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Tuesday, January 4, 2005


   Breaking The Habit
i'm trying to break this habit of not telling people how i feel..sometimes i'm scared of what they'll think..some times i'm scared of what they'll do..if they'll leave me like so many others have..i'm trying to deal..i am able to help other people..but i just don't know..maybe i feel that its selfish to talk about me..does that make sense..i don't think its fair for me to keep it locked up inside..i have these walls that i hide behind..and i'm hurting people in the process..why can i help others but not myself..maybe cause i don't try hard enough..what makes me so "special"?..honestly i don't know..and being that i'm hideing what i feel and i'm trying to deal w/ all my problems..but its not fair..because i know most of the people i care about are going through hard times too..harder times than me..am i wrong??
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