Wednesday, June 1, 2005

"Going Under"- Evanescence
today was my 1st day of physical theropy..it wasn't too bad..the excersises aren't too difficult..the last lift was like the last push up when you're dying..but i did well..she said that i was doing considerably well for someone who hasn't been puttin weight on it for more than a week..but everytime she told me to lift..i was thinking..soccer..everytime..i'm dedicated to healing so i can play this season!!

after school activities were today..i didn't go..

have alot of regents review these next few days..esp in math..but i have to study more in earth science..i heard that was no easy test..

watching csi:ny..i don't really like this one..

you know it just recently hit me that 3 of my best friends in the whole world..are gradutaing..i can't believe it..i think i'm gonna cry on their grad day..and trust me i'm not big on tears..just look at my avatar..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:11pm
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Monday, May 30, 2005

"Freak Out"-avril lavigine
how to sum up my memorial day weekend..well..friday was a normal night mainly..saturday was the best day ever none of my sisters were home(sorry not trying to sound mean) and it was a sunny day so i had all my windows open in my room..i did alot of drawing and listened to a book on tape..good times..

sunday was long it seemed..i had fun at sunday school..but i had nusery during church so i spent an hour and a half being tackled by lauren and daniel..yikes..tina came over a little later and we had some fun..

today i went swimming..the 1st decently physical thing i've done since my knee injury..the pool water was 50 degrees..i fell in a bit early in the game..i wasn't intending to acctually go swimming..but i fell of my tuby thing..that was funny..tina could stop laughing..she left at around 6:30pm...you know..i find myself doing alot of cooking when tina comes over..i like to cook tho so thats not too bad..

danny did alot of work w/ his dad today..he's been so busy lately but he's doing a good job w/ everything, i'm proud of him..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>11:12pm


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Saturday, May 28, 2005

"The Reason"- Hoobastank
wellll lets see..i did alot of drawing today...for some reason i find that i draw best when i'm listening to books on tape..i love reading you know that..but when you have the right voice whispering stories into your ears its like magic..i love it..but let me tell you..if the voice is wrong..you can't get it out of your head..ugh..now that is annoying..

i was all alone in my room for a while it was nice..but now sammy is back from briana's :-/..think i can get her to sleep in the twin's room? lol just kidding..

i think someone showed up at my house this morning around umm 9:30? but i was on Nyquil cough so i have no idea who it was..lol poor curious people..

i am talking to one of my friends from rondout..and he has a gf now..and i was all happy for him right..but not anymore! he's going out w/ this chic who he dated b4..and she cheated on him! more than once!
and he forgave her and they got back together after a terrible breakup..and she did it agaiN!! AND NOW he's w/ her AGAIN!! grrr..not very pleased about that at ALL..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
time>10:30pm




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Friday, May 27, 2005

"Whisper"-Evanescence
lets see..today started out suckie..i thought i might not be going to school cause i felt terrible this morning..my throat really hurt..i haven't sang anything in 2 days..eek..scary thought..i love singing..tho after i was forced to do somthing i haven't sang on stage or anything..i've refused it..guess you could say i'm a little scarred..but i'll get over it everntually..

well..my school day had a rocky start..i was kinda depressed about a few things until about the middle of gym..so from 8 to 10:59am i was very much down..but then we went outside for earthscience and i had fun w/ matty and phil..keith too..umm..at lunch tina gave me some food..because my step-mother was mad at me so she made me a lunch i was not gonna eat..not fond of what she put in there..so thank you tina for making me fat lol..

i spent alot of today w/ danny so that was awesome..cause lately we haven't done too much of that..and he's going to camp for the summer and to college soon..i'm going to miss him so much..

my 2 little sisters are at my moms this weekend alone..and i don't trust my mom..she has the two of them wrapped around her finger..becca more than abby..but pray for them please..

i'm allowed to "walk" now..but i'm probably gonna hurt it more..i wa splaying basketball today and if it wasn't for brian and keith annoyingly sticking my crutch into the basket so the ball bounced out of it when it was on its way in..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:14pm
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

"In the end"- Linkin Park
'ello!(english accent) i'm back from minerva!! i had fun for the most part it was hard to watch them play some of my favorite games..like soccer..that was the hardest..and i was kinda upset w/ danny about somthing the 1st day so i didn't say much to him..

the second day i was a lil over it and talked to him at the convinient store when we went..umm..later that day we all played taboo but i wasn't feeling to good..okay i was feeling completely awful! i had this splitting headache and toward the end of the game my eyes were tearing..and people that has never happend b4..i almost killed myself on the way down the hill because the light made me feel worse..so i went to take a nap and slept for two hours i took 3 advil pills..yes 3..i felt better when i woke up..much better..

then we played the pony express (well i sorta did not really) my team won! yay my team!

i missed talking to danny like i usually do..

on the plus side i got to know the two other girls who were there alot better..hopefully they remember the fun we had and we stay friends..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

