Monday, April 18, 2005

What you say
today started out terribly...i don't get it..lately brenda(my stepmom) has been after the throats of me and my dad..for a month it seems i haven't done ANYTHING right..and that is NOT a hyperbole..so i was bummed for most of the day..

danny is having some problems at home too..and i love him..and i feel terrible..i know how hard it is..and i thought i had it bad..i feel for him..i hope he knows how much i love him...

school has been tiering and so has alot of stuff..i've been trying to study but i fall asleep and my surgery is getting closer..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:15pm
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Sunday, April 17, 2005

   yesterday
yesterday i went out with danny, grace, theresa & her boyfriend(stephen), kim, and me..we went to see Guess Who?...which was pretty funny..but there was this one part in particular i would have rather not heard..but oh well..not much i can do about that now..but man i used my crutches allllll the way through the mall..this was middletown mall..pretty HUGE esp. when one is using crutches..

AFTER that all that jazz my arms hurt so i ditched my crutches(sh!)and went to party city..kim got a purple wig from the hawaiian section of the store..go figure..

THENNN we went mini golfing..i got to spend alot of time w/ danny because grace wasn't so much hangin around ya know? but it was sooo great..i gave him this hug after he called me evil and i played the "but you know you love me anyway" card..it was the best part of my week..perhaps month..well the best part in a very very long time...

um..then danny started feeling sick..which was sad cause i don't like it when i see him like that..its sad..::sniff::..

right now..i only have 15 minutes left..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:11pm

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Friday, April 15, 2005

   i'm too tierd to think of a post title..sorry
yikes..i'm sorry that i haven't been around..the past two days i've been grounded for somthing stupid...and i'll get around to everyones syts somehow..i SHALL FIND A WAY!!

oh by the bye my surgery has been moved back a day..so now its the 28th of april..which sucks..because teens is on thursday an even tho it my surgery used to be wednesday i was one day b4 teens so mayyybeee i coulda found a way to have gone...but not likely now..

anyways..danny is at mr.rabes and so are a bunch of the guys..so i hope they have a good time.. mr.rabe came over to my house for dinner a lil while ago..wednesday i believe..yep..well he stayed untill 11..wow late right..he got here at 7..so wow..oh mr.rabe isn't MY teacher..hes a teacher..he doesn't teach any of my classes..but it wasn't that bad..hes usually teasing me constantly tho..not that i don't ahve a few good shots of my own..hehe

tomorrow grace,kim, danny ,theresa,stephen and i are going to the movies and then mini golfing..so i can't wait..but daddy(yes i call my father daddy but who asked you..lol just kidding) is making me take my crutches so that sucks..
Loudmusic> gotta jet
Time> 11:00pm
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

   Thoughtless
well for starters i'd like to say i'm SORRY for not getting around to every1's syts lately because my dad recently put a timer on my comp..so thats really sucks..

but i'm kinda bummed out because two of my friends decided that they liked eachother or whatever but one of these people i'm really close to..and he didn't tell me anything..and i feel really betrayed because i always tell him well..everything..and he chooses this one thing to change our friendship..and the chic he likes now is also close to me..actually i should be using past tense here..well we "were" close..and now they just shot that out the window..i'm really hurt.. i mean it might sound stupid..i what happend?..and then tina thought i was mad at her because she didn't tell me..but it has nothing to do with her..it was their job to tell me..i'm just really bummed out right now..

oh, i have decided to go to minerva..i dunno what it was..i think i just thought it would be fair to those who are graduating..but then i still don't think its fair if i go cause i still limit everyone..so guilt might be lingering in the back of my head..

my surgery has been knocked back a week..on the 27th..i dunno..i'll be under for about 4 hours..and he said the anesthetic will probably make me sick when i wake up..so..i dunno what the outcome will be..but because its pushed back i only have 4 weeks to recover b4 minerva..so we'll see..oh..for those of you who don't know..my knee> i hurt it during soccer a lil..but then i chipped a piece of my knee cap during gym class cause i feel straight down on it..and then i hurt it again a week later..the swelling never really went down..so now i'm usuing crutches and a knee brace..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
time>10:23pm
p.s. this week is SAT week..wish me luck!! i need sleep..


