Friday, June 15, 2007

   blaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!(don't ask.....i'm bored)
okay, it has, yet again, been forever since i've posted. so far i have just finished a new anime called blood plus. it was really good. i'm sad i've finished it. the ending made me cry....but it was still a really good show. it has 50 episodes but hell, it was worth it. i unfortunatly didn't see the movie that started the series, Blood The Last Vampire. i'm working on buying it here soon. if you don't want to hear what it's about because you don't care then scroll until you see a big STOP! okay? here we go. it continues from the movie for those of you who saw it. Saya is happy and living with a good family with a father and two brothers, she knows nothing of her past and no one intended to tell her until the monsters that she has to fight start showing up in the town where she lives. causing haji, her servant, to arrive to help her fight for the human race. we find that she has a sister that is her twin that was used as an expirement while she was permitted to live freely. Her sister, Diva, is out to destroy the human race for allowing her sister to live freely and not her also. the series follows saya in her journey to Kill Diva to stop her from destroying everything she loves. the whole series is really interesting and full of scenes with Saya kicking ass and taking names(i love that saying so much). if you want to see the series....youtube will become your friend....trust me...okay and....
STOP!!!!
so anywho, how has everyones summer been? good i hope. well those of you who scrolled insted of reading.....sucks to be you because your missing out. well, i'm gonna leave you here. l8ers
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Monday, June 4, 2007

   the end of the year is here!!!
okay so i've got 1 1/2 days of school left and it's great. i have a math final today and then i'm done. i am sooooo bored right now. i have nothing to do this period and for several others we're just sitting around like idiots staring into space. *snore* i went to my cousins wedding saturday. my uncles,grandfather, mother,and cousins got drunk. my great-grandmother got tipsey off a sea breeze. my kitten tore up my hand. it hurts like hell. i'm in pain.. my hand is really torn up. owwwwie....anywho, i can't wait til wednesday, that's the last day!!! wooooo!!! i'm really tired now tho. i could use a nap. well i'm gonna go l8ers
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

   boredom
back in the library....i didn't post anything last period. but i'm making up for it now. i'm sad today. chad won't really pay attention to me. he won't be spending time with me this week...he's doing all this damn stuff. his room, is car, his friends, his brother. everything but me. you know, he once told me that i would always come first. but now i'm all alone for the summer. T.T i hate having to spend time alone. i wish he would stop drinking before he hurts himself. he is constantly talking about how he's gonna have a kitchen in his room where he'll have a minifridge where he can put beer and a secret pull out cabinet where he can hide all his alcohol from his parents. he makes me worry about him all the time with all of his drinking and shit. i'm surprized that he hasn't gotten caught by his parents or the police yet. when he does i hope he learns his lesson. if he doesn't then i might have to leave him until he straightens up. i really don't want to deal with a drunk for a boyfriend. he is just gonna hurt himself and that's just going to make me freak out. i want to talk to him about it but i don't want him to get all defencive and hate me......i don't know what to do. he can just be such a handful at times. i really don't know what to do with him. he can just be too much for me. i really want him to stop and at least spend little time with me to keep me from going crazy worrying about him!!! i raelly can't take the fact that he thinks it's so cool to be out and drinking illegaly. he's just too much sometimes. i don't know what to do. i don't want him to be mad at me but i don't want him to hurt himself. anyone have any suggestions on how i can get him to settle down for awhile and sit with me calmly??? i really could use it. Thanks a bunch. i'm sure you guys have other things to do other than listening to my problems. thanks again! chao
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