"Sympathetic" -Seether
well..last night i fought the tylenol pm tooth and nail! i really wanted to stay up and talk to danny..because i didn't see him all that much at the marathon and his dad is always on the computer when i'm usually on..and i can't stay later cause i need to be off the comp by 11..so it kinda sucks..

minerva is tomorrow! YAY!! i'm so excited..i really thought i wasn't gonna be able to go..but it turns out i can..however..brenda(my step-mom) can't..cause of my dad shoulder injury..i hope we get a good person to fill in for her..

i just finished packing..

my mom got this listening library book called "inkheart" from the library..its pretty intersting..

i'm hungry..

got some chinerase food..

okay enough of me boaring you..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>9:42pm

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

"All the small things" -Blink182
well lets see..today was the softball/kickball marathon..so yea my day was watching babies alll day..its a good thing i like kids..well acctually..its a good thing kids like me..cause if they didn't alot of crying woulda been going on..

I spent most of the day talking w/ Renee(Brian's sister)..which was cool cause we get along rather well..i watched Gabby for a while and only took 3 or 4 pictures w/ danny's camera..thats good for me tho..cause i spend most of my time taking pictures..it's just something i love to do..

mom showed at like 1..and she was supposed to be there at noon so that was a bit annoying..but it was good because J and Sean ended up playing softball..O.o guess what happend to my dad!?! he was going for a fly ball (my dad rocks at softball!)..and so were to other kids..and so the tow kid collided and ended up on the ground..not wanting to kill them my dad did a flip and roll and dove over them..he killed his shoulder..he tore/broke his ligaments that attach the shoulder to the clavicle..he wearing a sling..and he has to go see my doctor sometime next week..i was really put out when i got off the phone w/ him..but i tried not to let it show..and i'm at moms..so i can't really be there..and today he was just saying how proud of me he is for still being involved in activities..even though i can't play..and now this happens to him..and i can't even be there cause i'm at moms..

mr.rabe/joel called called me a human depressant today..he said when i'm happy so is everyone else and when i'm not everyone else is depressed too..i don't think i have that much of an affect on everyone..

i saw napolean dynamite today..strang/funny/stupid movie..

kennedy met danny today..she's very shy around guys i have come to realize..because when mr.rabe/joel was there she was quiet too..tho she did say bye to danny b4 we left..

my knee hurts alot right now..too much activity i guess..and i have a headache from it..i'm fighting the tylenol pm..so i can stay awake..eek..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>11:03pm



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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Reds @ Mets
welll today we went to the Mets game yay! we all got in for free w/ pepsie bottles(thank you for giving us the minds to invent pepsie Lord!)..we parked near the exit so we could get out faster..WELL that wasn't good news for me and my crutches..meh..i got about 50ft from the stadium when i couldn't go any further and grace had to carry me the rest of the way..sowy grace!

i had fun..and the Mets WON!!! Mwahahaha! Piazza is the bestest! after the game tina carried me most of the way back to the car n then grace carried me the other other rest of the way lol..

then we went to taco bell to eat and it was like there was something in that food cause i swear we all spazed out! it was fun tho..

now i'm talking to brian..and hes not doing too great..hes got some stuff in his head thats not right..i'm sorry..i wish i could help him but this one is my fault..and i can't really help him out w/o making things worse..i hate not being able to help my best friends..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:59pm
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

"I'd do anything" -Simple Plan
well..lets see..how to sum uptoday..

well..today i taught myself two news songs on my guitar so yay for me! and 3 new chords! so yay for me again!..i've written two songs so far but i always seem to forget the one..but i'm working on recording it on this thingy i got..cause i can teach myself auditorily..

lets see what else..tomorrow we get to go to the Mets game but its only free if we are among the 1st 1,000..so we are leaving early..they're playing the Cin, Reds. so it should be a good watch.

right now i'm really tierd..a[oh ANNNNND minerva is on monday!! YAY!! i get to go away for 3 days!! WAAHHOOO!!

today we had the soccer party..it was okay..i had fun after everyone stopped playing soccer after and hour and 15 minutes, so i hung out with Kelsey danny's younger sister and that was cool..but i was glad that everyone else had fun playing..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:10pm




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Monday, May 16, 2005

"Crazy"-Simple Plan
well today i had to get up at 6:30am because i had a doctor's appointment that was @ 8:15am..and so when we got there i pretty much went right on in. he told me that it looks like its healing quickly and that i can be walking on it by June 1st..still no gym or anything tho.and i need to have physical theropy 4 days everyweek...

minerva is coming up soon and i can't wait! i'm hoping and praying for sun..no rain this year thank you..i love the rain to be honest..but not when i'm on crutches!

wednesday i get to go to a Mets game..i hear they are playing the reds that day..so i dunno..cause the reds haven't been doing all that bad so far..

i wrote a 6n some page essay for english..i have to study for a global test i missed this morning and finish up my math homework..man an hour is just not long enough on the internet!
Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:08pm


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