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Tuesday, May 9, 2006


   Days like these....
You know, it's days like these that I really wish I stayed dead.
I mean like, I happened to do really well in answering English questions, and people like hated me for it and wished that I stayed dead.
And don't even get me started on my mom. She's always calling me a bitch and useless *insert piture of roy mustang after riza calls him useless* and it's really getting to me.
OMG, and my dad...I thought he was gonna be nice today, he was all like "Let's go for a walk, 'kay, honey?" And I was like...sure. I mean, once in a lifetime oppritunity here. So wer were walking pretty far...and we get ot the train tracks and we just had to wal alongside them. It's like...tradition in Bayonne. And the train was commin to. And then my dad was like "Die, bitch, and leave us all alone!!" He pushed me, I fell really hard, and he ran like his ass was on fire in the other direction. And then I was like this is it, I twisted my ankle so i couldn't move and the train was not slowing down. I could hear a faint, "You're not gonna be missed!" in the backroom.
OMG, thankfully the engineer saw me just in time, and he put the brakes on and the train stoped 2 inches from my face. Seriously, I was so afraid I was histerical.
Yeah, I'm never trusting him again. NEVER.
So, yeah, I wish I had just stayed dead. Well, I wish no one saved me in 7th grade...to make it a longer time. BUT, no, she just HAD to save me. HAD TO.
So I've come to the comclusion that even God hates me. See? He didn't want me in heaven, so he just had to make me stay here.
*trying to be happier* So how are all you guys doing? Hm...well, after homework imma try and sign everyone's gb who commented me on my sasuke pic, cuz that really made me happy. lol. Yeah, I'm weird like that. The littlest things amuse and make me happy. ^_^
*happiness over* Well, I've got to get my homework done and avoid my father....wherever he is...probably watching one of the millions of Desperate Housewives he taped. lmao.
Well, I'm no better off than him, I've been listening to Dawson's Creek theme song over and over again. lol. And I haven't watched a single episode. And I've been listening to My Immortal by Evanesence. It fits my mood perfectly. Well....Ja!

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