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myOtaku.com: lost puppy


Monday, April 24, 2006

   Sometimes I feel as if I'm not living, just existing
Do you ever get that feeling? Weird. Today was so weird, too. It was the first day back from break and I kinda missed everyone...but yay! Matt wasn't there. Haha. I'm so evil.
But me and my best friend were talking about things, and she said out of the blue that she loved herself because there's only one her in the world, and then she asked me if I loved myself. Stupid question. Of course I hate myself. And she had to give me her you shouldn't hate yourself, you should love yourself and everything your woth speech....I actually timed it...12minutes and 46seconds. I love her to death, I'd take a bullet for her even, but I wish she'd stop with all the damned speaches.
Owch, my dad came over here and hit me for no fucking reason. I hate it when he does that. Omg...now he's screaming at no body. Wait..? I'm a bitch?!? I'm totally sick of him...I'm like so sick I'd commit suicide. Right now.
I'll talk to you guys later when I'm not as depressed and when my dad shuts the fuck up. (i think he has a drinking problem...he's been drinking more often...add that to his anger management problem...sheesh.
*cries* I can't find my razor blade~~!
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