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• I'm alive, aren't I?...lmao. And I can speak 8ish languages
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• Since I was 3 when my dad turned on the TV while we were cleaning and I watched some DBZ....and I was all like pretty colors!!
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• Singing, Drawing, Writing, Playing the piano. I....collect rocks...
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Monday, May 15, 2006
It's Mike...dundundun....
Yeah, it'm me Mike, oh, yeah, if you don't remember, it's Lauren's brother. Or you can just call me the bearer of bad news, cuz that's what I mostly do.
Well, I guess I should start with last night. Uhm, well, my sister was being all weird and not talking, and she kept glancing in my father's direction and flinching. Then that night she had the worst nose bleed, so bad that you'd think it was broken or something. It took 3 hours to stop. Then she had said she was fine and just wanted to go back to sleep. So she did, and then she had the worst asthma attack I've ever seen. She had to stay up for another 3 hours fanning herself and taking puffs of her inhaler. When my mom and I were sure she would breathe by herself again we left her alone and let her sleep.
But then about 2 hours later (my, god, I know, wht else) we heard cries, and a shriek, then the sounds of someone running away. I went in to turn on the light and check....and what I found still remains in my mind. My sister chained to her bed, with whip lashes all over her body...and she was crying her heart out. Everything was bloody, the floor, the walls, the bed, the window, books, clothes, you name it. And all she said was, "I want to die" before she passed out as my mother was calling the hospital.
And the odd thing is...we can't mind our father. He was missing when this happened.
Well, Laur's at the hospital, yeah, the crappy one where they have no clue what the fuck they're doing, and I don't care about my language, even though I'm still young, cuz it's not fair.
And I know that my sister would normally tell you not to worry, and not to feel bad. So I'm gonna try not to.
The doctors say she's "stable" but she's lost a lot of blood, and is in a comatose state. But it's her words that shocked me most, "I want to die". It hurt to hear her say that. And I can't possibly understand how she feels about her life and what happens to her. But I hate just watching. Ya know? Or in your case...reading about it.
Well, I don't know which of us you'll get talk to next, hopefully my sister. So, Bye.
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