Friday, August 25, 2006

Don't ever get too far from me
Thanks to everyone who wished me well~! I really appreciate it, and it makes me feel better~!
Yeah, but I'm still sick...2 weeks now! Bleh. And the doctors didn't help because he wants me to go to the hospital, but then the hospital keeps telling me to go back to him. Gah! So...all I did was end up getting medicine that makes me barf...syrup of ipicac...and then I went back to the doctors and said that the hospital got it all wrong and I don't need to take that stuff...so I went back to the hospital, took the medicine, and did it all over the guy who gave me the medicine and his nice comfy chair. Lmao, I'm so evil.
I'm also having the biggest drawer's block I've ever had...I was trying to draw Sailor Moon as a request from one of my brothers friends...and I thought it was not gonna be that hard...I mean like, she doesn't have that much to her, but I totally screwed up. lmao.
Now don't any of you go and post a sailor moon pic to spite me, now. XP lol.
Well, that's all I have, I hope I get to visit sites today, cuz I feel so bad...
Hope everyone is well and that I get to talk to you all soon. Byeas~!
-puppy
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Gomen nasai
Sorry I haven't posted! It's like...really hard to find a computer around here. lmao.
Uhm...well, and the fact that I'm still really sick dawns on me. rolf. Nothing much has happened either...I mean like...what happens to you when you're sick? XD But I might go back to the doctors today...yeah, everything with me is just doctors and hospitals...XP
Hope everyone is well, though! Ja ne.
-puppy

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Friday, August 18, 2006

I bite my tongue everytime I see you because blood in my mouth is better than tears on the ground.
Wow, another post. lmao. I thought I was done with them for a while, but I guess I'm back.
My dad crashed my mom's computer, the one I've been using, since my brother crashed mine, so I'm here at the library. The dude next to me smells so bad, lmao.
I got blood work done today, I hate needles...but my brother was worse off then me because the nurse kept sticking him with the needle cuz she couldn't find a vein. It was hilarious if you weren't him. XD
Sorry, Ace~! I didn't know my inbox was full! I feel so bad...
Another song~! It's been on my mind the whole day cuz I heard it on the radio last night.
"Hand in my Pocket" Alanis Morissette
I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm worthless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm shy but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet. I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
What it all comes down to, my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxicab...
-puppy
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Underdog
Nothing much's happening. I've been really sick lately, though. XP Well...I really don't have much to say, I just felt bad that I wasn't posting...So I'll leave you with some lyrics for a song that's been stuck in my head all week.
"UNDERDOG"
She's an underdog
Lives next door to me
She's always heard you won't amount to anything
And it kills me to watch the agony beyond her eyes
Tragic the way people pass her by
But now I realize

That everyone sees her
But nobody knows her
She screams in her pillow
For a better tomorrow
She hates it
But she takes it
Watch out for that girl
One day she may change the world

She's original
Never trying to fit in
She's got a way to always go
Against the grain
Oh yea!
Someday they'll see how beautiful she really is
I know that last will be the first
The tables gonna turn cause...

That everyone sees her
But nobody knows her
She screams in her pillow
For a better tomorrow
She hates it
But she fakes it
Watch out for that girl
One day she may change the world

Maybe she'll be in a movie
Maybe she'll be in a song
Better pay her some attention
Before she's gone

She's an underdog (yea)
She means the world to me (yea)

Everyone sees her
But nobody knows her
She screams in her pillow
For a better tomorrow
She hates it
But she makes it
Watch out for that girl
One day she may change the world

Everyone sees her
But nobody knows her
She screams in her pillow
For a better tomorrow
She hates it
But she makes it
Watch out for that girl
One day she may change the world
-puppy

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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

Well...this is gonna be the last post for a while I think.
I just...don't want to post.
I'll still check for PMs and stuff.
Sorry to everyone who hates me.
-puppy
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Sunday, August 6, 2006

Lately everything's been crazy
Hey, well, I'm not dead. I just couldn't do it after I realized that people do care about me. So I wanna give a special thanks to everyone who commented yesterday, especially mr. cookie (sorry, i was surprised, i thought you hated me, thanks for the hugs), Ace (you da best), and Sprankton (thanks a billion).
So I'm sorry if I made you guys worry. And I apologize that I didn't kill myself after posting that I was gonna.
So I'm really sorry, but I'm okay now for the most part.
Hope everyone's doing well. Talk to everyone later, for real.
-puppy
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Saturday, August 5, 2006

Goodbye for the last time
Well....today I'm just posting to say good bye to everyone that ever really cared about me.
That's right, I'm giving up. And I'm sorry, but I've thought about this long and hard...and it seems to be for the best.
I know that suicide is the cowards way out...but I just really can't take it anymore. I love all you guys...like my family, because that's what you guys are to me, one big family. But I know you wont miss one member.
So, I'm sorry.
-Lauren
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Thursday, August 3, 2006

Well, I'm officially out of summer school~! No, I'm not...I was supposed to go in today, but I don't feel like it, and hey, it's the last day anyway. SO YAY!
But now I gotta start thinking about high school, and I haveta take all the honors courses...which means I need to read like 10 books. Bleh.
Well....I'm not gonna report you three...cuz that's be mean, and I don't wanna be mean like that. Can you please just stop bothering people? I don't care if you bother me anymore. Say all you want.
Yeah, well, that's pretty much all I've got to say. I hope I get to visit sites today if something else doesn't come up! ^__^
-puppy
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Tuesday, August 1, 2006

Post! XD
Well, hey guys! Summer school's almost over, and I'm taking most of my finals later today, so maybe I'll have more time to talk to everybody. ^_^ Unless I forget about something, which is totally me.
Uhm, I haven't got that much to say today...I just wanted to post.
Oh, uh, Yousuckass, TAINted Virginity, and Monkey Boner...can you guys just please stop it? Trying to live my life isn't effecting you guys is it? So can you just leave me alone? I'd really...appreciate it, thanks.
-puppy
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Thursday, July 27, 2006

Sorry everyone, but I wont be posting for a while. Hope everyone is doing well, though.
-puppy
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