Saturday, March 12, 2005

Another new manga....Hooray
Um, like the title says, I got a new manga; Trigun Maximum volume 4 "Bottom of the Dark". It's pretty good and it really thickens the plot (and I do believe the Millie x Wolfwood relationship is starting to develop).
But things has gotten really stressful today. My parents have been arguing. My parents have been blaming me for the most stupid reasons and I'm getting sick of it!!! It's the most stupid thing in the world. I'm just ready for all of it to end...
I'm pretty stressed out right now, so, I just I'll just do something random and then I shall post the quote of the day. The random thing is, ask me a question. You can ask me questions like what's my favorite or opinion questions. So....yeah.
Quote of the Day: "And what's the real lesson? Don't leave things in the fridge." - Spike Spiegel (Cowboy Bebop)
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Tuesday, March 8, 2005

:dances:
I'm so happy!!! My internet was down and now it's back up!!! YES!!!
So how was your weekend guys? My was okay(more and more softball everyday for me). I got injured on Sunday cause I had to dive for the ball and my sliding pads(or knee pads, guarding pads, whatever you want to call them) fell down, so when I landed, my knees kind of skid across the ground -___-; Atleast it was on grass though and not on a field made up on rocks(I've had that happen before :shudders: lol).
Lately I've been wanting to see a movie, but it's rated R. In other words, parents say: "You're too young and it's rated R for a reason." :sigh: 3 more years until I'm 17....I just hope the movie I want to see still exists lol.

Quote of the day: "All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players.
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts..."
William Shakespeare, "As You Like It", Act 2 scene 7
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Friday, March 4, 2005

:pokes:
How are you guys doing? Things are pretty good right now except my dad and I are fighting again (typical -___-; ). School's okay. Our spring break is coming up I think in 2 weeks, so YAY!!!!!! But still....2 more weeks of school. ;__; :sighs: lol. I got two new mangas, Ceres Celestrial Legend and DNAngel. Both are volume one of the series and I love both of them!!!!! lol Well anyways, I got to go. Later!
Quote of the day: "I used to think that anyone doing anything weird. Now I know that it is the people that call people weird that are weird." -Paul McCartney
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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

   Update!!!
Wow. It's March already!!!! Hope it gets warmer here quickly!!! At the tournament though, we didn't do so well, but that's okay! We'll go out there and kick some butt next time! :thumbs up: Just two more months of school for me. Can't wait for summer! BTW, if you haven't noticed, I changed the layout, so I hope you all like it! ^^
Quote of the Day: "If we knew what it was we were doing, it would not be called research, would it?"
- Albert Einstein
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

The last part of the poem! YAY! (Sorry for the long wait!)
Following the sun's fading rays,
Into the engulfing darkness,
I do not run, nor do I stop,
Knowing that every ending,
Starts a new beginning.

The darkness can not live without
the light,
As the light can not survive
without the shadows.

With death comes rebirth.
Everything has a cycle.
No chance of escaping it's grasp,
I just go on.
Letting the wind push me in
whichever direction it pleases.

Now I know where I am.
Everything is so clear.
My friends, I have finally
reached you.
Now, let us continue,
Continue in our search for Eden.
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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

Part 4
Where, where am I now?
Searching down the endless empty road on my own,
Wondering when all the twists and turns will end.
Finally free,
But don't know where to run to.

Maybe I've taken a wrong turn.
No. Even if I did, redemption will still lay ahead.
I will not go back!
My spirit, much stronger than ever before,
Will never allow me to go back.

Hopefully you will never find me when I finally get there.
But the future loves to mock us.
Rain continues to fall,
Refreshing and urging me to go at
the same time.
Maybe I am lost.

Are you listening to me?
I really want to know the answers,
But you keep them all locked away.
If only I was,
Just a little bit stronger.

Tired, I crawl on the stone cold earth.
I must be getting closer now.
So much closer.
Is this what life is all about?
I question this as a raven and dove fly over head into the distant sunset.





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Saturday, January 1, 2005

Part 3
I'm scared.
My heart, pounding, as if I'm going to fall again.
No, I can't let this happen.
Not again.
I will not be defeated again.

Pushing me away
Labeling me as the scapegoat,
No, not anymore.
I want to quit living this lie!
I will be known as who I am

Half of my body craving for death,
The other screams, saying
"No, you still have so much left to do"
"You owe so much"
Forgive me my friends. I shall not doubt again.

I look up to the grey sky, and let the cool, falling rain,
Pour upon my face.
Is this, what I have longed for?
How beautiful it is.
Freedom.


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Thursday, December 23, 2004

Part 2: Drowning.
It's too late for me to say "I love you."
I must seen like a fool, don't I?
My emotions you could only read,
never see.
I want my soul and yours to soar on to Eternity.
Why aren't you here?

As I listen to the flutter of angels,
Instantly I am reminded of you.
Funny how humans hate and love memories.
I want to be held in your arms.
Can't you hear me mourning?

Slowly drifting into the darkness,
As I am falling towards the light,
Hanging on to the edge of sanity,
I've actually felt this "fear".
Is this, the gateway, to Paradise?

Crying for the lonliness,
Wishing you were here.
Losing my grip on the edge,
I fall, but into your arms.
Could you really hear me?

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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

   Poem #1. Um, this is called My Angel...
I've been waiting for you
Longingly, I'm still waiting for a sign
Just a sign that you haven't forgotten me.
I want to be with you, just a little longer.
Just a little longer...

Watching you go, just watching, was a burden
The same burden you took off my wings
And now, it's twice as heavy.
Somehow, my heart just can't say "I love you" easily.
I'd never imagined that having feelings would be this hard.

You always told me to believe, have faith.
No, that is what you taught me, now it's gone.
You also gave me the will to live.
You breathed into me, made me feel whole.
I pray, I pray each night, begging it's not too late.

You saw my loyality, and instantly charished it.
Something just told me, that I could trust you,
Pour my soul into you.
But now, you have my soul, with no way to reach you.
Maybe, you are here, I'm just blind.

My desire is to meet you again, before we finally meet,
In that wonderful serenity, called Paradise.
My cries, I fear, can not reach you.
Your angels surround you, I'm happy.
If you can here me, you are my angel.



:sighs: I know it's bad, but hey, it's how I feel. It's the beginning of the series. The series contains 4 more. Tell me what you think!
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