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Sunday, December 26, 2004
 Take Me Away
Today i got baptized w/ Brian, Austin, N phil..i wasn't really that nervous because i knew i had to do it...i wasn't pressured or anything i just knew it was right in the eyes of God.(this is a christian perspective)..Bri Dan n some of the other guys are having this Halo party thing. fun for them but if any girls were invited..personally i think we'd all be freaked out lol.. ANYWAY..i have sum cool cds now from christmas...AVRIL:UNDER MY SKIN,CG: THE CHRONLICLES OF LIFE AND DEATH, LP: COLLISION COURSE..danny got the new CHEVELLE>>I WANT IT<<..lol
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Friday, December 24, 2004
Silent Night
today was quiet in the morning..thats because i slept throught it..mwahahaha..they got my perscription dose right so i was in a good mood all day..but i can tell you that b4 bed i'll be all...gah..anyways..we went to the Christmas Eve service tonight n afterwards Danny almost ran me over without a word..but i'm alive so all i well..well i may post again later..if not Merry ALMOST Christmas to ya'll!
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
I'm Just a Kid
yeah, right now i am having a "fight" w/ danny..lol its quite interesting acctually. i'd let you in on the details but..i don't think he'd be all that happy w/ me..i'll post again later
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Monday, December 20, 2004
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 Merry Christmas 2 Me
the dose i got was too strong..i felt sick today...BLAST MY DOCTOR..i knew the risk..oh well..since we know it was too strong they hold off on tomorrow and give me a little bit of a weaker dose on wednesday..i'm not looking forward to it..ugh..oh well...on the plus side..oh wait..there isn't a plus side..oh silly me..
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Sunday, December 19, 2004
Broken...
I just don't know what to do anymore..everywhere i turn i dissapoint someone or hurt them even worse...i should just stay away from people...
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 Mobile
i can't do this anymore..its too much...people think i keep hiding behind my promblems..its not that i hide behind them..its that i hide my problems.n i always have new ones..wheather they are mine or if they are someone else's...i keep hurting everyone around me..it would be easier and probably better if i just went w/ my original plan and move to mom's..it sounds pathetic..but if all i do is make things worse than it'll be better this way...there are a select few that don't want me to move but..i could still go to church..n go to dads on the weekends..i doubt i would be missed at school...i mean danny brian and grace are graduateing this year..so its not like a few extra months without me would really make a difference...
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Thursday, December 16, 2004
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Numb
today started out bad and ended worse..as soon as i got up i knew it would suck..but there was nothing i coould do...n then the day continued to be bad..n then got worse...THEN i found out danny and brian finished our movie..ITS SO FUNNY!that was the highlight of my day..n then i found out something happend to becca in gym today..which brought me down..i was fighting tears..she was really hurting..physically and emotionally..i felt so bad..i was just breaking down inside..but i tried to remain calm for her...i had to..if i cried i might never have stopped..w/ the combo of her and the pain i've been holding inside for years...its been a long time since i've cried..n then wasn't the right time..
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