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Monday, May 22, 2006


Sometimes silence can seem so loud.....
Yeah, it's me, Lauren again. I just got back home around 2 and a half hours ago. Yeah, I didn't quite make it to California...but I got really close. Like in Kansas or something. The trains had all good timing, too! lmao, but it sucked having only crackers to eat, I was sooo hungry. And...well, when I was there, in Kansas, I had an odd feeling that I was being watched I just wanted to take the opprotunity to do what I've always wanted to do. lol, I climbed a bridge and was at the top. I spread my arms out wide, just taking in the air and anjoying the moment...then I hear someone shouting "suicide attempt!" and the cops are all around me at the bottom.
So they took me home, and just as we were leaving Kansas one of the cops decided to be a smartass and yell out into the radio "Todo, I don't think we're in Kansas anymore!" Oh, ha ha, very funny. Almost so that I forgot to laugh.
Yeah, and my dad did beat me up for causing "trouble". And well, the house functioned almost as normal as I had left, well no one did the dishes, but that was it. So I guess I got the answer I was looking for when I left.
People at school are starting to get suspicious about why I'm absent a lot, and why a always seem to be in "pain". Damn, and I thought I masked that up pretty well. And the double damn of the day was when my bff asked me, "Hey, Lo? (that's my nickname, but my bro calls me Laur) Why is your smile crooked?"
A crooked smile? Okay, if ya finally noticed it couldn't you have come up with a better word than crooked? I woulda been fine with "broken".
So, yeah, later I haveta go in for questioning at the police station downtown...I hope just giving them the silent treatment will work, cuz I really don't feel like talking to anyone. Especially some faggots who think they're all that and a bag of chips.
Chips sound good...but as extra punishment I can't eat anything for at least 2 days. It doesn't sound bad, but I haven't eaten much since breakfast Saturday. And as you can tell I really don't like crackers that much.
OH! lmao, guess what song my subject came from?! I betcha can't tho, that's okay, I'm just weird like that.
Well, I'll leave you to yourselves now, I've got a lot of make-up work that I missed. C ya!

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