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Sunday, November 21, 2004


   field of paper flowers
ever wish you were stuck in a dream? ever wish a day that was so perfect would never end? i do alot. anyways...this weekend hasn't really been much of a good thing.BSUY, BUSY, BUSY... well today my family and the Davis'(who are part of my family 4 sure)went out to the chinease buffet for lunch..needless to say it was fun...
i still can't get over the funny stuff that happened at the wedding...man i am laughing just bringin it up..
i had this huge convo w/ brian last night about my walls...i have high thick walls...that aren't perforated easily...i'm not often open with emotion..anymore...it takes alot to make me cry and such...and alot of people say i'm hard to read...i dunno...its just that when i'm ready to open up it's too late(i told danny something no one knows about me)...and also...i've been deserted many times...i've only told two people about most of whats happend to me...the ages 5-13 were the hard times of my life...especially 11-13...well...i'm not gonna get into that any deeper because its too hard for me...maybe ron(my youth group leader) is right...maybe we shouldn't date so young...there are too many choices that we aren't ready to make...especially for someone like me...i hurting people...and i don't easily open up...

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