Thursday, November 24, 2005

Happy Thanksgiving!
Hey guys! What are you doing for thanksgiving?

I'm going to my favorite uncles house to eat like crazy lol(i love stuffing) and sit between my uncle and my step-dad as we watch football..eat more..watch more football..maybe play football..then go have pie! mmm..pie..lol

i hope all of you have great thanksgivings!!!! i'll post again later..lemme know how your thanksgivings went..

Loudmusic Time<1:02am

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

"held up so high on such a breakable thread.." - Avril Lavigne
am i the only one who saw the 4th Harry Potter movie today? i liked it, but i think it was extremely fast paced and they left out some of the best parts from the book. i won't ruin it for those of you who want to see it, and haven't yet.OH and there were these freaken morons behind me and my cousin Jay, who wouldn't shut up! and it at one point got me real ticked off..so i turned around(they were 16 or so, my age not little kids or anything)and yelled "bloody heck shut-up!!" and they did lol..then when we got to the parking lot(we had to sit in different spot by 2's because the place was so packed) and this was said:>

aunt deb: those people behind us were loud(not the same people who sat behind me..)

mom:yea i know i wanted to wack that girl..did you hear that one girl accross the room yell 'bloody heck shut-up!' that was loud..

jay:that was kate you know aunt meg..

sam:was not..wait was it?

becca: lol it sounded like her..

aunt deb: did they acctually be quiet?

jay:after she scared them half out of their wits, uh yea.

kate: hello i'm standing right here!

all:lol sorry

mom:wait! no we aren't!

yea thats wat happend..i told you those people were grateing on my nerves!



i'm at moms right now..though i'm not sure how because i don't think were intended to be here..dad kind of just sprung it on us that we had two options..
A) mom picked us up today and brought us back sunday night, then picked us up tuesday and brought us home friday(thanksgiving break)
B) we don't go to moms this weekend and go from just tues-friday..

mom didn't like plan b..so..here i am click clicking on the keybored..

it's cold in my house!!::shiver:: ::shiver::
my teeth are chattering!

okay must get warm..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>12:34am

p.s. danny bought a cell phone, so we finally get to talk on the phone. and my house phone works now so i can use the internet at dads again so i can talk to brian. yay for talking!
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

heeeeyy
hey guys i'll post for real tomorrow i haven't had any time..

anyway visit this persons site..they're new here..Sesonie
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Monday, November 7, 2005

   "..i don't wanna fall to pieces.." - Avril Lavigne
the past few days have been tough for me..

my mom is driving me up the wall..my step-dad had surgery because he got into a car accident some drunk guy smashed smack in the front of our car and totaled it. my step-dad walked away with only a broken nose, however, it was so badly broken(it was twisted to the side)that they needed to do surgery on it because it blocked him from breathing out of his nose correctly..so yea anyway mom has no money..then she finally gets some from her job and blows it all on a frickin shopping spree!! what the flip!!?! i was extrememly angry when i found out about that..and it's not like she bought useful things either..

and now since mom owes us lots of money in child support dad is spazing because she just spent the money she JUST earned..and now he thinks she has money which she doesn't..and he's freaking out on me saying i know stuff about it that i'm not telling him. which is not true. and i'm really in a bad position here...

my grades have been dropping lately because i'm so stressed with sutff and home..my spanish grade went from 101 to and 89..that's a big drop..my physics grade went from an 96 to an 87..i dunno about everything else..but school is bad enough for me..i can't stand it..it's my junior year in highschool and i hate it..and now my life at home is worse than usual..it's not the best feeling in the world..

i haven't spent any real time with grace and she's not feeling as good as usual so i need to talk to her..

i haven't spent any time with brian either and the day he leaves is getting closer and closer..i'm missing him already thinking about it..i miss seeing him everyday and talking about everything..

danny and i have rarely talked at all, he barely has any time, and i have the same problem, that and i don't think i'd be the best of company right now..

thankfully i have this whole week of school off because of parent teacher conferences..so i have time to relax and just try to stay away from the things that have been giving me terrible headaches..

Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:02pm

i can't take much more of this..
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Monday, October 31, 2005

   happy halloween!
what my cousins told me to do for halloween>>

Me: if i could have gone with your guys what should i have been for halloween

J:hmm..an evil angel

Sean: nah she's that most of the regualr year..

J:Ah, true..

Sean:A clown, it has lots of bright colors..

J:Nah not unique..

Sean:cheerleader?

J:to much of a stretch..

Sean:A stretch? you mean she couldn't pull it off anyway..?

J:No, she's too uh whats the word..

Sean: Dark?

Aunt Deb: that's the one..

Me:blah blah

Kennedy(3 years old): a princess

Sean&J: LOL

Aunt Deb: tinkerbell?

Mom: Deb..common now..

Sean: How about someone oh lets see..

J:Normal?

Me: Hey, i'm normal..

Sean: suure..

J:like a color wearing person..pink..orange..green..red..blue.

Me: Hey i wear red..and green..and blue..uh sometimes purple..

Sean: But that's wehn you wear black with it..

J:right..nothing wrong withthat of course..but normal would eb the perfect costume for you..

