Sunday, February 6, 2005

   XXXIX
Eagles Lose..blast it all!..maaannn..bummer..blah..
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

   Unstable
i'm a bit unable to do things right now..uhh..i got busted earlier for doing a backbend walkover..thought dad was gonna kill me right then and there..i think i really will have to stop..before anything worse happens..

by the way..Twilight Guardian..very NOT COMFORTING..w/ the crutches comment..thank you very much..

i had a dream last night that my knee cap was outta place and that they had to push it back in..i am shocked i didn't wake up screaming..but dang..serious pain in my dream..

anyway..brian left for W.V. this morning, hope he has fun!

got to go Kenshin is on!!
loudmusic>gotta jet
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Friday, February 4, 2005

   The bad news..
my doctor got the results from my MRI today..dad told me right b4 awana..it turns out there is something wrong w/ my kneecap..i might be off it for good..no running..nothing...

OUTTA GYM FOR LONGER!?! I sincerely hope not..what if i'm ordered to use crutches!?!..or surgery..i WANT TO PLAY SOCCER AGAIN!!..i know when Steph Jones got knee surgery..she didn't play feild hockey again..i'm a VERY active person..no sports..no life..

what am i gonna do?..i have an appointment for monday..i'll be in school untill 1:30 tho..man..i'm not doing very well right now..
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   Misinterpretation
Today..i rode w/ Mr.Freeman,(there was a varsity basketball game) it was okay..music wasn't really that good till the ride back home..but anyway..i did my math the whole ride there and Mr.Freeman said i was a very dillegent worker..i dunno what came over me to decide to do my math..but something did and so i brought it w/ me and i only have 3 or 4 problems left for the math homework..

when we got there>> we pulled in and Mr.Freeman told Mr.Rabe he looked very good today..and so of course..Mr.Rabe went off on how good he looks..oy..but then he came up to and said " Kate, it's come to my attention that you are distraction to some of the guys on my team...Could you perhaps uglify yourself or wear a paper bag over your head..oh, and you don't have to dress up on game days anymore."

and after the game..(we lost..BUT I TELL YOU THAT GAME ROCKED)..he told me that they would have won had i not been sitting on the sidelines because, his guys "would be dribbling and then they'd look at you and be like..wow..and lose the ball"..OBVIOUSLY this is NOT TRUE!!..but he never stopped..oy..it was funny tho..I AM NOT DISTRACTING 2 ANYONE!!

when we stopped at stewarts i asked him if i was "still distracting" ,because i never got out of the car..he said "Yes, you temptress!"..Mr.Rabe..called me a temptress..I'M NOT A TEMPTRESS..Danny called Grace that too..but anyway..i'm always the person being picked on..all in fun of course..but then Mr.Rabe said i have a sign on my back..i think Mr.Rabe is right and that i have a "kick me while i'm down" sign on my back..::sigh:: i need a new sign..
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

Going Under~ Evanescence
NOW I WILL tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under

blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through

so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe i can't keep going under
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   This kind of thinking could do us in
i hate it when i spend hours just thinking..bad things happen..headaches..i hate it..last night i just sat in my dark room..and just thought..for hours..i ended up with such a huge headache from all the emotion that my eyes watered from the pain..it was one of the worst ones i've ever had..

i'm really getting sick of some people..i'm usually really good about not getting mad..i genrally laugh at myself..but not today..in global sure..art sure..but at lunch i'd just about had it..
what happend>> a few balls were being thrown by David, Danny and Brian.W...so i started throwing them back..i mean what would you have done..? but then grace joined and we were throwing them at danny..then she stopped and went over to the wall and i didn't stop throwing them cause the balls were still being thrown at me..n then grace,matt, and keith started saying i was flirting..it was okay at first it didn't bother me, cause i'm a bit of a flirt..ever tho i wasn't guilty..but then they kept saying "stop the madness" and they never shut up..i ended up getting really mad..and then something happend between Brian.W & Kenny..n then Grace, came in and said it was my fault..THAT set me off..i yelled " I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT!" then Kim came in said said something like "Any louder Kate? They didn't hear you in the 5&6th grade room." or something.. i got really upset..and they never stopped..not even in the bus lines..i can guarantee i'll hear something about it tomorrow..
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

tierd
have nothing to type..too much thinking..to profound..ahh! i hate that part..i'm so tierd..i'll post some acctual stuff tomorrow..goodnight
loudmusic>gotta jet
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   oy
stephanie and her mom are here and mrs.shubert(stpahnies mother)..is sleeping in this room cause its the warmest room in the house..so i have to go NOW..oy..i have to do math anyways..goodnight..
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oy
stephanie and her mom are here and mrs.shubert(stpahnies mother)..is sleeping in this room cause its the warmest room in the house..so i have to go NOW..oy..i have to do math anyways..goodnight..
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Monday, January 31, 2005

   Stuck
Man O MAN am i in trouble!!! I CAN'T find my MATH BOOK!!! NOOOO!! CURSES!!! and i heard from my reliable sources that hes really mad about something else..oy..i'm toast..thats really not good..really..its not..seriously..OKAY..well, dress down day tomorrow..not that it will save me from a detention, which i am bound to get..oy..death to my math book..wait..death to it once i find it AND do my homework..THEN death it shall get!..
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