Monday, August 1, 2005

   "I'm going under..trying to break through.."-Evanescence
hey..

today i woke up really late..i guess i didn't realize how tired i was..and i stayed up late writing danny a letter..

brian came over after work..around 5:30ish..he went swimming and then we just hung out watching TV and stuff, it was fun. Parker just showed up to get him, they left around 9:50 somthing...

sammy spent lots n lots of time on the phone as usual..

i got two phone calls today that sucked..one was from my mom..she told me we won't be at her house for the next weekend..or my birthday..which is bad cause my friend Justins birthday is the 17th and mine is the 19th..so i wanted to be there for his birthday ya know..but now since my dad said he won't let us..i'm rather annoyed..and then grace called me and told me i have to go to this girls house to sleep over..i really don't want to..but grace is stuck there so she is buggin me about it and trying to force me to go..i don't have any desire to spend the weekend..with someone who can't be sent to someone elses house because she's mad at the rest of the world..::sigh:: it's pure stupidity..

i miss danny so much..i won't be seeing him for a while..i love him so much and him being away makes me realize it even more..i haven't gotten letters lately not that i blame him cause he is tired..i miss him soo much..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:25pm

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Saturday, July 30, 2005

   "This is the anthem.."-GC
for those of you who don't know VBS stands for vacation bible school..just thought i'd throw it in there for you guys..

i woke up late today which was a great feeling..but then i cleaned the house all day..though i gotta say my side of the room(i share with my sister sammy shes a year younger than me)..looks awesome! i rearranged some stuff..not that it matters to you guys lol sorry..

i scrubbed the bathtub today too and that's dang shiney! lol sorry randomness..

i babysat a 4 year old girl who is an energy ball named Sierra..it wasn't too bad i thought chasing er around would hurt my knee..but i sat on the floor alot..i only got 10 bucks but hey i'm broke so i'm not complaining..

grace is still at the concert..dunno when she's getting back i know she's having fun though.danny is at camp still..man do i miss him alot..::sigh::..brian was at phil's today..he was planning on comeing over here later on but then i found out i had to babysit..so..that flew out the window..

grace wants me to go on vacation with her and her family but if i did i'd be there for my birthday(jersey) and dad would hate that..and i can't say i'd blame him..

brian wants me to find a way to go to Harvery Ceders which is also in Jersey..but i dunno how i'm gonna do that..i was gonna go with the Moraca's but Shawn their oldest son has this crush on me and he's kinda weird about it..he thinks he has this "open window" to get me to like him cause Danny's at camp..heh ya right..that'll happen..

oh crap i'm singing in church tomorrow and i don't know the songs..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:40pm

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Friday, July 29, 2005

   "I've become so numb"-LP
VBS just ended and my hand is still cold..

right that doesn't make sense to you..heh..i knew that...well you see for the last VBS day we rent a cotton candy machine and a snow cone machine..well i was making the snow cones..and man that ice is cold..it's like standing in snow with out any foot wear..jumping out..and jumping back in repeatedly..it's cold..and painful..and numbing..

i was in another skit..and i sang a little..but i try to avoid singing those little kid songs as much as i can ya know..it is fun at the start..

danny took his college placement test yesterday and i didn't see him much at VBS..i managed to get a hug from him at the end tho..but he doesn't have another day off for a long time..

grace is going to a concert tomorrow..and brian i think is spending the night at phil's..but he might come over to hang out tomorrow..i just feel kinda bad..i hope he doesn't feel obligated to spend time we me..it's just that i'm going to miss him terribly when he leaves..

i gotta get some sleep for once..tyyl..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>11:32pm




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Thursday, July 28, 2005

"How can this happen to me...I've made my mistakes.. Got nowhere to run"-Simple Plan
VBS is almost over..i'm singing..everday these little kid songs..you know that kidsbob crap when they butcher good songs with little kids voices? yea well it's like that except the songs were never good..it's fun tho cause i do get to see my friends there..

i wasn't having a very good time at all at VBS i got a bad headache..i ended up thinking about something that worries me to no end..and i felt terrible..my head was pounding..

my sisters are driving me insnae too..sammy has been hanging out w/ this one girl and is making herself act like a jerk..ab & bec are just being to annoying..

i miss danny and i'm always thinking about brian leaving..i hate it..i'm going to miss him so much...grace is going to college and sticking around but she wont be in school(my school) andymore..that stinks..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:15pm
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Friday, July 22, 2005

Back
hey guys! thanks for awaiting my arrival home..if you did..i missed you all terribly!

well here was my time at Oak Island North Carolina>>

the ride down was 15 freaken hours..yikes! we didn't leave at 4am as we planned because my stepfather dave didn't get gas for moms car like he said he would so she ventured out to 3 gas stations the 1st two of which were closed..so we left at around 6am and met serious traffic on a few of the interstates..i mean it was a friday so it was supposed to be expected..

after a while we realized it was getting dark and we missed the exit to route 133south which was what we were supposed to be following to the island..oops..good thing my aunt had a headlight out or we wouldn't of known where she was half the time lol..i had to furiously write down the directions mom told me to so we could remember next year..and like i said it was dark so i was holding a flashlight under my chin and scribbling which was hard i can tell ya that..

when we finally got there we didn't really unpack everything cause we were all so darn tierd..