Me:thanks guys..i love you too lol

so had i gone out this year i would have been "normal"..nice right lol...nah i doubt i would have take their advice

well anyway! Happy Halloween!!i hope you all have(or had) fun!
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Saturday, October 29, 2005

they didn't deserve it..
hey...::sigh::..

today we had our tournament..we had to play for third place..against the dirtyest playing team in our league..they are so evil..they were pushing and all that great stuff..SOO i pushed back! oh yea i did..i have lots of bruises and stuff..my hand hurts so bad and my shoulder..i got kicked in the hand somehow..ow..

but i'll tell you more tomorrow.. i don't have much time right now..

Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>9:57pm
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

love the rain..
welll hello all..

lets see..it's been raining the past few days and i'm happy about that. REALLY happy, cause i love the rain..plus i get alot more sleep when it rains..

today is danny's birthday, he turned 18 today..goodness everyones growing up waaay too fast..HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY!!

speaking of growing up..i went to a meeting tonight about a job i'm looking into at a skate park they're building down close to my house..i figure it could be interesting..but the meeting was soooooo long..i was like..ugh! END! and so it did..lol..not son enough tho and i was so hungry i was getting a headache..and i'm still hungry..and have a headache..lol..why is that funny..i'm not sure..excuse my insane laughter..

i want a pineapple..

i'm tired..OH! we got a new girl in school yesterday..her name is Leah..she's nice..very quiet..and very opposite of me..but who isn't? i helped her today in one of our classes i think it's gonna take her a bit to get used to regular school..she used to be home schooled..

we have a game tomorrow..

homework..ugh..

Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:13pm


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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

monday i had a soccer game..it was a good game we definately played well after the 1st half of the 1st half was over..in the second half we played even better! i was so happy for us..except i took a hit and came down right on my bad knee..my knee pad slid up my leg and so i landed on the metal bar in my knee brace..it was tingling at first..and of course during a game i feel little and just play as hard as i can. so naturally i didn't feel it much until the looong car ride was over and i had stiff limbs and a badly aching knee..

when i got home i saw that it was swollen a lot like it was the time i originially hurt it..so i was panicing..and i showed dad..he said i might be out the rest of the season..we only have a few games left..until the seasons over AND i was really looking forward to basketball season..so it sucks..i'm gonna give tomorrow's game a shot tho..wish me luck..

tonight i have no homework! except a math test! hehehehe yay! not yay for the test but- well you get the idea..lol..

i hope all of you guys are having a great week..if not i'll pray that things improve for you..

Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:06pm
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

no title..
Well..sorry for the 6 days lack of posting..heh heh oops..anyway..the soccer game i was worried about..it went well for most of us. we won 2-0 so that was great, thanks for all the luck you guys gave me! ^_^

oh and as for the test..didn't go as well as i'd hoped i passed but i got less than an 80..and i'm not the type of person who usually gets stuff like that..so i'm dissappointed..however i didn't get like anysleep the night before..

but on a better note i slept well the past week because it rained non-stop. i still had the nightmares but i fell asleep immediately after i wake up..but..on a lesser note..it has stopped raining and so now..i'll be having trouble sleeping again..

brian's away on a trip with his dad so he lent me his laptop with all his anime on it..so i've been watching a bunch of DNangel espisodes..so YAY..i hope he has a good time though

danny and i talked on the phone today..but as usual his phone is terrible..tomorrow i'm gonna tell his dad that they have to get a new phone lol..i wonder how that will go..hmmm..lol..

grace has a LOT of family over her house..it's some reunion thing and almost all of her cousins and stuff on her dads side are staying at their house! insane because i know that they have ALOT of cousins..

gonna go and watch some more anime..

Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>9:56pm
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Monday, October 10, 2005

"and throught her tears she laughed.." - Barlow
well..yea..i wish it was still raining..i love the rain..lightning storms and pouring rain at night..nothing compares..

last night i stayed up to watch the 3rd Inu movie. i LOVE Inuyasha! it's my all time favorite anime. and Sammy is starting to like it too so i let her watch it.

i went to sleep really late obviously..and i didn't sleep well at all.i don't usually..last night it was especially bad. i got up almost every ten minutes, i keep having nightmares..but i never remember them..odd right? i wake up from them but i don't remember what they were about..i'm pretty sure it's the same two dreams though, because i have a weird feeling that there are two different ones..anyway..i've been having them for awhile..and i have this nagging feeling that something bad is about to happen..

well yea..i go home to dads tonight..so that will be umm..interesting as always..mom thought i ran away last night because i wasn't in my room and i wasn't in the living room..but i was in my sisters room..when she told me she didn't seem to broken up..but hey i guess she thought i'd be around the house somewhere..

brian's leaving in march..i don't like thinking about it..i never have..i know i'll be crying for a long time before and after he leaves even though i'm not sure he believes that i'll miss him as much as i say i will..

grace is doing well in school and her relationship with her boyfriend is great i'm so happy for her.

theresa is so busy all the time..i feel for her..i mean i'm pretty darn busy so i know what it's like and i feel even worse for her because she's even more busy than i am. and she hardly get sot see her boyfriend at all...i feel for her..

danny has been around more, school and stuff. it's nice seeing him around more. i hope he keeps coming around. :)

i gotta get going on the fund raisers for minerva, i just haven't had the time. think i'm gonna buy a calendar and calculate all the good days for certain lunches and bake sales...

i dunno if i'm gonna be playing basketball this season..we'll see..i hope i can though cause i love playing basketball..

i have a global test on tuesday. wish me luck. OH! and we have a soccer game but we're missing two people so we only have 12 players, and for those of you who don't know, soccer is played with 11 people from your team on your side of the field. so we only have one sub..so wish me luck on that too!

Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>4:02pm
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