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Tuesday, June 21, 2005


it's official..i've lost my mind over this Earth Science regents..we were not well prepared..tho i can't entirely blame the teacher cause it was on us to make up for what she messed up on..i did alot of the work..but i missed a little more than 2 weeks because of my knee and i never made up for the stuff i missed..

i'm literaly sick to my stomach..again..this is the 2nd time i've been sick because of this stupid regents..i got a 21 out of a possible 23 on my practicle part of the exam..but in order to get a 71 or higher i have to get 50 out of 84 questions right..and you're thinking oh that's not too bad there are 84 questions..it wouldn't be too bad if i had studied more..lots more..i looked back on teh 2004 june E.S. regents..and more than half of that stuff was new to me..

what if i fail! what then!?! i let down, my teachers, my family(esp. my dad), and myself..i couldn't handle that you guys..i really couldn't..danny told me recently that i've been kind of "out of it"..it's the test..i'm so stressed over it..he's coming over on thursday w/ his brother and sister..if i fail this i won't be the best of company..

i've been studying since i woke up from a nap i took at from 12 to 1..and i still feel unprepared..my best friend white is trying to calm me down..but there isn't much he can do..i mean can he send my brain all the knowledge it needs to pass this test..i wish..

sorry to be buggin you all w/ this..

on a not much better note..my cousin Michelle is coming up for the weekend..and that's cool and all..but i have to spend the night(friday)at my grandmothers..i can't physically sleep there..i hate sleeping there..so much..last time i was there i got a total of 1 hour of sleep..it's so uncomftorable..i hate it..

on an even sadder note danny is going to camp soon..i'm going to miss him so much..i really am..i love him so much..i'll be writing and calling and trying to visit..::sigh::..
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