myOtaku.com: lost soal93

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1993-01-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• my own little world
Member Since
• 2005-12-11
Occupation
• Editor, model, student, girlfriend
Real Name
• Dani

Personal

Achievements
• i've learned french....kinda.....^^'
Anime Fan Since
• seventh grade...i think
Favorite Anime
• i have a majority
Goals
• to stay friends with the ones i have now and to make a friend from every state!!
Hobbies
• making jewlery, reading, watching anime, talking on the phone, working on the computer
Talents
• I'm a model damnit!!

myOtaku.com: lost soal93

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

boredom
back in the library....i didn't post anything last period. but i'm making up for it now. i'm sad today. chad won't really pay attention to me. he won't be spending time with me this week...he's doing all this damn stuff. his room, is car, his friends, his brother. everything but me. you know, he once told me that i would always come first. but now i'm all alone for the summer. T.T i hate having to spend time alone. i wish he would stop drinking before he hurts himself. he is constantly talking about how he's gonna have a kitchen in his room where he'll have a minifridge where he can put beer and a secret pull out cabinet where he can hide all his alcohol from his parents. he makes me worry about him all the time with all of his drinking and shit. i'm surprized that he hasn't gotten caught by his parents or the police yet. when he does i hope he learns his lesson. if he doesn't then i might have to leave him until he straightens up. i really don't want to deal with a drunk for a boyfriend. he is just gonna hurt himself and that's just going to make me freak out. i want to talk to him about it but i don't want him to get all defencive and hate me......i don't know what to do. he can just be such a handful at times. i really don't know what to do with him. he can just be too much for me. i really want him to stop and at least spend little time with me to keep me from going crazy worrying about him!!! i raelly can't take the fact that he thinks it's so cool to be out and drinking illegaly. he's just too much sometimes. i don't know what to do. i don't want him to be mad at me but i don't want him to hurt himself. anyone have any suggestions on how i can get him to settle down for awhile and sit with me calmly??? i really could use it. Thanks a bunch. i'm sure you guys have other things to do other than listening to my problems. thanks again! chao
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