   i have returned!!!
so yeah.....what was i talking about again?? i don't remember....oh well. wait.....i remember now.....my modeling job right??? well i have nothing more to say on the topic so i'm moving on. i got into a new anime series. i'm watching Blood + now. i'm in need of a nap. i was going to ask Mr.Seiber if i could go for a coffee run last period...he probably would have let me but i didn't ask. i'm so tired-_-......Z.....Z....Z....Z anywho. i'm in the quiet of the library right now. it's pretty boring with the fact that the website Mr.Smith gave me is blocked from school....well...the part i need is anyway. so i got to work on it at home.....using google....^_^' i think that's cheating but i don't care. google is my friend......for the most part. i hate having two periods straight free. it gets so boring. i was kicked out of bio for the fact that i like animals and don't want to cut one open. so he sent me to the library with a worksheet that i can't even do because the website is blocked. >.< . . . . . .it's really pretty outside. i wanna go outside and sit among the plants^.^ but once i get out there i'll be stuck out there.....outside the building....but still technically inside the school>.< i just wanna go home for the summer. oh well....just 6 more days.....six long agonizing days....i have finals coming left and right. why do they have to wait until the last two weeks of school to give them to us? they could make it like in the last 4 weeks. that gives us some peace of mind for the rest of the school year. that is a good thing for students to have right???? i wish. but no i have to take all of my finals this week. which sucks because i'm never ready for them even if i study!!! it's totally dumb to make us do them in the first place. and right now while i'm stuck in school and forced to be in the library with nothing to do, chad is at Votech....having a cookout......how unfair is that? i mean, he skipped half the day friday....and he get's a cookout....why is that fair???? next time i'm just gonna stay on the bus and go with him to votech so i can have fun insted of sitting around doing nothing. but sadly i don't want to leave school either....i want to stay, that way i can see my friends and i can definatly see chad everyday. but unfortunatly we all need a break. the year must end and the days must go on. life must complete the circle of the seasons. yes i did just make that up off the top of my head.....i think that sucked ass....but it's staying nevertheless. i have no idea what i'm going to do all summer. i know i'm going to spend at least two weeks in maryland with my family(one of those weeks with my beloved cousin xshadowmex) and then the rest of it....i will be alone. mom works two jobs and has a boyfriend, dad works and has a girlfriend, and chad has to work and wants to spend time with his friends and brother.....like every week. V.V so i shall be alone...with just the animals to keep me company....how pathetic is that? i have the animals and the computer to be my friends.....i feel like a nerd....because in the summer i live online......anyone else out there like me??? do any of you live on your computers??? the plants outside this room are really quite lovely(yeah...i have lost it and i'm getting off track...sorry) so yeah. i wonder what i'll do.....maybe i'll create an expiriment using my dog as the test subject.....that would be fun....or i could dye him green....that would be really funny....until my mom gets home...or maybe i'll make a dart board out of cardboard and use knives as darts.....yeah i think i'll do that......it sounds the most entertaining....unless i deside to sleep the days away.....that sounds good too. then i can go to jacks and get me some icecream^.^ sugar for me.....dang....now i'm hungry....good thing i have lunch in a few minutes. i get free lunch from steven....cuz he likes me....i use that to my advantage when it comes to lunch....i don't think nitai is here today(no ti-ti T.T) how sad. i have like eleven minutes until lunch....and i've been typing most of the period other than fixing up my powerpoint for second period that's due the first. 10 more minutes to lunch.......i'm counting down until i get food. the librarians are talking to some kid about putting new things in the school. like laptops and working printers....how nice...but i already have a laptop...so that kills the fun for me(9 more mintes) i wonder how long i can get this post before the box won't allow me to type anymore. 8 more minutes. i'm gonna see how long i can make it go....7 more minutes....lalalalalalalalalalalalalala.......la...so bored.....but i must go on.....i'm not stopping until it's one minute until lunch. 6 minutes to go. i have chorus today i think.....yeah...with dan.....I think Megan and Dan should go out....They'd make a great couple...yes megan, i put that up for a reason....5 more minutes. it's to make you mad....cuz now the MyO people know......they know all....because i told them.....i told them all....(i think i'm losing it.....am i scaring you people???) 4 more minutes. so close....to the end.....if i may quote foamy "so close.....so close........almost there....." 3 more minutes.....i'm so close to the end.....so close....but oh so bored...................................................................yeah....i was gonna put dots until another minute passed, but that would have been a lot of dots 2 minutes... so i'm gonna use this to wrap it up....i'm really sorry this is so long. i just started typing and couldn't stop....i promise that i will only do this when i feel like it.....that won't be often. i swear....one minute....so i take my leave. bye
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   neeeeh!!!!
okay so, the modeling job went well. tho my dad stalked me and now Jess tells me that her mom has pics of me.......glorious.....>_< I feel stalked!!!!! mehhhh!! and i only made $35!!! not taking of what barbizon takes away. if i count that i only made $28-$29. which is okay i guess. but it kinda sucks. but at least i can get more jobs. i hope that i can. i need the money. i'm going to my cousin sahra's wedding this weekend and i'm gonna go shopping and buy one to three of the outfits i wore. i'm gonna see if my grandfaher will give me some money. well, i'm running out of time. i'll finish this next period. chao(sp?)
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Sunday, May 27, 2007

