Friday, June 23, 2006

Paper Airplanes Always Seem To Crash
Look guys, I am really really sorry. Well, at least you know that I'm not dead. Just hurt. I'm a fighter, I wont be brought down that easily!
My computer crashed, then I asked my dad to fix it...so he smashed it. And I was like dude, wtf?!?! And then I got my ass kicked cuz i said fuck and he doesn't like that word...even though he says it in each and every one of his sentences. The world doesn't make sense anymore. Then....I was just sick of everything....so I was like....road trip!
Didn't make it far at all. ^_^ And then I spent a few days in the hospital cuz my dad ran me over with his car by "accident".
So...my computers still broken...and I wont be on that much, since summer school for people who are too smart for their own good yet too lazy to go to camp is comming up. And I've got my summer job too, but I'll try and go on every computer I come across. Cuz I felt really bad that I wasn't here, and didn't tell anybody anything. So I'm REALLY REALLY SORRY!!
Well, I'm gonna answer all the PM's and try and visit everyone sites. XD Cuz I love you guys! And I might be online for a little while too. *signs on to aol* *checks mail* 45 unread mail messages...WHAT?!?!?! lmao
And, no, I've never once considered reporting child abuse, and I never will. Byeas!
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

   100 days have made me older
Well. The concert was awsome! The dude's name was Phil Bensen...and he's so HOT. lol. I know, i'm totally being preppy right now...but he gave me a hug. ^_^
Well, today sucked. Majorly. Idk, I just woke up really early and I just was...depressed today. And my dad just had to be mad at something, and decided to beat me up for it. And right now, I cannot move my right shoulder.
I just hate it when God gives you one of the best days of your life one day, and the next he gives you one of the worst. People say that God just works in mysterious ways....I just say "man, God just took a shit on me."
Yeah, I just came back from another graduation party...for some kid, idk. These people are lucky...I'll never get a party for anything. What? I had like one birthday party when I was like 5 when my parents still loved me.
I left early...it's not that I hated the kid...I was just not a happy camper.
I'd love to just forget about my day...and take a nap or something...but my dad tore my room apart in his...rage...and now my bed doesn't look like a bed anymore. *sigh* What did I do to deserve this? huh?
Whatever, no one cares anyway. lol. I'll be online. But I may not answer...cuz right now I'm drowning myself in music and trying to not think of the "bad thing" again.
Yeah, I have problems. Bye.
-puppy
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Friday, June 9, 2006

   Omg, a smiley face!!
Hey everyone! Yeah, i'm in a good mood today. lol. ain't that news?
Thanks everyone for the comments yesterday! Love you all! ^_^ It's the first time i got that many comments...not even when I "died". lol.
Yeah, well. I did go to school yesterday, I was like...i'm so bored, fuck this i'll go to school late. And that was cool. So I went again today, I showed up on time in my school uniform. lmao. And a tie! I know, I have problems.
I got trained for my summer job...and I tried to pay attention...well, I did. But I just couldn't retain the information. I'll have to write cheat notes later. lol.
Then me and some friends went to see The Omen. It was okay, I mean like if you don't listen to the whole thing, then ur lost...not just lost...ur screwed. lol. I actually brought a bible there to see if they were actually stating facts and not making shit up. And they definetly knew what they were talking about...well, they basically took the words right out of the book of revelations in the bible. lol.
Yeah, I read the bible. You gus have a problem with that?!? lmao.
And later I'm going to a concert with my girlfriend...woah, girl friend...best friend. you know what i fucking mean lol. She paid for my ticket and everything. But she wont tell me who we're seeing...or even where the hell we're going...lol. *sigh* ah, but i gotta love her. lol.
No, I do not have a problem with Bi's or homo's or gays or lesbians. I actually support them...and yaoi. lol. But i do have a problem with hobo's. ^_^
Omg, I hate these pants I'm wearing lol. (voice inside head: totally random...) I mean like they're long shorts...or short capri's....and they're ripped too. They look really nice, but they are so damned tight! I mean like...they're so tight they make ur legs look thinner and ur hips look bigger! lmao. Oh, well. I'll cover it up with a big shirt.
Oh, yeah (more ranting), KagomeAlice...I wasn't dancing with Matt. I would never! I was actually asked by the second smartest boy in the class....his name is Reese. lol. And, damn, for a rocket scientist he smelt good! lmao. I smelt like him the rest of the night.
And I slow danced with my dad, too. He sucks at dancing...but it was really nice for a change. He was being totally nice...and he gave me a kiss on my forehead, too. (voice inside head: group awwwwww. NOT.)
Yeah, but that was just then, he's a bastard now. OH! I made my mom scream like a sissy though. I drew a Faust fanart...with Eliza's skeleton hanging on his arm...and well...I made it pop out of nowhere infront of her face, and she freaked. lol. It's not that bad! (voice inside head: yeah, it is.)
Well, I gotta go find that big shirt, lol. talk to everyone later after the concert.
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Thursday, June 8, 2006

