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Monday, January 16, 2006


-_-
I've been a bum. All throughout my winter break, I couldn't draw...I wasn't motivated to draw. I wasn't motivated to do much of anything. School started last week, and I believe I'll enjoy my classes. I'm taking 2D Animation and Sound Composition, which are going to be my favorites.

I'm sorry to return on a sour note...but I just need to get this out there. My grandmother passed away last night. We found out this morning and today has pretty much been hell. She was the only grandparent I ever really knew, and it was just a surprise. She'd been suffering from MS for many many years, and so it's good to know she can finally be comfortable. Doesn't make it any less hard, though...I loved her so much. She was just one of the coolest women I've ever known. I cried the first half of today..which resulted in a massive headache the rest of the day. Thankfully, I have the best friends anyone could wish for...everyone stopped in, gave me hugs, took me shopping, distracted me. I feel a lot better now..but I'm not looking forward to the funeral. It looks like it'll be on Friday....which is two days before my birthday.

So...we have my grandmother's funeral, my birthday, the one year anniversary of my dog's death the day after that, then my mother's birthday in another week.

Death, birth, death, birth...Within a span of two weeks.

Oy.


Perhaps all this emotion will manifest itself into some useful inspiration. I want to draw again, damn it.

Thanks for your time.

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