Monday, October 9, 2006

Living for the only thing I know
I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. I've been really busy and stressed...I can't even describe it.
I was actually gonna post yesterday, but I needed to go to work (which I had forgotten about) and I couldn't use the computer there. Then when I finally got to use it, I figured it ws gonna be a little late for posting. XD
Then, my friend's mom called me (oh, no) and said my friend was in the hospital and was sceaming for someone to go get me.
So I came, and she was sleeping, and the doctors said she would be fine, but they haven't figured out why she had reacted to the new medicine. In the end, I ended up firguring out what was wrong. They gave her the wrong damned drugs, the dumbasses. The liquid is supposed to be yellow, not white, so it triggered her to have a panic attack...
I ended up sleeping in there at the hospital with her. On the way home I went to the park. The blind guy was actually aware, and thanked me for yesterday! (Ace-kun knows what I'm talking about, I haven't snapped yet!)It turns out he was going up to everyone and asking if they saved him yesterday, until he found the right one. lmao.
Speaking about snapping. My dad came hom piss poor drunk the other day, and tore up all the fanarts I was working on, and my 5 page report! *cries* So I spent most of today retyping it. But I guess it helped me, now that I've typed up the report twice and looked at the info more and more, it'll help me with my oral presentation of it. ^_^ Must stay positive. We don't know what may happen if I don't.
Okay, well. I'm going out to the park with my guy friend again, we need to find something, but he wont specify what...so Imma just go along with it.
Oh! I got my Halloween costume! I'm gonna be a pirate. ^_^ How about you guys? Did anybody start thinking of their Halloween costume? You're never to old!
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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

50% pain...and 100% reason to remember the name
I just wanted to stop by and make a quick post. I've been reallly busy lately...so you might not see me around until Friday.
I was out of school Monday, so I've been playing catch up for the past two days, like last night, I had 5 reports to type up....and surprisingly I got them all done, but I now have 3 more to do, and a whole shit load...and another book to read!! ARGH!!!
....And I'm sick ta boot.
But I have been working on my fanart. I've finished one...and I got another yaoi request
-_-lll so I'm wroking on that. I'm also working on another OC of me.
Well, before I go, I had wanted to make a shout to my kid bro cuz it's his b-day. So...best wishes to him. lol. The big 13.
Must go! Hope everyone's doing alright. ^_^

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Sunday, October 1, 2006

2nd post! Look below first~!
I just had to say that I submitted some new fanart, and I made resubmissions that theO accidentally deleted on me. So if you're bored enough, check it out~!
-puppy
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   If we just lay here, we'll soon forget the world.
Hey, everyone~! Hope everyone's okay. ^_^
Okay, well, Imma just tell you guys about my date cuz I have lots of homework that I put off. lmao.
Okay, well. We went out Friday night and we say The Covenant (I saw it already, lol. But I didn't mind seeing it again cuz he wanted something "scary") And he ended up getting scared about all the spiders~! lmao. So I put up the arm rest/cup holder and we cuddled. Then we went out to a nice resturant that they just built next the the theatre. It was so awsome, and we shared our stuff, and we sat at the bar. We ordered a chinese themed dinner though, and he couldn't figure out how to hold the chopsticks. So...it eventually ended with him sitting in between my legs with me holding his hands to help him hold the chopsticks properly...blushious majorous...everyone was laughing and saying how "cute" it looked. ^///^ lmao.
Then it was like 1AM, so I was like...I wasn't gonna let him travel all the way back home at this hour! The Bloods are gonna be out tonight doing their initiation~! AHHH! And I couldn't just bring him home with me...
With quick thinking...and a good friend, we figured it out. She has 3 way calling and we called my mom and said that I was sleeping over her house.
So me and Joe rented a room in the motel...and well, we could only afford and 1 bed room! And the floor was kinda nasty...cuz there was used condoms everywhere!!! So we ended up sleeping together...and he was actually really nice about it...well, he did try and kiss me once, but he missed and I moved...I wasn't gonna waste my first kiss on a guy who said he has a girlfriend already.
But when we woke up I totally like flipped! Our faces had to be like 3 centimeters apart! And then, well...I think I have bad morning breath...lmao. And I told him that, and he totally shoved his nose in my mouth! Iwas like wtf?! He said it wasn't bad...and then he shoved my nose in his mouth! And omg...his was really bad...lmao.
He actually lied about how much money he had...and said he had just wanted to share a bed with me...and we went out for breakfast. lol.
And that was about it~! ^///^
Now I needa do my report about The Staue of Liberty for French class! (yeah, i'm confused too, why are we doing that for FRENCH class?!) Byeas~!
-puppy
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