the next few days we alright..they went to the beach almost everyday i skipped out on a few so my sisters got a nice tan but due to my own set rules i decided soccer season was much more important to me than floating around in the ocean..so i tanned a little but not much and i'm just fine w/ that. ^_^

I cooked dinner everynight which didn't bother me cause usually i like to cook..depending on the day i had..but like i said i wasn't in THAT bad of a mood cause i was careful and not in much pain..so it was fun..but man you shoulda seen my cousin Jay and I when we were trying to light the charcoal grill..lets just say i like fire so i used a lot of matches....my cousin Sean bought some fireworks we had alot of fun with those..

on the ride home today i was soooo tierd from watching my 3-year old cousin kennedy(who is so much fun, and very articulate for a 3 year old.) that i fell asleep for a few hours..we got up at 4am to get ready to leave(this was today) and left at 5:02am..so we did alright...but the ride got boring..i was so greatful to be home when we pulled in..and hungry lol...

i hope you guys aren't too bored..

we watch alot of "Family Guy" i really like "The Road to Rode Island" when Stewie and Brian miss the plane and stuff..my favorite part is when they're burying Brian's mom(for those of you who don't know Brian is a dog & Stewie is a baby)the dialoge is somthing like this..>>

Brian: Please say a few words Stewie..

Stewie: Uh me uh but-

Brian: please..

Stewie: alright, alright..um lets see..God told Abraham he had to kill his son Isaac and Abraham said "God can you hear me"..and God said.."Check..Check 1..Check 1,2..Jerry can you pick up the high end i'm still getting a little hiss back here.."

Brian: ::gives Stewie a look: say somthing about my mother!

Stewie: Oh alright, I never knew Biscut as a dog..but i did know her as a table(the family "loved" biscut so much that they stuffed her and turned her into a table in memory of her.)..she was sturdy..all legs the same length, tall..-

Brian: Nevermind..

*end scene burying biscut*

i like that show..well to an extent..

anyway..i'm hungry..thanks for enduring this painful recollection..sorry guys..it's great to be home!
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:31pm


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Thursday, July 14, 2005

   Vacation
whatt's up guys!?! sorry i haven't been on in a while..lotsa virus's on my dad's comp..so anyway..

i'm going to North Carolina tomorrow! i'm excited/not cause..i'm afraid i'm gonna screw up my chances for playing soccer this upcoming season..so pray for me..

danny is at camp still and i really miss him..i hope he's having a good time..i really do..

brian misses him alot..i feel bad, i try and hang out w/ him ya know but it's not the same..for anyone..danny can't be replaced by anyone for anyone..

VBS(vacation bible school) is coming up soon..it's the day after i get back from vacation..so i will be dead tierd..eeek..it should be a blast though..i can't wait till it starts..i love the look on the face of someone who has just understood something new about God..

well i gotta go take a shower and get going..wish me luck! have fun guys!
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>4:42pm


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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

tonight we ahd a VBS(vacation bible school) meeting...then i went out for ice cream with, Brian,Grace,Joel, Steph,Keith and Keith and Stephs 2 kids Logan and Sage..it's not the same with out Danny tho..it's like this huge part missing from the group..

my sisters were at my moms longer than i was, i came home a few days early because i had to sing in church on sunday..i recently i have to sing again and i am doing 3 skits for VBS too..dunno when they are tho..

Brian is going into the Air-Force in the fall..I'm going to miss him so much..he doesn't realize how much people really love him..

Danny's coming home for his day off i hear, so maybe he'll come visit me..that'd be awesome..cause i miss him so much!..i haven't been able to really talk with him much cause he works at the camp..he called 3 times while i was at the meeting i heard from my sisters..i wish i was home when he called..

i got to talk to Resie yesterday so that was great cause i miss her like crazy too..

grace gets to come over more than usual because i have less to do this summer because of my knee..and she teaches pianno and takes piano but that's it thank goodness..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>11:11pm
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Friday, July 1, 2005

hey..
hey guys..i dunno..there is somthing terribly wrong with my computer at moms..so i don't know if i'll acctually be on myO that much..so please bear with me on that subject..sorry..cya later!
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Saturday, June 25, 2005

well, i went to my grandmother's as some of you know..when i say i never sleep there..i'm not kidding..i got maybe, MAYBE 3 hours..and if it WAS 3 hours..it wasn't a straight thro 3 hours..lots of waking up do to lack of comfort..

i did have a fun time catching up w/ my cousin michelle..she's much older than me..but i miss her..she lives in N.C..she has a 18 month old baby named Lanie..she's so cute..

when we got home..i drew a little and tried to sleep..but i guess i was beyond sleep tierd and i was too tierd to sleep..it stunk..then the mahany's came over and that took alot out of me..i love them but man those kids have a lot of energy..

danny is officially leaving for camp tomorrow..i'm gonna miss him so much..i already miss him and he's not even gone yet..i really hope he has a good time, he'll be a great example to the younger kids there..it's gonna be weird for alot of people while he's gone..he has quite the affect on us ya know. ^_^ i love him so much. and to think soon he'll be going to college..his parents got him a car for his grad present..he took his 5 hour course today..i'm excited for him.
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:19pm
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

i got a 78..for those of you who acctually were kept in suspense..
^-~
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