   I like dancing in the rain because no one can see me crying
yeah, i know, totally random right? *yawn* so it's like...8:30AM. lol. I had so much fun last night. It was graduation. And I won a lot of awards...lol. And then we had the after party which lasted till 1AM. I danced my ass off...which is totally not me. But hey, it's the last dance, so dance like no one's watching. I even got asked to slow dance by a boy too. lmao...
Yeah, so that was awsome...I was still mad though, cuz all my friends were crying...and I wasn't. So I'm hugging all these crying people...and some crying boys. I don't know why people come to me for comfort, they all hate me...whatever. At least I got hugs.
I was gonna go to school today, in my uniform, lol, just to feel special, and laugh at the people who still need to go to school. But I'm like tired, and sore, so it didn't happen....damn it.
Yeah, my posts are boring, lol. *coughlackofcommentscough*
*sigh* My computer's such a jackass. And I'm totally sick of it signing me on and off and on and off and on and off and...well, you get it, it's annoying.
Okay, well, maybe i'll draw a new fanart! lol. Like anyone looks forward to my stuff...I seriously doubt it, but I still draw anyway...which doesn't make sense.
Okay, well....rating much....Bye bye!
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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

Cruelty loves me
Woah, today was the last day of school...and that finally hit me when I was getting a pedicure for tomorrow's graduation...some lady was putting on the polish and then i just stand up and go "holy shit!". lmao, I know, I'm a little slow.
I got some award today, too. I know...another one? lol. I'm gonna get the plaque that comes with the honor tomorrow. Man, I had to shake the mayor's hand...and I was all like ew, get me away from this fatfuck. (Bad 5th grade memories, and i just hate the guy). And then I actually said does anyone have a gun? Where's Dick Chaney when you need him?!?!
I have some serious issues.
I can't wait till tomorrow night though, graduation night and a party, i am so gonna cry or something...and guess who i have to sit next to? MATT....*sigh*
My dress is midnight blue, with some beads in the middle, I actually like it...sorta, my mom liked it, so i was like i'll wear it if you shut up.
I'm mad though, I beat like half of Kingdom Hearts 2....and then I had to return it to Blockbuster. lmao. I'm cheap like that. Oh, well...
Yeah! Finally a new icon right?! I hate it though, it says where my google search got it from lol. I like the saying though.
And that hot assistant I was talking about is like 27....and married. *sigh* Unrequitted love, it's a cruel world. Why me though? How many times can I get put down? XP
Whatever. lol. I'm not sure if I can get to everybody's site today, so I'm sorry if i missed you.
Lmao, I lost 2 guestbook signings...I mean like if you have a problem with me just fucking tell me. But whatever, I just gained one.
You know what just hit me? I haveta stay home...with my MOM tomorrow. We HATE eachother. *cries* First day off of school, and she ruins the moment.
Okay, well. Bye, cuz I'm just ranting to kill some time...well, not really. I just don't wanna see my parents...
-puppy
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Monday, June 5, 2006