I took a ship to the year 3000, my song has gone multiplatinum
I'm at my school library right now, so I dunno how long I have till I hit the road.
I broke a couple toes last night at dance troupe doing some hard thing and I landed wrong...so I might not go out with that cute guy...but he sounded so sad on the phone...so I said we'll see how I feel later...I really don't feel like pushing myself.
The state competition went well today, I won again. I was so proud! It was awsome. My...my dad was there...and he said he was proud...and it was really the first time I felt accepted by him...finally, one day goes by and I don't get hit...
Cute guy just called me, I said I felt a lot beter, so we should be able to go out. And he sounded really happy...lol. Then he was all like "we totally need to go see a scary movie!" Even though I said "alright", my mind was thinking that that was the oldest trick in the book. lmao.
Well, hope everyone is doin' fine. I needa leave now if I hope to make it to my orthodontist appointment on time, I haven't worn my retainer in a while...probably since a week after my braces came off. lol. So I'm screwed in that department.
Caio~!
-puppy
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

The oceans heave up to my heart
*phew* I hung in there today. Result? Pile of tired mush sitting at the computer screen that you all know as (and some love) Lauren.
Well, last night there was a big soccer game and I was invited to sing the national anthem because our regular senior has a cold...so that was a really great honor. And we even won our first soccer game that night! They all called me their "lucky charm" and said that I haveta come more often....omg, I'm so sorry, but I haveta say it, there were so many cute guys there~!
Everyone was still mean to me today though, even the freakin'n nuns said "why couldn't it have been you?!" But that friend that was being such a bitch to me is suddenly talking to me...I guess we're okay again...but I don't like it...how we're suddenly okay.
But the biggest surprise today was that the music director came in and said they were moving the concert today during 4th period~! (my last 80min class) So I was running around all day trying to sing, I was really happy I carry the sheet music and piano music with me. (I made the teacher listen to the song and she actually figured out the piano parts for me!)
So...actually, I played the piano and sung my song at the same time! And it was obviously a big hit...and I got a lot of "can I have a picture!?" "can you sign this for me?!" I was like...wow. But I was pround of myself...I didn't mess up, it sounded decent, I came in first, and I hit the high note~! WoOt~!
Then, that guy from the funeral called....and asked when he'd see me again. I was all like what? And he said he wanted to take me out sometime this week. (score!)
Well, that's about it, I need to see how much homework I can get done before I need to go to dance...if I even can...lol.
Hope everyone is well!
-puppy

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Where'd you go....?
I skipped most of school to go see my friend. The doctors said she was gonna be fine in about a week, and that she had actually woken up last night...and she asked if I was okay...
It got around to the whole school about the accident...and I must've got a million "Why couldn't it have been you?!"...so they got back a million "I don't know, but I wish it was." Most stopped dead in their tracks or at least shut up for a while.
But I'm so happy she's gonna be okay. I was so worried...
I'll be doing a mini-concert soon, they're not tellin me when, so I picked Rie Fu's "Life Is Like A Boat" from Bleach. So lets see how bad I kill the song...lol. I can't get that really high part in the middle...I just can't do it.
Well, surprisingly, for someone whose missed a lot of school for 2 days, has not a lot of homework....while every one of her friends has a shitload. lol.
But...I thought highschool was gonna be really exciting...but I really hate it. I've learned that a lot of things change, old friends die, you're on the bottom of the heap without a name, there's a lot of work, and not all the teachers are fucking dumbasses. Well, sorry if I just ruined your outlook on highschool little bro's and sis's. XD
Hope everyone is well. I need to dance in the rain now...if you know what reference I'm making that to...oh, yes, this is rain.
-puppy
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Monday, September 25, 2006

