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Thursday, September 14, 2006
What Hurts The Most
I just learned that one of my best friends has died in a car accident...and I'm really gonna miss her so much. I just saw her yesterday, too. And we sung some Kareoke...and she was all like "Best friends for life, right, Lauren?! YEAH! If I died tomorrow, I'd be happy knowing that I have a great friend." And...then she's dead.
So I'm gonna leave you guys with the song we sung right before she passed.
"What Hurts The Most" Rascal Flatts (ironic right?)
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don’t bother me.
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me.
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me...
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I’m doin’ it.
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone.
Still harder...
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret, but I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart...
That I left unspoken....
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do.....
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