I wish boredom would betray me...
Yep, it was that boring today. We did NOTHING in class but sit there and stare at eachother........it was unnerving.
The best part of the day was probably when I beat up this black kid for stealing my cookie.....
Yep, I wanted that cookie.
*yawn* I've got an orthodontist appointment (try typing that 10 times fast) later, so I've brushed my teeth like 6 times. And I'm about to again. I got my braces off in November, so now I have a clear retainer...which I never wear. But the orthodontist's son is hot...but he's like what?? 25ish? lol. w/e. Just think of it as a royXed thingy for all those who love that pairing.
Yep, I support Yaoi. Whatever floats people's boats is fine with me.
....As long as you don't get up in my face about it...then I'll have to slap you.
lmao. Oh, uhm, Blackrose! I just wanna say SORRY in advance cuz my computer's being really retarded (like me) and my AOL is screwed up. So I'll try and talk to you, though! Maybe later. Hope you're okay and stuffs! ^_^ *hugs you*
lol, I got over that cold really fast. Nothing can stop me!! *does the happy dance* (voice in head: you do not wanna know...avert your eyes, keep little childen away. Clean your toilets...) (me: bitch, please!)
Well, bye bye! I've got to go to that appointment now...and see the hot assistant (yep, a family business) and then Imma clean up the park again! YAY! lol. People just can't walk and put their crap in the garbage, can they? noooooo.
BYE~~~!
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Sunday, June 4, 2006

Whooo *sigh*
Hiya, sorry I haven't posted in...whenever. I can't remember lol. I had to go away for a little while. But now I'm back! ^_^
I'm mad though, cuz I missed my anime last night cuz I was away...grrrr. Can anyone tell me what I missed? You don't haveta though. I shall suffer!
My dad's a pain in the ass though. He made me sleep on the basement floor cuz his bed was uncomfy and he wanted mine. I caught a god damned cold.
But I can't wait till Wednesday! Graduation!!!! BANZAII!!!
Hmmmm, I don't really have much to talk about today either. How are you guys doing? Good I hope!
Well, I gotta go, I have lots of chores that my parents didn't do when I was gone...and now they've dumped them on me...who has a cold. lol. Oh, well, what can I do? lol.
Talk to you guys later!
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Thursday, June 1, 2006

Well, I'm so bored. Last night I had to go to a special mass. Which was really boring. But people liked my dress, long and black! lmao.
And tonight we had a "class night", which was pretty nice actually, but i had to wear another dress, simple little black dress this time. I thought I was gonna die in my heels!
It was full of memories, and I wanted to cry, but I didn't, cuz it was happy too. I guess I really am gonna miss my asshole classmates. And I'm really gonna miss my friends over the summer. I was in so many pictures today. I HATE pictures!
Well...um, I guess I have nothing to talk about...except that the priest groped my ass 5 times!!! lmao.
Anyway, byebye
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

.what's up everybody?
Hey. Okay, well, i'm at home right now. Jez, don't chew my head off about it! I know i said i was gonna go to school today but i got really sick last night, and I've got to get better by tomorrow cuz my class is having a special mass that i CANNOT miss. lmao.
Hm, maybe later I'll post 1 or 2 fanarts, I just finished one, and the other I'm just starting...i'm never too sick to draw!!
Yeah, so as long as i don't eat, I wont throw up, simple concept.
I'm really into "Brothers" from Fullmetal Alchemist...I think it's from the 3rd episode, but whatever it's good. Is it...Russian? lmao, I have no clue.
I'm really mad cuz I had planned to help some people clean up the docks today...and the oil near the shore too. But I haveta skip that. No fair...i mean it's a life and death situation! If we don't clean up the oil it can endanger the little fishies! :(
*sigh* Oh, yeah, Blackrose!! Um, the first fanart is dedicated to you, since you do so much for me...um, well....idk, it's a little off since i'm sick i guess. I really do not like it. So check it out sometime! Arigato gozaimasu!
Hm, well. I'm really bored...there's nothing I can do at my house...and Bayonne's a pretty boring place too.
Well, I'm fucking freezing, so imma take a nap or something...okay, don't get me wrong, it's 80 degrees in my house...about 75 degrees outside and I'm wearing 3 sheatshirts, and 2 pairs of fuzzy pants...and I'm gonna put about 3 more conforters on me! lmao, there is somthing wrong with me...(voice in head: you just realized that now? dumbass...) Yes, the voice in my head is mean. But the other two are nice...well, one of them doesn't talk...
*yawn* Okay, bye bye
-puppy
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Monday, May 29, 2006

  
Thanks everyone for 200+ votes! I'm so happy! Now, unward! MUSH!!
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