Heaven ain't close in a place like this
My leg feels a lot better, thanks guys.
Today was pretty traumatic for me...I guess I'll start with last night. I did the "bad thing" again, so all of you know what that was, I'm really sorry, I couldn't stop myself. It was really hard hiding it today...
This morning, one of my other really good friends was waiting for me at the bus stop, cuz she walked over and we decided to go together. Then I told her that the bus shouldn't come for another 5 minutes. And she was all like "alright, wait here for me, I just want to get a drink from the vendor across the street, okay? My bagel is horrible!! HA!"
And I was like alright...and then just as she was crossing the street the fucking bus comes over and hits her...
OMG, by the way the bus skidded to a stop and the way she was laying there...I thought she was dead. And no one was stopping to help her. Some stranger was holding me, thinking I had gone histerical with all my screaming and crying...and curses. I really let myself go. The ambulance came, and well...it turns out that she's really hurt, but not dead...and I had apologized to the stranger cuz I kicked him in a place I shouldn't...but he said it was okay, patted my head and went on his way.
I ended up going to school, with all that guilt on my shoulders...it was totally my fault...and I just couldn't concentrate. I actually fell asleep in Physics...and everyone thought that I had passed out again...so they were all freakin out. Until I was like "shut the fuck up."
Well, that's my life today...
Oh, before I go, I just want to wish my grandma a happy belated birthday on my site, cuz she practically raised me, and she's just the best. 83 and still kicking, love ya grandma!
*sigh* Happiness act not working. Well, I'm sorry again for the "bad thing". Talk to everyone later...
-puppy
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Sunday, September 24, 2006

I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity, I've been locked inside this house while you hold the key
Well, I'll be off to that school fundraiser thing soon, crutches in tow. I might actually have to use a wheel chair for a while...cuz I have low blood pressure in the morning, which equals anemia plus no strength. lol. It'll work out...hopefully. But my friend that's being bitchy is gonna be there, and I haveta work with her...god. I hope she turns around, or just doesn't show up. I don't care which at this point.
I went to see jackass last night, I suck out to see it, but it was kinda hard with my sprain and pull. And then I kept coughing through the whole thing. But other than that it was a funny movie, great to watch if you have spare time.
I probably wont be posting my art today either, sorry! The scanners still fucked up. But I will try and be on later to check for posts! ^_^ (If I don't accidentally fall down some steps and make myself worse that is...lmao XD)
Well, I hope everyone has a wonderful day!
-puppy
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

Keep on rolling
Hey, well. *yawn* I'm tired. lol. How are you guys doing?
I got out of work today early, so I thought that it was gonna be a great day today. But it starts raining, and by the yime I get home I'm already drenched. Then I find my mom to tell her I'm home, and as soon as I walk in her room she's yelling at me. Sometimes I couldn't even make out what she was saying. So I just left the house. And well, it was still raining, but I was all like "fuck it" and ran. And now I just made myself sicker than I already was.
My 2nd best friend is now being a real bitch to me, cuz we haven't talked in a while, and I always she her out with other people and talking to them all the time and doesn't even mind me. So I felt like I was being replaced, and well, I told her that. And now she's being even worse towards me. I'm telling you, I really don't need this right after my best friend died. And especially since I've just started highschool and now I'm all lonely in my classes.
I feel bad cuz I'm going to miss dance troupe tomorrow cuz I've pulled a muscle in my leg, and I've also sprained my foot landing on it funny. I really love it, and a lot of people are depending on me, so I feel really bad about it. But I will be able to go to some fundraiser for my school tomorrow, with crutches, so I feel a little better about it.
I got some fanart done though during work, but my scanner is once again acting dumb again, so I can't put them up. But I'll make sure and tell you when I am.
Have a great rest of the day! Byeas.
-puppy
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