Tuesday, March 8, 2005

   Cold Shower Tuesdays
tuesdays is just one of those days..you know..the day after monday which is the day of a new week..n then before wednesday which is the middle mark closer to friday..so i hate tuesdays

we have no activities on tuesday straight thro classes..global-bible-health-earthscience-lunch..-english-math-spanish..then the days ends..i hate having nothing but classes..

talked to danny on the phone for a while, that was nice..his reception isn't good tho cause he has a fax machine that makes the line all crackly..it didn't die tho! so that was cool..its funny tho cause i'm always one the phone w/ grace when he beeps in on call waiting..its rather amusing acctually..

i have to do my homework still...i dunno why but i feel like waiting until extreme hours to do my homework tonight..its supposed to snow again..so lets hope we'll get something good out of it!
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:34pm
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Sunday, March 6, 2005

   Feeling This
today was normal ish..but i got a hug from danny..yay..i promised him one because of the lack of time we spent together at the tourney..but dad kept making me get this thing from the fridge that my teacher was supposed to wash cause she said she would..n by the time i got back dad was in there..so then he said lets go..which i thought would suck because i wouldn't get to hug danny but as soon as my dad stepped out the door he said "hey wheres my hug?" n he hugged me..such a nice feeling..

hes not online..so i'm talking to resie..but shes leaving so now i'm talking to steve..wait no hes leaving so now i'm still trying to find a critique cause i STILL haven't found one..

sammy(my lil sis) is straightenin my hair right now and i'm gonna deck her i tell you..shes rippin it out! owwwwwww!!!

school tomorrow..i'm trying to print out my homework..but then i forgot my printer isn't working..so i dunno what i'm gonna tell my teacher..spending lunch in Mrs.Corbetts room typing is hard too cause half the time shes having class..so its interrupting that class..and i can't bring a disc in cause for all i know my terribly evil computer has 500 infected files..n that would be bad..so..

i'm in twouble..::sniff::

my knee has been bugging me today..i woke up this mornin and it was just a little weird feeling..but now its gotten painful..my next appointment is the 18th i believe so..i hope its all good..its a bit swollen right now for some reason..dads not very happy that its not really feeling to great..so..i've gotten be more careful until that thursday that i go to the doctors because i wanna be able to walk up those stairs! lol..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
time>10:47pm..gonna start puttin the time here just for kicks lol..


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Saturday, March 5, 2005

   Untitled
today was a bit of a bummer..i wanted to go to the game n have fun..i wasn't expecting danny to be there but when i walked in grace said "your saturday just got better." n then she told me dan was there n i was all happy you know..but the whole day i helped the cheerleaders because mrs.wilt needed me to because she wanted to watch the games..and then tinas voice was pretty much gone so i was yelling for her thro both games..so all in all i spent no time w/ danny..sucked..

and to top it off they lost..

but theeenn..i tore my cd player to pieces because on my NEW awesome story of the year cd that i love it made a ring on the bottom of it!!! i was so mad..so i calmly put away my cd..n then ripped off the cover to my cd player! AND THEN i found this little metal piece inside of it so i used it as a tool to tear it apart more.. 0:D..

n then i went to my aunt's which i didn't wanna do either..but oh well there is always tomorrow..
loudmusic>gotta jet
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Hanging By a Moment by Lifehouse
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where I Started
Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely and complete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me

Now.. I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm livin for the only thing I know
I'm running here and crashing
Where to go?
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hangning by a moment here with you

There's nothing left to lose
Nothing left to fly
There is nothing in the world that can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else..

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where I Started
Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm livin for the only thing I know
I'm running here and crashing
Where to go?
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hangning by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment..
Hanging by a moment...
Hanging by a moment here with you..


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Friday, March 4, 2005

   Sign Off
today was..well i really don't know everything that happend..i slept through most of today..you see..there is my cat which is evil..and it wakes me up in the morning so i can let it in which i never do (sorry to all of you who like cats)..

the story>> @ around 3:30 i heard this noise on my window..and i knew it was tiger cause i'm so used to her waking me up..so i left her there as usual..but she wouldn't go away.which is unusual so i left her there for 20 or so minutes and then it was arouuunnd..4:00(this is in the am)..so i got up n let her in thro my window..

i tried to fall asleep..but theeen..she started scratching on my door to my room! i was like 'OH FOR THE LOVE OF PETE!!' so i just left her there until about 5:15 when i fell alseep still tho the noise of the cat scratching on my door..

so naturally i slept thro my fist 2 acctual classes..n then thro gym..

but yea..tomorrow is the JV tourney..and i'm going..hope danny is..hope grace is..you people..please don't desert me lol..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
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Thursday, March 3, 2005

headache


::sigh::
my weekend is NOT gonna go so hot..i get one good thing..i get to go to awana..

the JV won their game today so they are going to the tourney..congrats to them.

i doubt i'll get much sleep tonight..alot to do..i have alotta homework to catch up on..i've been so blah..w/ certain things...even work that i've been very tied up..so i'll be up very late tonight..

is there a cure for my symptoms??
loudmusic>gotta get
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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

   no solution
today..well today didn't go very well..something bad happend in my earth science class..and from what i've learned..the whole thing started because of a few things that a few people have against me..but i have yet to figure out what that is..but our teacher got so upset she went into the other room to get some solace from the other people..i felt horrible when she came back in..the look on her face..a few of the girls got mad at her..so grace yelled at us all..which we deserved..

at lunch i tried to keep my mind off it by shooting around the hoop..no dice..

in spanish my teacher brought it up..i was on the virge of tears in there..when danny said goodbye to me i could hardly respond..

on the ride home i didn't say much..tina made me laugh a few times..that was nice..but when i got home..i couldn't handle it anymore..and as unsual as this is i cried..when i left my room i went in the big room and watched T.V. n fell asleep..i did my math..after that..dad brought tina home..n that was it really..

i talked it out w/ on of the girls that has a grudge against me..i think we worked some stuff out..we'll see tomorrow..i juse hope nothing bad happens..or i breakdown or grace yells..

but there was some good news tonight..i'm on that cloud again..i could seriously own this cloud..its a cool cloud
Loudmusic>gotta jet
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Monday, February 28, 2005

"Until The Day I Die"

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die!!!


[Lyrics to early version are a bit different:]

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes

Do you need this as bad as I do? (Until the day I die)
And do you need this as bad as I do? (Until the day I die)
Yeah do you need this as bad as I do? (Until the day I die)
Yeah do you need this as bad as I do, as I do? (Until the day I die)

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Untill the day i die
today danny was sick..sucked..school is never the same without him..i hope he gets better soon so he can come back to school so i can see him..

played sharades w/ dad today..that was funny..so freaken hilarious..

i love my new cds!

got out early today due to "snow" we were supposed to get wacked w/ snow but we never got any..its light snow right now..i want a snow day so bad!!!cross your fingers..

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Sunday, February 27, 2005

   Drown
i'm dyin here..my printet sorta works..enough for me to have gotten my montage for my report done.and my presentation is done..but so far my acctuall essay thing is only 4 pages long..gah..i'm screwed..

listened to my cd's love em..

also have another project i need to figure out how to do..

once again had to leave in a hurry didn't get to really see dan before i left church today..wish i coulda..
loudmusic>gotta jet
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