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Thursday, May 11, 2006
Getting there
Well. Everything was how it was since last lunch period, yesterday. Until lunch period today. Allie came up to me and apologized, and told me it was all a joke. She wanted to see what I would do...how I would react. She told me that I was too nice for my own good.
And she kept rambling on and on, one of her famous speaches. Us two, standing in the schoolyard with a bunch of our classmates...and I started to tear...and I slapped her, in the face. And I called her "Ahou" which means something along the lines of "dumbass" but she has no clue wht I was saying. And she fell right on her butt, and I broke down crying. And I fell down on my knees telling her how sorry I was. And she gave me a big hug, and I have no clue how long we sat there, or how many times I said sorry, or how many times she said that i shouldn't be and that it was her fault, or how long I was crying on her shoulder...but now we're bff's again. And that's all that matters. It was like...I movie, but it was real and was happening to me and her. And I remember someone told me here, at theO, that I sounded a lot like Chise, from Saikano, and so I watched a couple of episodes and figured out that I do sound a lot like her, and I got hooked on the episodes, Imma watch them all. lol.
And, with that problem aside...I haveta go to the hospital again. My dad broke the water cooler machine last night, and he blamed it on me. Then he actually threw the water cooler machine AT ME. And it hit my head. I swear I'm just gonna turn out retarded one day and then they'll be sry. And my head was bleeding like crazy and I passed out. And I was expecting to wake up on a hospital bead...but I woke up on the floor where I had passed out, with makeshift bandages on my head. "We didn't feel like calling the ambulance," they said. OMG, I coulda bleed to death and they woulda been sitting on their asses saying "oh, she's okay!" Yeah, so I'm getting it checked Saturday.
I CANT WAIT TILL TOMORROW!!!! lmao *sudden mood swing* CLASS TRIP!! We're going to Hershey, but it's supposed to rain, so I'm going to pray to every God I know that it doesn't, because the park closes when it rains. And I'll be gone all day, so don't miss me too much!! lmao, just kidding.
Can I ask a question? How is killing yourself..."selfish"?
I dont get it myself, so plz shed some light. Well, I've got to get packing for tomorrow cuz my class is leaving really early to try and miss the morning traffic. C ya guys...Saturday afternoon I guess??
Byeas~!
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