends!

El: I just met you this year! Still.. English IIH would of been so much boring than it is if it wasn't for you!

Mark: I've known you since the eighth grade. You rock! Even though it can be a little awkward sometimes between us! You know I still love ya like a brother!

Katerina: Science was so much fun last year! I am saddened we don't have any classes together this year! But we can always see each other in the hall!

Shelby: I don't think I would of survived US History 20th Century H without you. 1st lunch this year has also been very interesting with you and your friends!

Katie: You little perverted little girl! Always groping me! I love you!

Michael: I love you!

That's all my friends I can think of at the current moment...
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

   ????
GAH!!! I'm on a such a Tales high right now lol! I can't wait until I can go back over to my friend's house and play it!
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Thursday, October 11, 2007

Some gifs/pics of Kratos for Neko






























There ya go Neko!
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Some gifs/pics of Lloyd Irving


































Lots of gifs O_O








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