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Sunday, April 10, 2005

   Game2
yep, i just got back from kennedy's it was fun..i spent most of the time helping J with his new computer..cause he doesn't know much about them..but he picked it up..well as quick as he could i guess..but then he left me to burn a buncha cd's for him and played football which he know i can't do..how wrong..but i ended up buring Green Day:American Idiot for myself mwahaha..and then kennedy made me watch the grinch and play betty spaghetti with her..that thing it cool! lol..

well then we played scategories..it was hilarious..heres one>

mom: what did you get for 6(things you'd bring on a hiking trip)

J: we put gum

Me: hey i never leave home without it..hehe

mom: fine

aunt debbie: we put Globe!(all excitedly and sincerely..because her and sammy were put on the same team..both way too blonde for that game..we played 6 rounds and they only got a score of 27..yikes..)

me: globe? a globe? you put a globe? i can understand a map but..a globe?* breaks into laughter*

mom: you put globe?

sam: aunt debbie we didn't put globe we put gummy bears(which was still odd and i believe it was sammy's doing..my lil sister..honestly lol..)

aunt debbie: ooh i thought it was the "things found in a class room question"..

me: oh thanks aunt debbie now i'm pcituring you hiking up some rugged mountain w/ nothing but the clothes on your back a cantine and a freaken GLOBE!!

* all in the room break out into laughter*

J: a globe..no compass..no map..

sam: J, you guys put map?* stares blondishly at J* (shes so serious..even after the globe thing..i mean you'd think she was trying to be smart and get us back for aunt debbies blondness..maybe she was..nah..)

me: wha?

J:*starts laughing*..how could we put map..the letter was "G"..

*everyone present in the room starts laughing..mom starts crying shes laughing so hard*

yea and during this time i had me knee brace off cause i was just "relaxing"..and pretty much everyone stepped on it..except becca..who only stepped on it while i was wearing it..honestly..good thing i love my family..lol
Loudmusic>gotta jet
time>12:11am
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Saturday, April 9, 2005

Game
well i have a party to go to..not really a party..my cousin kennedy is turning 3 today..so at 4ish i have to go at her house and i'm not sure when i'll be back..

danny said hes gonna call me but i dunno when i'm getting home, and i dunno when his party starts either..so hmm..maybe i'll PM him my moms cell number so he can call me while i'm at kennedy's if he wants..dunno..

i'll ttyl guys..
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Friday, April 8, 2005

Headstrong
yea..well..hi..i got the news and stuff about my knee from my doctor today.. the verdict>

I have to have surgery..the week after this upcoming week..because this week is SAT week..thats b4 my trip to minerva..and now i'm contemplating if i'm going to go or not..because A: i'd be limited to pretty much everything except my photography..B: i'd be limiting everyone i love because they want to stay w/ me..which i personally don't see how that is fair to them..right?

i mean they say they'd do it for me but..its not fair them being restricted to ya know?

well other than that i'm at moms right now..so eek..as usual kinda sucks..well..matt gave sammy my homework..GO MATTY cause he knows shes not responsible enough to get it herself..but i saw it and yikes.. 0_0

watching C.S.I.
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>11:32pm
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Thursday, April 7, 2005

oh boy..
well i have a doctors appointment tomorrow..hope that goes well...i have to get up mad early tho..really sucks..wish me luck in that department..

had teens tonight so that was awesome..

the lunch went okay i suppose..just kinda annoying...

i felt sick the whole day, danny told me to stay home last night but i didn't think it was that bad when i got to school i felt otherwise..it got worse as the day continued and i ended up skipping spanish cause i felt so terrible..

it got really hot today like 80..was nice..went outside for english so that was cool...i played 4 square the best i could w/ feelin sick & w/ my brace n all that jazz..but then i got busted by my principal..2 times! i was like..dude..what are the odds..

well i have like 10 min's left..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:52pm
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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

work
tomorrow is a work day..right noe i'm trying to type fast because i have a time limit to my online time now cause dadd busted me.. opps..

dan is kinda bummed right now i have to find a way to make him happy..and i will!!

i have 5 minutes left..so cya later..
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Monday, April 4, 2005

   In The End
i was on the phone today from 10:30am to 8:30pm...so many calls..and all regarding one thing..some stupid lunch we're( the highschool) doing for our trip to minerva..and my doctor can't even guarantee that i can go anymore so all my work on this trip might be for nothing..not that if i did or didn't go would it make a difference but hey, i'd still like to go..

then i had to call grace hopefully she'll come on cause the english is a pain to me right now..i can't think straight..i'm so tierd..
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