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Sunday, March 27, 2005
*sigh*
Look how bored I am. Im creating an online journal...ah well. Ill get on with my bitching.
Today is Easter and in a couple of hours, Ill be heading to my aunts house with a lot of people I dont like. Specifically my family. I hate it...at least there will be free candy.
I went to the movies Friday with Kenny. Well, we didnt actually see the movie. We just went for ice cream at Cold Stone and ate at the cafe at Silverado to avoid being messed with by the stupid security gaurds. I think we both pissed our moms off a bit coz they didnt really know about going to the movies. We basically just lied a lot on Friday.
Im a little depressed right now. Im gonna break up with my girlfriend Liz soon. Its pretty obvious were into other people and not each other. Technically I cheated on her with my stupid ex boyfriend Colton, but I dont think she cared since all she talks about is being a player and her best friend Kayla. I know I sound spiteful, but really Im not. If it was 4 months ago, then yea Id be a little broken up, but I dont see why I should be now.
Im also kinda depressed over pining for a friend of mine. I know I shouldnt coz shes totally into someone else, but its always hard to stop liking somebody. It bothers me how I always fall for people I can never have. I cant help it this time though. Shes so nice and is just...an overly great person to talk to. I confide in Kenny a lot, and he thinks I have a chance. He always does. The thing is though, I never have a chance. I look at myself and wonder why /he/ ever even liked me. I must sound like such an angsty little gothypants right now huh? I know I know...but its not like anyone really cares. I just get lonely sometimes and just need to let out all out. Whether it be by person, writing, or other way, I have to let it out before I drown myself in the hole that is depression.
Well, I better go to bed. Its really late and I gotta wake up early most likely.
I really hope she never reads this...
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