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Wednesday, August 10, 2005


   "i'd so anything"-Simple Plan
why why why can't i just keep my mouth shut for once in my bloody life!?!..one of my friends(myranda/randy for short)..she's hurting pretty badly..and both me and brian are trying to get her to trust us and tell us why she's feeling so upset..she usually tells me alot..which is why i feel terrible..she told brian more than she told me..she even told me that..and i can't so much blame her because brian is someone who is easy to trust...but i guess i'm still hurt that she won't tell me anything..

and what's worse..i do the same thing she does..telling people what is going on inside my head..isn't easy for me..so many people in my life have walked away from me..and i'm sure that's how randy feels..but it's different being on the other end of things..it hurts..and it made me realize how much i suck..how much i've hurt my friends..the days i've spent being depressed..could have brought them pain too..and to top it off..i dunno that if faced with something to tell them..that i will..what is wrong with me?

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