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Tuesday, April 12, 2005


   Thoughtless
well for starters i'd like to say i'm SORRY for not getting around to every1's syts lately because my dad recently put a timer on my comp..so thats really sucks..

but i'm kinda bummed out because two of my friends decided that they liked eachother or whatever but one of these people i'm really close to..and he didn't tell me anything..and i feel really betrayed because i always tell him well..everything..and he chooses this one thing to change our friendship..and the chic he likes now is also close to me..actually i should be using past tense here..well we "were" close..and now they just shot that out the window..i'm really hurt.. i mean it might sound stupid..i what happend?..and then tina thought i was mad at her because she didn't tell me..but it has nothing to do with her..it was their job to tell me..i'm just really bummed out right now..

oh, i have decided to go to minerva..i dunno what it was..i think i just thought it would be fair to those who are graduating..but then i still don't think its fair if i go cause i still limit everyone..so guilt might be lingering in the back of my head..

my surgery has been knocked back a week..on the 27th..i dunno..i'll be under for about 4 hours..and he said the anesthetic will probably make me sick when i wake up..so..i dunno what the outcome will be..but because its pushed back i only have 4 weeks to recover b4 minerva..so we'll see..oh..for those of you who don't know..my knee> i hurt it during soccer a lil..but then i chipped a piece of my knee cap during gym class cause i feel straight down on it..and then i hurt it again a week later..the swelling never really went down..so now i'm usuing crutches and a knee brace..
Loudmusic>gotta jet
time>10:23pm
p.s. this week is SAT week..wish me luck!! i need sleep..


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