Anime Fever


this website allows you to watch all the anime you want for free. it has so many things that youtube doesn't have. it's really cool. check it out
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Friday, May 25, 2007

   .....second post in half an hour....that's got to be a record....
okay so yeah....i'm stuck with nothing to do in my third period class.....and i just got bored and came back here.....as i'm looking down my friends list i relize......where the hell has everyone gone???? i see people who haven't been on in about two years....how bad is that???? and it's mostly the people i used to talk to....wtf????? well....that's really all i have to say......i wish the people would come back.....V.V
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   weeeee!!!
i just finished an entire project for my second period in three days. i have all next week to do whatever i want. that's gonna be boring. i'll just end up surfing the internet. it's boring. i have nothing to do for the week. i had to do a powerpoint presentation. but i don't have to be done until thursday of next week. how boring is that? i even have everything animated and with a whole bunch of extra junk. i have no idea what to do now. i have a bio project but it's not due until wednesday so i'm kinda delaying that. plus the part i need is blocked at school so i have to do it at home. >_< but i don't want to. my teacher hasn't even noticed that i'm just sitting here and not doing my project. that's kinda sad. i think he just lets the students do what they want.......cuz right now people are playing games insted of doing their work. how pathetic. at least i have all the time in the world to do that......and now i hear music.....neh....so how's everyones week been? good i hope. i'm really glad it's friday. oh yeah...i never posted on here that i got a modeling job did i? yeah well, tomorrow i've got a modeling job and the susquehana valley mall. i don't know how much i'm being paid. i'll find out when i get there. i had a concert yesterday for chorus, meaning it's the last part of our grade other than sitting around watching movies. i have like, no seventh period anymore because we have nothing left to do other than sit around and talk....except studyhall....but that's what we do even when there is work to be done. 8 more days until summer vacation. and i'm actually gonna miss school because i get to see all my friends and chad. now he's gonna be working on his room while i stay at home online all day....again...wow....this is the longest post i've posted in awhile. i guess it's because i'm bored. but i think i've only been typing for a few minutes. yeah....i feel like i'm typing that fast. then again it seems like the day's have been going slower because summer is almost here and everyone wants to get out. i'm so bored......i think i'll surf the web now....sorry my page is white...i'm trying to get a new BG....it's not working out to well....megan did it before so i don't know how to do it....help??? well gonna go now. l8ers
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

   3rd period
yes, i'm in third period. i've been banished to the library from my third period teacher. no i am not in trouble. i don't want to do disections so i have to spend my time in the library. i have amanda and lacy to keep me company, but their both working on a project as well. i know i'm never really on anymore. i just have my myspace and i do other things. but now i'm having nothing but time because chad is too busy working on his room now to spend any time with me. i hope he get's at least some time to spend with me. or else i'll go into a depression. T.T i need attention!!!! ...........oops, lost my cool there. i'm okay. alls well. anyway.....i need some time with my man .....and i will get it. or i'll pout.....then he'll spend time with me....i hope... well i'm gonna go. have a good day all!!! l8ers
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Monday, April 23, 2007

   bla....illness...and stuff
yeah i'm in my second period class...and i'm on MyO...i feel weird....but anywho. i have larengitus(i have no clue how to spell that) chad got me sick. he passed it on to me from his brother. yaaaay.....blech! i feel funny(i really can't spell today...i think my illness has gotten to my brain...) yeah so i'm feeling like a lump...yet i'm still in school. blech....and again blech! so how was everyones day? i hope all was well. a fried of mine who is sitting right next to me is making an account. well i'm gonna go. l8ers
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